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02.22.080439:so i took a looong as nap today so this is what i'm feeling right now. HELLA UP and.... ....that is all. ZENKYU. oh and yeah i hope my interviewers liked me and that i did well on my interview at Napa State. yiiikes.
02.19.08
1620: so like i've been such a FatAsS with Morgan these past few weeks. None of my clothes fit me anymore! LOL! been eating fastfood at 2am. It's not even cute .. so yeah! I need to start dieting and working out again. ugH! I don't even wanna take pictures anymore....well okay i'm kidding.
oh and I have an interview for Napa State Hospital on thursday. i'm kinda scared/excited about that. I sent a couple of applications at Alta Bates in Oakland and Berkeley too. I hope those bitches call me back! ugH!
02.14.08
0131: HaPpY Vday BetcheS!!! that is all Zenkyu!!!02.11.08
1188:ok so i woke up just now and it's not even noon. argH! heheh! i haven't really been able to get some sleep lately. yeah i've been lying in bed for 8 hours but i'm not really getting sleep. i've just been laying there next to morgan thinking about getting a freakin' job (no not that kind of "job" LOL)
i feel like i'm never ever guna get hired. well i've got a callback and i'm doing my fingerprinting and physical this week. but i'm just really picky. i don't know if i'm guna take that offer. argH! 2 more interviews this month and i can only guess how it's guna go. i'm really hopeful tho. but more impatient about it! argH! i just wanna start working. and start earning money. start shopping and getting a new car. aaaaaaaaHhhhHH!
no plans for Vday so far. but i did fix my profile to make it look like valentines day-ish! LOL! mkay! i woke up too early. blaH. i'm Hungry! oh and yeah about that. i totally need to go on a diet. NOTHING FCKING FITS ME ANYMORE! peace!
02.04.08
2424:Morgan's been at my place since thursday night and i LOVE it. It has been the FATTEST weekend. for days we've been staying up late, waking up late, EAT, watch movies all day, take NAPS, wake up and EAT AGAIN. watch more MOVIES, then just cuddle and sleep. gaaaH! i love it.
so like tomorrow is my first interview this month. it's guna be at CMF (California Medical Facility) aka "the prison" in vacaville. i'm soooo excited and nervous at the same time. yeeee! i really wanna end up working there! and i have a feeling that i'm guna get hired! yessir!
SHit i'm hungry agaiN! uGH! ttylz!
01.26.08
0429:So like i'm HELLA PIsseD cuz i had to reWrite this muthafcking BLOG! stupid mYspace was acting up and just froze on me! uGH! FUCK YOU TOM!!! anyways, i'm just hella lazy to just say/type everything in details again. so i'm just guna write whatever i remember.
SO like today (25th) Dropped Morgan off to school in Alameda hellllla early in the morning i swear i don't remember consciously ever getting there! LOL! Then decided to go to Yountville to apply for a job at the Veteran's Hospital . I decided to go home first and i realized...it was a BAD MOVE! cuz i ended up eating a heavy lunch and i felt hellllla sleepy. so i took a nap. then i woke up too late for a freakin' same day interview ! UGH! i still went and turned in a written application tho.
UGH! I SOOO NEED TO START WORKING! i swear. i've never been this POOR in my life. i'm NOT KIDDING! i hate being broke. i'm so not used to it. I've been applying to all most of the hospitals in all of the LAND right after i got my License. So i'm just hoping i get some fone calls soon so i can start working.
Tonight was funnN tho cuz i kicked it with Eirena, Becca and Drea. Becca brought CHU CHU with her (her lookalike doggy!) She's sooo adorable. NOT BECCA! LOL! but yeah. the plan was to get drunk and pass out. but then we decided to jus chill and watched JUNO (hella bootleg online) and Jack asS 2.5 (hella funnny).
Then Ling and I decided to watch Sweeny ToddD but Beckie and I felt too exhausted to finish the movie. GOt back home and ate like freakin' pig again (not surprising at all!) and i'm still up NOW! FUCK!
k imma try to go to bad. Today's guna be a LOOOONG and INTERESTING DAY ! i just feel it in my bones!
01.22.08
2424:So, not having a freakin' car for a couple of days sux! HELLA BAD! i hella felt DIsaBLeD. Last night at Dave & Buster's was HELLA fUN tho! Me, Rebecca, Eirena, Cat and Drea went yeeee! i felt like a kid again! oh and Making fun of Rebecca all night was fun too! we haven't done that since forever. making fun of her was our way of saying we love her! haah i know WEIRD ! if you're that close to me, then you'd understand. So today i kinda woke up late but i was glad that i got my car back. it's not completely fixed but i sure can go places...at least without it dying on me on the freeway. So i surprised Morgan by going to his place without telling him! yeeee! I haven't seen him for like 6 days! that was worse than his OHIO trip! yiiKes! but yeah, we pretty much did some "stuff" LOL! then we watched a movie naked while eating hotdogs from 7eleven LOL! FUNnN night. I'm Still waiting for some callbacks from the hospitals that i applied for. Those bitches need to call me soon cuz i HELLA need to start WORKING! ugH! Tomorrow imma watch CLoVERfieLD with my baby and prolly just hangout and eat at PUBLIC MaRket and IKEA in EMERYVILLE! yee!
01.15.08 2333:yeaup! another MOvie NIght! yee!
0414:yeah yeah yeah i got my liscense as a Registered Nurse. I feel hella accomplished. I made my mom proud..and I still have Morgan in my life. Life is really good right now. But at the same time....it's HELLA overwhelming. I still have so many shit to do. Main goal right now is to get a job. But that itself is already a big deal that i have to focus on right now. I really wanna work at the Prison in Vacaville but it takes a while to get in. I NEED A JOB RIGHT NOW!!! aaaaaaaaHhhHHh! anyways, i'm just still up, baby's watching a freakin' movie and...i don't know. so yeah. imma go join him. ttylz!
01.08.08
1917: i'm really too lazy to type all the simple lil' detail today. imma just throw in some random words that happened. they may or may not be completely related to each other but they all definitely happened today which i would say ONE OF THE LONGEST DAYS of MY LIFE. so yeah: 5am in the morning, oakland, solo pic, throw up in the bathroom, tears, highway 880, emeryville, Rubios, the movie JUnO, my baby's place in oakland, Myspace. yeah pretty much! ugH! i'm out! i'm HELLA exhausted
01.01.08
0110: HAPPY FREAKIN' NEW YEAR!!! I'm OUT BITCHES!!!12.29.07
2459:my KapLan NClex RN Review just expired. So now i'm more Anxious than ever about my upcoming Exam. TOday was just Hardcore STUDYING Went to Fairfield Library for a couple of hours. Then went to YoSUSHI then straight back home. then started studying for like 3 more hours...then a couple more hours. yiiikes! i feel like my brain's about to explode!!!....and not the good kind! heheh! ugH! so now i'm just exhausted. Tomorrow imma meet up with Miss Kimberly Noble...i haven't seen her in FOREVERRRR!!! we're guna catch up big time. NO specific plans yet...well except goin to the mall and watching a movie and eating out somewhere! LOL! but yeah.12.26.07
1720:woke up hella early and by "early" i meant 1300 ahhaha! Baby's guna be in OHIO for 5 days! booo! but yeah it's kinda good cuz i do need time away from him so i could HELLA STUDY for my upcoming exam. blah blah blah oh yeah i freakin' woke up with a fcking Stiff NEcK! wtf?! whatever.12.25.07
Best FckinG ChristMas sooO FARRR. X'mas Lunch/Dinner at Manong John's house in Daly City. They all met Morgan. Then Me, my mom and Auntie Vicky & Morgan went to his place in Oakland. and NO, my mom and auntie Vicky didn't freak out! LOL! They actually loved Morgan's place. My mom even asked Morgan to design our house. just cuz he's an Interior Design Major. i'm hella Upset! LOL! GREAT DAY indeed.12.24.07
0841So i'm pretty much still sick. Morgan took care of me all night tho! =) well that and he took hell pictures of me HELLA MODED and SICK. ugH! Today is guna be a very special day because my boyfriend's guna meet the rest of my family tonight. I'm really excited cuz i know they'd LOVE him. yeeeee. Last night was hella unbearable tho. I could't move at all. My bones were hella hurting and i had like a temp. of 100.9 ugH! but yeah. i'm feeling so much better now compared to last night. oh speaking of last night thanks Nicholas for texting me and checking up on me. MWAH you're one sweet friend! yeeee! ok brb. 12.22.07
1552:We'll be OKAY. WE'LL BE OKAY! 1349:just woke up. helllla hungry. but i'm still thinkin' about...yeah. whatever. the plan today is basically to just STUDY ALL DAYYYY! yikes. imma try that! NO! IMMA DO THAT! i HAVE TO. I JUST HAVE TO. ugH! BLAH! 0251:i honestly don't know what to think anymore. all i know is that...when trust breaks...everything else goes down the drain. i may not have had lots of relationships before...but i'm not STUPID. ugH! blaH! forget this shit. i'm out! 12.20.07
0352:yeah i'm pretty much still up! this is what i get for taking a looong ass Nap. Yesterday was basically...NOTHING. forrealz! Woke up hella late like around 2pm. Ate LuncH. then took a long ass nap. Woke up for dinner. Ate like a Pig. and stayed up til....well NOW. I totally skipped a day. I could have done something productive...but yeah. Yesterday just went right straight to a black hole. And now I'm hella just up and got nothing to do but write on this shit! ugH! whatever. 12.18.07
1809:Totally slept in. I had a fcking blast on my Birthday yesterday. Me, MOrgan and My mom went to Panda Gardens for Brunch. Then we went to Walmart cuz my mom wanted to print some of her pix LOL! Me and baby kinda looked at customized rings that they have there. They were not that expensive and they're cute too. I told him i want the one that he gave me already. I don't know if i ever mentioned that Morgan gave me a $200 mood ring from Tiffany's! yeeee! well it's more like just $100 cuz it came in a set. 2 identical rings that says I LOVE YOU and of course i get one and he has the other one! =) Anyways, so Yesterday, for my birthday we ate at Mimi's Cafe and i was hoping Ron, or Vince, or Suki would be there but they're all off. But it's weird cuz i actually saw Edgar there! LOL! i didn't even noticed him at all. but yah I introduced him to Morgan and my MOM! =) After the dinner we went to see I AM LEGEND it was AMAZING!!! yeeee!!! ok i gotta continue later cuz Conrad is here and we're guna hang out at "the Hauz of Lez" LOL! brb... 12.17.07
ummm... iT's MY FCKING 3rd 21st BIRTHDAY!!! thanks to y'allz that called and left messages and comments to say Happy birthdaY. TOday i'm spending time with my MOM & MORGAN. That's all what I've really asked for. This indeed is a HAPPY Birthday. oh and DON'T FORGET TO BUY ME SOMETHING SHINY for my BDAY! thanks! LOL! mkay. Brunch with mom and my baby. ttylz bitches!12.16.07
0552:So i just got home from "The Hauz of Lez" Drea's 21st Bday party in Sac was fun. Got a lil' drunk and talked to hellllla random people. It was good to finally see people that i've missed. Jess, Audrey, Rowena, Johnny, Rosie, Mel, Len, Ren, and...met hella cool people. Dennis is soooo adorable hahaha! although all he talked about all night was being in an ORGY! yikes. I still want him and Conrad to Hook up though! yeee! It was hella weird for me to go to a house party knowing that I'm TAKEN. I'm soo glad I am though! =) Drea got too excited when we got there. SHe took like 8 Patron shots in less than 10 minutes. And of course, she ended up throwing up in the bathroom the whole night! LOL! I had hella funnN though. Although this one guy named....Sharren? (i don't really remember) won't leave me alone ALL NIGHT! ask CONRAD! LOL! I'm just glad I pulled off my UgGs outfit! hhahah! thanks LING. I got hella compliments from it! I LOVE IT!!! but yeah. I can't wait to see my Baby today. He's spending the night over and ME, MORGAN & my MOM will watch a movie and eat somewhere fancy for MY BIRTHDAY! yeeeee!!! Having MY MOM AND MY BOYFRIEND on my BiRTHDAY is ALL I NEED OMG I actually got fresh cooked fries from JACK in the BOX! that almost never happens. Yeaup! i got me a breakfast burrito and 2 tacos for a dollar! LOL! ok I need to go to bed! ZENKYU!
12.14.07
1513: Jen hella jus fckin' woke me up at around 1050 and i totally hung up on her LOL. Then i realized we planned to have brunch at that new sushi place by my house. I think it's called "Sushi (for) Yu. It doesn't really matter cuz the service wasn't all that. My fcking Super Cali. Roll didn't arrive 'til when everyone's done eating. ugH!. Went to Walmart after then jus got home now. I'm sooo taking a NapzeeE. I miss My Baby! =*(
0156: I just got home from "The Haus of Lez" aka Eirena&Drea's new Condo. LOL! After i dropped my baby off, I met up with Conrad, got some WingStop and spend the night watching Knocked Up with Ling and Drea. We also watched the Halloween Show DvD that we did in November. I thought our performance was okay. It wasn't our best, but we definitely pulled it off. I swear I'm not just saying that. I still think that our best performance was at Great America a couple of months ago. I miss dancing. I'm hella up right now! ugH! stupid Dr. Pepper! I'm jus' looking forward to this weekend. Drea's Birthday Party Thingy in Sac., Drea's Bday, MY BIRTHDAY WOOOOT! , Rebecca's birthday(although she'll be in Las Vegas), and the rest of the Holiday season. I have to HELLA STUDY for NCLEX cuz i'm taking it VERRRY SOOOON! argH! I don't know what to think right now. I'm too hyphy. ugH! brb!....
12.13.07
1205: Yeah, woke up pretty late. (busy night last night LOL) MOrgan spent the night at our house. He so needs to stop snoring! LOL! oh and My mom likes him too much it's scary! =) The plan was for me to sleep overrr at his place but i got too lazy to drive all the way to OakLanD. I got to spend the whole day yesterday with Morgan. My baby gave me this adorable ring that says "i love you" on it. It's a mood ring so it changes it's color from green to blue, to purple and yellow, and we both have the same exact thing! yeee! We also watched our first movie (in the theatre) together The GolDen Compass Hellla loved it. I wish i have a cute "demon" =) After the movie, my baby watched me play in Ms. Lum's BADMINTON class at Solano College. It was the last day of the semesterrrr. =*( but Ms. Lum gave me a tube of shuttlecock and $20 gift card from MiMi's Cafe. So we went straight there and realized that Ron's working. HOOKUP!! yeee! LOL! OH and for my birthday, my baby gave me a cute bear stuffed toy and he named it SKYLER!!! yeee!!! So basically, this week alone, i got a ring and a baby from my boyfriend. Life's good! LOL!
12.12.07
1004: I know HUH! I totally woke up early today! I guess I'm just too excited to see my baby. We have Hella Shit planned today. I haven't seen him in almost a week. So anyways, I'm jus now cleanin' mah room cuz it looks like someone threw a fcking grenade in it. I'm hungry as FCUK! (like that's everrr NeW!) I'm listenin to Maroon 5 naked while cleanin my room if y'allz must know! LOL! but yeah. i'll lech'yall know 'bout today! yeee! Today's about: Seeing My Baby, Watch The GOLden ComPASs, BADMINTON, and SLeEPinG overRRR! OMFGLOLBRBTTYLZ!!!
12.11.07
So me and my mom were just running hella errrrands all over vallejo today. We decided to eat at Quizno's by Rose Drive. and we were told that they're giving out free sandwiches! yeee! so we got like $20 worth of food from there...for FREE. life's good! hahahaha! yeeee! We were at the new "maxipad" when mr. xai called. He said "bitch! you're NEW MYSPACE LAYOUT is ready" ahhahaah! so yeah! basically, the most talented (not to mention GAYEST!) Mr. Xai is responsible for this wonderful improvement on my page. So if you want him to fix your myspace, just visit www.awwyoufckingwish.com! LOL! but yeah i got scared that i had to erase everything that i have written on here and paste a new code but it was hella worth it. So again. THANK YOU mr. XaireeL! yeee! That is all for now. ZenkYu!I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY BABY TOMORROW! aaaHHH! Yeee!
I know soooo many people but there are only a FEW that i keep sooo close to my heart. you guys know who YOU are! i DON'T need a billion FRIENDS. i've already found the few GOLDEN ones. I'd choose QUALITY over quantity anytime. i LOVE meeting new kewl and interesting people though. it's always great to meet creative, TALENTED, and , FUNNY people. i may LOOKlike it but i'm NOT a snob. you just really have to KNOW me, then you'll find yourself laughing ur ass off cuz i'm FUNNY as FCUK! just ask MICHELLE !
FucK everything else! Have some JAGERMEISTER!!!
"Time has healed the wounds of my HEART , but the SCARS on it will always remind me that the PAST was REAL."
They say first LOVE never dies, I say they're RETARDED, because mine was way fcuking gone.
So now, I can look someone in the eye and say " I AM READY TO LOVE AGAIN... AND LOVE IS ON THE WAY".