Carlos Daniel Yabrudy

I am Who I am
I know where i am going
I expand in mind and spirit every day
All that stands in my way is time
I am not the bad guy
I have no desire in pushing myself into someone elses affairs or obligations when it is not my job to
My name........ is Carlos Daniel Yabrudy. I grew up in a small South East London TownI am a sincere, honest, at times abrupt but to the point guy. I'm easy to get on with unless you really are either that bad at communication or dee dee deee.... I dislike small talk most of the time and my mind is always working to come up with something or think of a way to do something better. I have obsessive drive & a level of effort in life that can't go down. Where someone says "That's long!" I'm already doing it. Another major part of life i love is the entertainment and humour side. When people lose humour, that;s when the world will end.
I am a great friend to anyone who is deservant of that, I don't waste my time with people who abuse that.
I used to fail at most until i realised a lot of truths when I was 16/17. That school curiculums are meant to put people into productivity as fast as possible with little if no consideration for health or well being. I had no interest in the usuals until I found my expertise which is the human body and all that revolves around it.
I read up and branched into many subjects including exercise physiology, anatomy and physiology, sports supplementation, later AAS, sociology, sociobiology, philosophy and theology, cynical philosophy, sexuality and gender studies. One thing just led to another
I also began martial arts by picking up mastering jiujitsu by Renzo gracie randomly in Waterstones and have now competed in a few tournaments. Gracie Euro invitational in May 2006. I am a personal trainer and physical therapist but not practising currently. After joining a casting agency, modelling and small roles + extra work came to be. I can't actually remember HOW i got into modelling.
I do sports, physique, fashion modelling and whatever strange projects i may get called upon to take part in. I train in grappling arts at the moment and striking. The UFC/Pride may be something I'll go for if other things don't go so well. It's good to have options though. So a plan A,B,C,D,E and F! F being the failure plan and that for me is world domination. They teach world domination at some college near me.
I just realised, most of what's written here isnt about ME. It is about what i DO... to know about ME. You have to know me or try at least. Very few people try to get to know each other. I'm a very easy person to get on with. If you live close by, I dont mind meeting up. Ive met a few people from here that live close by. It's actually really simple.
I'm someone who is available at really short notices. If something's goin on and I get called half an hour before, I can usually throw something on and be out the door in 10 mins. Wish I could say the same for my friends though
I'm really interested in people in the things they do. I can usually tell the authenticity of what someone is saying and whether it matches their true intentions. People are still little kids with adult bodies. They still pull the same games.... To be above the rest, you have to learn about yourself, others, and how things work.
I help people. I dont turn them away if they need me. I'm dlilgent with all types of people & a social guy.
I'm the kind of guy that tries his best not to fall asleep afterwards. Hahaha! I know when to be stupid and when to be serious. Its taken a lil while to learn but I think I've pretty much got that down now. I also appreciate the finer things in life and lately dont drink much. All that crap is mainly out there to seperate you and your hard earned wages from you as fast as possible. The town i work in is almost a mini Vegas.
Things I appreciate - Punctuality, pepople that use predictive text since it shows you know how to spell, politeness, patience, a decent woman, intelligence, other's wisdom and opinions, other people who can play guitar that will show me something or simply play. Anyone I can learn anything from concerning just about any subject, I am greatful for.
If anyone actually reads this, I've realized something (it's 18th Oct 2007..most of this was written in 2006) the reason that someone including I, can do a lot of different things is because when you learn something, you learn it so that you can forget it. It becomes second nature and you no longer need to think about it to do it. E.g. playing guitar. After a while your hands do all the work through movements remembered by your brain. All to do with muscle memory. There are a lot of people that do certain things and it takes over their entire life e.g. bodybuilding or those people in the guiness book of records who dedicate their entire lives to trying to fit themselves into the smallest spaces possible. But I just want to do everything I can with thise one life I have. Lately though, I realize I need some clones of myself to some of the things I do. People ask me how do I find the time? Well... I use most of my time in a productive way and I don't spend money on drink,drugs or sex. Haha. On rock'n'roll... yes. But that helps me out. Think about how much you can do if you don't waste your hard earned cash on something... you get nothing... out of. If you want to do anything with yourself, it will require sacrifice. It;s up to you and how you want to feel later on in life. Talk to most people out there and the centre of their minds will be based on regrets & talk of how they wish they could have done things they wanted to etc. Also you need to be careful. People are envious and internally spiteful of people who actually achieve. People will try to make your life harder and you won't know the reason why at first. But that's just the way things are. Get on with it and avoid people and places that will set you back. I really hate when people lie to me and think that I can't see through what they are saying. As you get older you become a better judge of character and if you read up enough + keep experiencing things/people and applying what you learn, you're awareness of everything to do with people & all else in general greatly increases. You can either wait til you're 40 to be good at it or you can learn to be perceptive early on. Noone will tell you this. You have to learn it for yourself. ;)
Something i dislike is euphemism and the covering up or sugar coating of truth. This makes us meek as a society and weakens people. I dislike that people avoid all talk about death as if it were something that is nbever going to happen. Since we have no rituals for man/woman hood we remain perpetual adolescents unlike the past so people sometimes never learn. I'm not afraid and my sense of embarassment has almost despitated. The only nervous feelings i get are the necessary biological ones of epinephrine release.
I see my friends when i have free time and whoop their asses at pool.
Critisism doesn't affect me because of the male mind being problem solution orientated. I will always look for a solution & much of tmy time in the day while doing everything else is spent in thought hence the greek "thinking man" on his rock. I believe not enough people are spending time alone to reflect or think. If you are out every single night, then you are constantly stimulated and have no time to expand. That's how i see it anyway. My opinions are maleable. I always find something else out or something i hear/read affects them. The only constant........ is change. :)
I believe that the only limits in life are those that we put on ourselves. People's greatest fears and limits are their own minds. People stop themselves from achieving what they want to. Since about a year ago I came up with my own philosophy for life. Which is in my personal quotes below. Feel free to steal em and use em. If you wake up that is ;) Ever since I've been expanding and growing to make the most of who i am and can be. What i plan on doing is nothing ordinary. I realised not everyone is meant to be a high achiever or person of great nature. Those who realise that they can be and that it is possible, will be. Those who condemn themselves early on will never accomplish anything (pesimists). My advice is believe in yourself and realise that you can do anything. If someone else has done it, so can you and besides, there is always a first for everything. Coming soon: MANY FIRSTS: remember...everyone at one point thought the world was flat. While a logical explanation, even though the entire world thought it to be correct, it just wasnt so. Just go and do it(TERMS AND CONDITION APPLY: I do not condone attempting to fly without the assistance of a plane e.t.c. Science is still there!)
I could write an entire novel expressing all my opinions on mostly everything and they are very extensive and not superficial half assed ones either. I always try to find the leftfield view or the other side. Something that irritates me is that the world is not ready enough to even be outfront about things like death and cancer. Jokes will be made once people understand something. Survival of the fittest and natural selection is gone against by governmenbt polocies making the human race worse off in the long run. People are only frightened of what they do not know or knowing that something will bring pain or death but death is liberation and nothing can be felt in death. It isn't such a bad thing and is part of life. PLus when you;re dead, you dont have to pay off credit card bills etc........
"It is not worth wasting your time on those that are not willin to waste their time on you"
" Your life is yours. You can do what you want with it. Just simply DO IT"
" People are quicker to repay injury than a favor, because gratitude is a burden but revenge a pleasure"
These are some of MY PERSONAL QUOTES. I really should get this shit patented!
"We were all born with nothing except for the ability to suck, cry and breathe. When you grow up, you can add things to yourself nad perfect yourself whether its in mind, body and spirit." (MY OWN!)
"Your body is like a rifle. If you don't clean it and maintain it throughout the time you own it..it will go out of service and be useless to you!"(also my own!)
"this ones a joke but still.....If you have one woman...you're faithful and thats good so THAT's OK! If you have two women then you're a cheater and THAT'S NOT OK!! But if you have 3 women or more....then you're a player..and THAT'S OK!" (also from my own twisted mind)
"The problem with people, is noone is going out there and learning things for themselves. people are too busy looking at other people instead of finding out things and reading up and LEARNING. People are sheep and even form opinions using other people's opinions.
people are too dependant on others."
"Knowledge, Intelligence and wisdom are all different things. Knowledge is knowing facts, Intelligence is the ability to solve problems and usage of common sense, wisdom is your understading of yourself, life and how "awake" you are. Few people have all three! Even university graduates!"

Oh..and I'd sell my children on ebay if they did this:
I've started working on something myself too: