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Becca [Won't Wait]

Dreams come true... just kidding!

About Me



The name is Becca.

Stop sending me spam. I don't need any Viagra, thank you.

I amuse myself.

I'm not mean, I'm honest.

I'm a cry baby,you just won't see me cry.

In the words of Starr, "If you're not looking at it, you can't tell it's broken".

No. No. No. No. No. No. No.

I'm not fond of the U.S., but don't tell the government.

"We never look upon our own face, only a reflection"... or something like that.

I'm flaky. I blow people off a lot, but it doesn't mean I don't like you.

I read, but do not reply to a lot of messages. Again, it's not because I don't like you, it means I've got nothing else to say.

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My Interests

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He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man.
Dr.Johnson

The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.
Chuck Palahniuk

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.
-Marilyn Monroe

In the world I see; you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests, around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned superhighway.
Tyler Durden

Most of us can forgive and forget; we just don't want the other person to forget that we forgave.
Ivern Ball

The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it, because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.
Chuck Palahniuk

If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...Would you slow down? Or speed up?
Chuck Palahniuk

The one you love and the one that loves you are never, ever the same person.
Chuck

When nobody will look at you, you can stare a hole in them. Picking out all the little details you'd never stare long enough to get if she'd ever just return your gaze. This, this is your revenge.
Chuck

The best way out is always through.
Robert Frost

Women should be obscene, and not heard.
Groucho Marx

I'd like to meet:

People come into your life as needed. For this reason, I look for no one.

This would be Brina. Although we haven't known each other for very long, she's definitely my favourite. She's the only one that can make me laugh without saying anything at all, and can cheer me up without even knowing it. I always have fun with her, even if we end up getting into trouble. I definitely trust her with everything... except hot marshmallows and fire.

Music:

Bob Dylan
Depeche Mode
IAMX
The Kooks
Phil Collins
The Fray
Bon Jovi
Placebo
Hammerfall
The Cinematics
Nine Inch Nails
Marilyn Manson

John Ralston
Information Society
Son of Rust
Closethuman
Mushroomhead
There are many more, but I'd rather not list them all.

Movies:

Quills
Prozac Nation
The butterfly Effect
Requiem For A Dream
What Dreams May Come
The Last Castle
Clockwork Orange
Phantom of the Opera
Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels
An American Haunting
All Quiet on the Western Front

Television:

I honestly don't watch television unless I'm forced to do so.

Books:

A Heart Breaking Work of Staggering Genius
All Quiet on the Western Front
Collapse
On Killing
Long Hard Road Out of Hell
As I Lay Dying
Cash (the autobiography)
Running With Scissors
Trail of Tears
Other Powers

Heroes:

My father, for reasons neither he, nor I will ever understand. He's the reason I'm here, and the reason I'm learning to change... to be nothing like him.

My Blog

Giving until you give out.

    As I think back now, I have a hard time thinking of a single individual that has handed me their friendship wholey, and not expected something in return. At first, I had only realis...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 03:28:00 PST

Double U- Tee- F, mate?

So, I got online, and was surprised to see this lovely little treat just sitting there in my mailbox:"i have new morning  ((your pet)) grandpa."My thoughts: "... someone kidnapped my grandfather...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:41:00 PST

I hate you.

Dear myspace, I was in the middle of typing a fucking blog, when you decided to not work.I hate you.I will rape you if you don't stop it.Do not push me, fucker.Love, Your gay lover, Becca.P.S. Tom nee...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:49:00 PST

Mwaha, he'll never know I posted this.

I'M PRETTY SURE HE'S GAY:Kiss someone of the same sex? I don't know what kinda vibe you got from me, but i don't play both sides of the field there, with the short short. It's just not me Parachute f...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 05:47:00 PST

I wouldn't read this.

So as I'm sure most of you know, I suck.    I miss Brandon lately. What kills me is I got exactly what I wanted, but now I don't want it at all. Most of the time, I pushed him away bec...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 03:55:00 PST

Oh my god, really?

No, not really.So, I was on one of my 3 AM quests the other day, and I stumbled across some rather interesting attempts at creativity. I found a band, and one of their songs were called "kaotic". Lat...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:23:00 PST

Some where in between safe and the obscene.

Conversations with god:Me: What's the meaning of life?God:It is found in the Bible. Me: You suck. I want a new god.God:A few client - people say rude things to me like that, but they themsel...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 04:01:00 PST

Haha, our saviour.

Me: I am a girl.God:Me too. I am a  she.Me: I am a boy.God:A little kid?  he...Me: I am a male.God:Most of my clients are men.Me: I am a transvestite. God:You are a ...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 09:57:00 PST

What I see is what I get... man, I must be blind.

Hopefully the moron doesn't read this. Anywho, Brandon is gone. I had been waiting for him to leave for months, but I never thought he would. The grass is greener on the other side, and no one ever se...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 10:36:00 PST

"Well you can't love me right till you can love yourself"

So, Brandon deleted his myspace, and changed his last name in the search engine.The last time I spoke to him online, this is what I got:"Where are you? Are you camping or something?Well... it feels li...
Posted by Becca [Won't Wait] on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:51:00 PST