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Trisha

i'm a soldier and a poet, but i'm a dancer at best

About Me

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I'm trisha kotarsky o.o
Hii i'm gaaaaay. Sooo is Joshhh.
=)
what up?
i like monster and gatorade.
I am a h.i.m. goddess=)
I like them more than you.
And i have probably liked them WAY longer than you.
you think you have more h.i.m. merch than me?
HAHAHAHA fuckin' try me.
I squeak like a mouse =)
i have a few best friends, yes.
they call me badass.
if you were to make me mad, i would not hesitate to punch you in the face.
i wear a lot of rings =)
I am 5'2 and 105 pounds.
i am veryyy paranoid all the time and ask way too many questions.
i have heart problems =( [anxiety, yes]
i attend padua franciscan high school but that most likey will be changing.
i am currently known as "padua's emo kid"
um, i am not one to "decline" a friend request because someone is not attractive.
i am not a bitch like that =)
if you see me in person, and know me from myspace, please come up and talk to me. it's not like i am going to act like i don't know you and be a bitch. i will start a conversation with you.
I am shy though =/
i am siiingle.
and for the love of god, i am straight.
(girls, please stop telling me you want to "sex me up"...we can be friends? =P )
And on that note. Yes, I am single. I have a past in which makes me cry everytime I think about it. I was fucked over by my own action, and by a simple misunderstanding. I have lost the most important and best thing that ever happened to me. It's funny how one little thing can lead to a catastrophe. One simple person can fuck things up for you. One jealous son of a bitch can ruin one relationship you have, but it feels like they stole your world from you...
I hate that feeling, and never want to feel it again..
"I'll hide you in my wall, your body will never be found, i'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to"
"I no doubt diserve my enemies, but I don't believe I diserve my friends." - Walt Whitman

My Interests



I am someone's crush while being someone's ex; Someone wants to fight me, just as someone wants to hold me; Someone can hate me, just when someone loves me;
I am a best friend;
a daughter;
a sister;
a niece;
a cousin;
a grand daughter;
an acquaintance;
a hero;
an idol;
a nightmare;
an enemy;
a stranger;

I am more than you think...

Music:



H.I.M.
The 69 eyes
Senses Fail
Dir en Grey
a.f.i.
Paramore
Bleeding A Memory
Karate High School
Silverstein
Underoath
Billy Talent
Run Into The Shadows
Rammstein
Slipknot
Murderdolls
The Used
Taking Back Sunday
Aiden
Atreyu
The Strokes
Franz Ferdinand
Hot Action Cop
Shania Twain

Movies:

BASEketball.
RENT.
Dead Silence.
SAW (1,2&3)
The Messengers.
Silent Hill.
Jackass (1&2)
Sin City.
Edward Scissorhands.
Carrie.
Grind.
TNBC.
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (New).
Dawn Of the Dead (New).
The Exorcist.
Sid and Nancy.
Titanic.
The Lake House.
Life as a House.

My Blog

Please read. Maybe you'll appreciate it.

Someone can take one look at me, and see a regular person; Someone can walk past me, not even paying attention, nor noticing; Others can see a freakish looking person they wish to not look at; I could...
Posted by Trisha on Wed, 30 May 2007 02:11:00 PST

Still editing

Jordan:Kaitlyn:Angela:Joshy:Dan!:My brother Anthony:Bobby (And AMBER):Brian:Kris:Alex:[VA]Judah!:Spencier:Josh:Nick:Andrew (Cousin):Chris (Cousin):Sammi (Cousin):Lucas (Cousin):Erick:Nate:Jordan Yo:Fr...
Posted by Trisha on Wed, 30 May 2007 07:45:00 PST