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rahmat // tss

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About Me

physical descriptions are futile. the metaphysical : alone in a crowd, alienated by aliens, jaded, not too good at social graces, terrible at human dynamics, cynical, paranoid, self absorbed prick, aloof, perpetually bored, perpetually dreaming, opinionated bastard, utopian ideals get the better of me, perpetual awkwardness, nerdy student nurse, existence still ambiguous, too slitty eyed for my own good, complacently contented, inherited deep rooted hatred for mankind. gnawing fear of dying without living, without new memories, new thoughts, ideas, fears, feelings. rejector of capitalist societal poison, slave labourer of utopian syndicalist communes; jahil records and thrash steady syndicate, flag bearer of altruistic collectivism, passionate pursuer of musical entities jahilia and the chickadees. we.live.and.die.with.our.opinions.

My Interests

salwa, books, ideologies, thoughts, writing, reading, loud fast music, independant movies, people watching, spending time with buddies, silkscreen printing, long walks, teh halia and a healthy daily dose of contemplating nature's beauty.

I'd like to meet:

you, but not you. it doesn't matter anyways. we create pedestals for fellow beings and we break ourselves down in the process of knowing the person on the pedestal. fear is our comfort blanket.someone who'd write about my true rotten qualities on my testimonials. if everything on everybody's testimonials were true, the world wouldn't be the ugly place that it is today. someone to call on my shit the same way they'd want me to call on theirs.

Music:

secret seven, domestik doktrin, mass separation, tragedy, highscore, demon system 13, what happens next, catharsis, betercore, dropdead, seein red, nausea, shikabane, econochrist, coldplay, the smiths, radiohead, tori amos, bjork, radiohead, sarah mclahlan, padi, schifosi, muga, from ashes rise, migra violenta, sick terror, sin dios, los crudos, bread and water, feud, hark! it's a living tartar

Movies:

the isle, dancer in the dark, dangerous lives of the altar boys, twin falls idaho, before sunrise, fight club, next stop wonderland, city of god, high fidelity, braveheart, the english patient, memento, bowling for columbine, malena, you've got mail, the revolution will not be televised, dopamine, the motorcycle diaries, y tu mama tambien, gubra & most independant movies

Television:

i'd love to say tv isn't a part of my life, but sadly it is. with that, LOST, arrested development, wonder falls, scrubs, Ed, southpark, malcolm in the middle, that 70's show, Becker, everybody loves raymond, the outer limits, globe trekker

Books:

crimethinc's days of war, nights of love, william golding - lord of the flies, john wyndham - the chrysalids, fredrich nietzsche - beyond good and evil, paulo coelho - the alchemist, ayn rand - we the living, nick hornby - high fidelity, women in love (or anything else by dh lawrence) michael moore - dude, where's my country?

Heroes:

.kill.your.heroes.