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Futility

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About Me

I am a painfully introspective person. I've been doing a lot of soul searching recently and I do believe that I spend more time thinking about and analizing what I do and why I do it than actually gaining any experience. This, I need to fix. Oh well... I'll get around to it, right?

My Interests

Yeah... I have many talents and interrests, but specialize in none as yet. I tend to do some artistic/creative things for release... such as writing poetry/short fiction/lyric, painting/sketching, I have made several comic strip/manga dealies... (mostly japanese in style)... I do some CG work and oekaki posting online, photography and photo-editing/altering, I sew *moderately* well... (getting better)... and a lot of other things I can't think of or don't care enough about to post here. I like horses, I ride them and have trained a few, but don't get out with them nearly enough because im impoverished at the moment. Anyway. I'm done with this section now. yeah... now... done...

I'd like to meet:

people... preferably the human kind... but that's sometime's optional

Music:

Eclectic tastes here... I have been known to listen to just about anything if the mood strikes me the right way (as long as it's good, of course.) I am not confined to any one or group of genres, but my mainstays are Industrial, goth-rock/metal, bits of Techno, some punk, some classical, some celtic/new age, etc. etc. etc.Some bands/artists/whatever include: Anathema, Qntal, Moonspell, Iced Earth, Lucyfyre, Tiamat, Testament, Assemblage 23, Delerium, Perfect Circle, Theatre of Tragedy, Blind Guardian, Kylie Minogue, Wumpscut, Wolfsheim, ABBA, Tom Petty, Bob Seger, CCR, Stabbing Westward, Jefferson Airplane, Marilyn Manson, The Tea Party, Garbage, VNV, Tori Amos, Katatonia, The Cure, Apocalyptica, Concrete Blond, Paradise Lost, Nick Cave, Depeche Mode, Lacuna Coil, Metallica,Nevermore, Fate's Warning, Type O, Dead Can Dance,... um... lately I've been experiencing a little bit more of what the local music scene is like... so BIG shout out to Ovlo and Stickfigure. :Poh yeah... a WHOLE bunch of other shit... just dont have a year to sit here and list things off for you :P

Movies:

My preferances are drama, independant/foreign film, Historicals, Japanese animations, some comedy, very little cheesy romance... even some bolly-wood.Some of my favourites are Sin City, Asoka, The Last Unicorn, Donnie Darko, Kevin Smith's stuff, Excalibur, Party Monster, The Hannibal Lecter movies, The Black Stallion (yay for Copolla!), Dangerous Laisons, Valmont (mmm... Colin Firth), Love, Actually, Shawn of the Dead, Super Troopers, The Shawshank Redemption, The Green Mile, American History X, Gladiator, Braveheart (horribly inacurate... but so nice...), Interview With The Vampire (yeah yeah yeah... so what), Bram Stoker's Dracula *wee!*, Vampyre Hunter D: Bloodlust (sensing a trend?), aaah... what else? Audition, Pulp Fiction, The Final Cut, House of Flying Daggers, Dead to Smoochie, Boogie Nights, Legend, Labyrinth, Willow, Musa : The Warrior, The Princess Bride, Sleeping Beauty, Mulan, A Fish Called Wanda .. I can't THINK!!! hehe oh well... you get the idea

Television:

Medical Incredible, National geographic: Explorer, Anthony Bourdain's No Reservations, a whole lot of things other people might find dry and slow, but I find fascinating. *shrugS* got to do what entertains you and not worry about anyone else.

Books:

Recently: Sallinger - Franny & ZooeyI edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

Heroes:

whoever invented cheese.

My Blog

Fire Light

Sliding doors closed creep over the room checkered patterns filled with shadows whispering soliloquys to the darkness Things we hide fears we'll find our tears lay embedded between the sheets are r...
Posted by Futility on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 01:50:00 PST

B-Day!!

For those of you able and/or interested in joining the celebration for mai 21st B-day. Here's the skinny. When? : Friday, June 10th How/Where? : Will be going to New Hope w/ Krystel in the morning, f...
Posted by Futility on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Photographer Desired *mmmrrrow!*

Alright... so I want to put together a bunch of nice photos of myself and would appreciate the assistence of anyone with a little bit of free time and talent who wants to have fun and not take themsel...
Posted by Futility on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

annoiance with this site

vanity... vanity...! is what this world and generation, that is all this social frame of mind amounts to... homages to self are the ever perpetuated mode of the day. The marketing of ones self to othe...
Posted by Futility on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

MY FIRST BLOG

what exactly is a... . . . blog? *hmm* I do most of my essential posting on LJ... so whats the purpose of typing it all over on here? that's just silly and redundant. Hi to everyone on my myspace. ...
Posted by Futility on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST