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About Me

I am a Hopeless Romantic
I am always judged by my cover.
I refuse to grow up and become a baby factory.
I'm Buck fuckin' Wild.
I talk like a hick.
I like things like:
Satan
Nikki Sixx
Bondage Flix
Pretty much anything else that ends in X.. Including the band.
all things seedy
Air capital Punx.
Tattoos.
Pinups
Getting Coffee
Reading other peoples diaries
Music, music, music.
Rock Docs
Pitbuls
Zebras
Leopard print
Clean laundry
Compliments
Taboo Things
Open minded people
Ex boyfriends
Razorblades
Six Feet Under
Punk Rock
Jack Daniels
Whips.
Paddles.
And this gal below.
I dislike things like:
Animal Crulty
Being burned
Assholes
Cocky men
most cologne
White Trash
Close Minded People
Most hardcore christians
Homemade Tattoos
Dirty Laundry
Messy Beds
Humidity
i kept the faith and i kept vouching
not for the iron fist but for the helping hand
for this is a land with a wall around it
and mine is a faith in my fellow man
--billy bragg

My Interests

Trinity Jane and Scooby Doo-Wop
Our dogs are more punk than yours.

I'd like to meet:

I think I've met all that I've wanted to meet.

Music:

" - The Smiths
- Social D
- Johnny Cash
- The Living end
- The Generators
- Iggy and the stooges
- blondie
- Dead boys
- cock sparrer
- Rancid
- horrorpops
- Die Hunns
- The bouncing Souls
- Joan Jett and the blackhearts
- Motley Crue
- Motorhead
- Misfits
- Samhain
- The Distillers
- The Cramps
- New york Dolls
- G.G. ALLIN (thanks Ricky...)
- Templars
- Depeche Mode
- Street punk
- Punk rock n roll
- OI
- And many, many more bands and genres

L.E.S Stitches

Movies:

" - Closet land
- Fight Club
- Tank Girl
- Mallrats
- Grosse point blank
- Ladykillers
- The breakfast Club
- Ferris Buellers Day off
- Pretty in Pink
- Sixteen Candles
- True Romance
- All dogs go to Heaven
- Alice in wonderland
- Four Rooms
- Some like it hot
- Niagra
- Rebel without a cause
- Tromeo and Juliette
- Toxie movies
- The Cure
- THe 5th Element
- Romeo and Juliette
- What About Bob
- 7 year itch
- - TROMA films
- Fear and loathing....
and alot more

Television:

" - Miami Ink
- Project Runway
- Mythbusters
- Family Buisness
- Cat House
- Real Sex
- The L Word
- Six Feet Under
- Cops
- The Tick
- Adult Swim
- Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
- ALF
- Good Eats

Books:

Jenna jamesons how to make love like a porn star
motley crue the dirt
nick triana his bright light
even cowgirls get the blues
fight club.. and many more

Heroes:

my dad
Morrissey
Spy vs. Spy
Joan Jett
Iggy Pop

Richie. R.I.P Beautiful

My Blog

Shameful boy.

you give me a pain so deep in my bones,a pain no drugs would ever know,You look at me, I look in shame,how you're sending yourself to your graveI know you're miserable,I know I'm too,You make me crazy...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:27:00 PST

you wanted to know how I really feel.

I am anxious, heart broken..... I don't know how to ddescribe what I feel right now... everything is so different... I am tired of being the 2nd.. I am tired of my heart feeling.. I am tired of yearni...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:39:00 PST

I can feel

Something in my guts.. it's a yearning, but I don't know what for... Ever feel like that? Maybe I'm just lonely, maybe I'm just depressed.. maybe I'm just scared.. who knows.. I've eaten n...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 07:18:00 PST

I didn't think it would hurt.

I didn't think this would hurt. But it does. I'm back where I started. Time wasted. Look what happens when I care. I should chose wisely and quit seeing the good in people.. I need to see the go...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 05:26:00 PST

man

It's like a fucking trainwreck.
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:45:00 PST

funny how something

so simple like a book of matches can change meanings. They used to just be a way to light my candles, and ciggarettes.. Now they remind me of someone. I would consider this a blessing to them.. ...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 02:30:00 PST

I am confused

About myself. I want something. Something I am scared i could never have. yet I have it all. I said to someone recently that I miss being spoiled by my parents. He asked me what I meant, and I didnt' ...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:46:00 PST

I am still filled

with teenage angst. I will be 21 in no time, yet AI still feel like I am 12 years old. I still feel immature, and underdeveloped. I cannot believe I am at the point I am right now. I look ...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 08:38:00 PST

lately I have been a failure.

And honestly it feels like shit. No more staying up all night. I need to get my shit together. No more being irresponsable. I am a very hard worker, and I have been slacking lately.I am going to...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 09:24:00 PST

This is not about love

Because I am not in loveBut I miss that stupid AcheIt's funny.. When you know you're over something that once would keep me in bed forever. I am getting myself back. Maybe it's the push an...
Posted by Shambles Suicide on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 01:14:00 PST