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About Me

"...a man of knowledge has no honor, no dignity, no family, no name, no country, but only life to be lived, and under these circumstances his only tie to his fellow men is his controlled folly." -Juan Matus-

"when you start to like pain things get interesting. pain is the common result of a subordinate position. traditionally, suffering is uncomfortable and undesirable. perhaps it is more intelligent to cultivate pain as a means of liberation? is it possible that enjoyment of pain can be subversive? when one does not fear pain, one cannot be manipulated. when aroused by suffering, one can control any relationship. when agony ceases to be a barrier, death is not forbidding. the implecations are marvelous. pain is not oppressive, but strengthening and most sublime. it is necessary only to deny the pleasure-pain dichotomy." -jenny holzer-

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

poets, seekers, seers, stalkers, and dreamers.

Television:

i watch the weather in the morning and that's about the extent of it.

Books:

love 'em.

Heroes:

merlin and jesus. jesus the wizard, not the son of god. that jesus doesn't exist and that's common knowledge.

My Blog

old words but the feeling’s still for sure

i have a new crush.one from none,this could be love.but love is the least of my reasonsfor being intrigued with this poetic priestess.i want to become a vesselfor her teachings,a student of her readin...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 10:52:00 PST

the new adventures of friendgirl and friendboy

i drempt of our friendship rekindledafter having lost itfrom a mass of mixed emotions.but i know now it's not your beauty or touchthat i miss(ed),but rather the communion of compatible souls.i still l...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:43:00 PST

yo girl, i wanna fuck your brain pussy

a winter's weekend,a saturday evening,sat between two dreams leaving me speechless and weakened.struggling to keep a conversation breathingbecause i'm left breathless by this brilliant display of beau...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 06:20:00 PST

fuckshitballscockfuckass

i owe $300 in taxes. i'd be better off as a hermit.
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 01:28:00 PST

i miss things

an early morning commuteconsumed by a calm meloncholy.all movements slowedby a sad yet accepting indifference to all i know.it's not my most favorite of emotions,but i'm amazed todayof it's inability ...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 03:07:00 PST

absuredly beautiful is the tune of lifes musical

i followed a rainbow to the parkwhere i heard trees sob rain drops.nourishment for the rhythm of our mother's song.oh, green leaved friendsgrow strong with the knowledge of nature's sages.information ...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 05:31:00 PST

three for ye

(we of little wings) the earth is oursi’m a winged beingwith dreams behind my teeth.i create truth when i speakbut i prefer to speak sparingly.meek, like when a sparrow sings. ...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 09:24:00 PST

destruction is still doing

i passeda nervous manwith guns in his bags.actually, i didn't see them,but i assumedbased on the manner of his dimeaner.for he showed trouble controllinghis shifty eyes & shaky greeting.but, oh, t...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 09:27:00 PST

magus or messenger

i think i figured out a loop hole that would make it possible for me to be both. if so, the implications are marvelous.
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 09:01:00 PST

beep beep

like car blinkers in sink,we were one.flash dancing, hand clappingto the same beat of love.but the timing...always slightly off,and with this findingwe counted our losses.unconscious of the thoughttha...
Posted by chainsaw lazer on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 05:32:00 PST