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Go to ImageShack® to Create your own SlideshowIm me. I dont pretend to ever be anything else, I think alot of people find me hard to take, and find me pretty intense, I say what I think always and I am brutally honest, but the ones who still love me after all the crazy things I say and do are my life and I love you all back so much!
I believe in destiny, I believe in fate but I also believe we are given choices along the way and we choose our own fate based on decisions we make. I am a very intuitive person, and most of my decisions in life are based on instinct, even if to everyone else they seem like the wrong decision, I will always follow my heart over my head if I believe in something. The only things I regret are the things i never said.
I am a really friendly person but I hide in another world alot of the time, Its something I need to do in order to deal with the real one, If you dont hear from me for weeks, its nothing personal, its just me.
I dont know if it is possible for a person to love too much or care to the point it hurts, but I am my own worst enemy for it. It is rare I let someone into my heart, I have a very clear idea of what I want and I am hard work. But I think im worth it ;p
I am a strict vegetarian and I am very proud of it. I think murdering animals for human consumption is sickening, immoral and completely unecessary. It is something I feel very strongly about and I find it incredibly upsetting that humanity can be so selfish and cruel.
I am an indigochild although Im still finding myself and learning all the time. I dont believe I fall into any defined catagory and you cant pigeon hole me. Humans do this out of fear for what they dont understand and cant control, I would rather be out of control and misunderstood than put in a box with a lable on it.
Altho maybe i have come across kinda serious in this, its prolly just my current mood, anyone who knows me knows I am one of the craziest, unpredictable, spontaneous and out going people you could meet, and I am proud of it.
I drink too much, I swear too much, I shout alot and I laugh even more, Im not perfect, Im real.
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I like: Crystals, happiness, positivity, reading, swimming, occasionally getting incredibly drunk, Animals, my family, anything Egyptian, having amazing fun with my crazy pals, flying, seeing new places, taking risks, trying anything and everything, freedom, my work, Adrenalin, Lush products, being a vegetarian, getting naked in really heavy rain, final fantasy, orions belt, rainbows, dreams, de ja vou, de ja vou, ;) connecting with another mind so completely it blows me away!
I dont like: fascist people, fake people, smelly feet, Tony blair, corrupt governments, COUNCIL TAX!!! (man i hate the council tax) being bored, the crazy frog, people who ring you up and try and sell you stuff, noisy neighboughs, morrisons, animal testing, people who lie, getting up in the morning, lag, junk mail, dog shit.CAIRO. EASTER 2006
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My soul mate, happy people, spiritual people, open minded people, crazy people, cats, fairies, kindered spirits,fellow indigo children, someone with a really amazing sense of humour, intelligent people, interesting people, someone who understands my hectic mind!
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Annabelle
Birthday: 1st January
Birthplace: Taunton
Current Location: Living room
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dark red at the moment
Height: 5ft 7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidextrous
Your Heritage: Ancient Atlantis
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip flops
&..39;Your Weakness:' Lush!!!!
Your Fears: Spiders, needles, and losing my family
Your Perfect Pizza: got to have some pineapple on it
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Astral projection
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Where am I?
Your Best Physical Feature: my smile that lights up the world
Your Bedtime: when I get there
Your Most Missed Memory: being 15
Pepsi or Coke: coke.......
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I quite like lipton ice tea actually
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends what its in......
Cappuccino or Coffee: Expresso lately!!!! (need the caffine!)
Do you Smoke: it has been known
Do you Swear: like a mother fucker
Do you Sing: constantly
Do you Shower Daily: bath daily
Have you Been in Love: yes only twice
Do you want to go to College: yes I want a degree in English and letters after my name
Do you want to get Married: probably not, I dont think I could cope with eternal monogomy
Do you belive in yourself: YES!
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: of course
Are you a Health Freak: no way
Do you get along with your Parents: yes with my mummy
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them
Do you play an Instrument: I can play the piano a little bit
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: are you being serious?
In the past month have you Smoked: possibly.....
In the past month have you been on Drugs: what day is it today?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: eugh NO WAY!
In the past month have you been on Stage: I hope not, if i have i cant remember and thats never a good thing....
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: been naked in a rainstorm.... does that count?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: far too often lately
Ever been called a Tease: yes all the time
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: teenagers do silly things dont they.
How do you want to Die: Happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A cat
What country would you most like to Visit: Mexico
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me
Weight: dont care
Best Clothing Style: not scruffy
Number of Drugs I have taken: 8 plus a few pharmaceuticals
Number of CDs I own: my height in cds
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I would rather think of them as a learning process....

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Is death the end?

Found out today that a girl I have known for about 6 years killed herself on friday night. I was'nt really suprised as she had a history of self harm and sucidal behaviour. We used to be really good f...
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