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Gizms

celebrate waking up!!!! the alternative is worse.....

About Me


first off if u wanna chat add my to your aim my sn is...MrGizmodeousSo the tale ends sadly as usual....i do or say something to completely destroy my life....nothing major just verbally cheated on the mother of my amazing daughter whom ill probably never see again....so i spoke to someone else merely when i felt that jadyns mother did not love me ne more but i stayed because i love my daughter more than anyone has ever loved ne thing, i just felt alone n needed some mental attention....i fucked up as i said....but never ever did i once even think of ever physically touching ne1 but my own girlfriend...im being honest with my friends before she tries to slander me again...if i am alive someone please get ahold of me...because at this juncture i really dont want to bethe dead gizmo my time is precious as my heart n mind...all three i abuse for no one understands how real i amis there a city to live in without the light? THE ONLY LIGHT I WANT TO SEE IS THE ONE THAT ACCENTS THE DARK AND DEEP...this point cannot be made enough...i dont want to be half real ne more but u have to be when the establishment contrls whether u live or die...i will deal with that aspect of it for my children only and no one else unless they accept me AND THEIRSELVES for who they r...a little more about myself im a writer as u will see if u check out my blogs, an aspiring singer in metal/hard rock/alternative,im not the best but im far far from the worst...currently im looking for musicians in the findlay/toledo area to form a band the wants to cover every aspect of rock combining every style from the doors to pantera, radiohead to lamb of god and everything inbetween i have tooo many personalities to settle on one style and too many voices....my return to the mwo is just around the corner, and i will b more involved than ever....if u want 2 know more about me, just ask! i may be a little cheesy at times but arent we all. im looking for a way to destroy my boredom so just talk to me already ...
You scored as bored.

bored


90%

You are an average smoker


90%

Crowd Smoker


70%

Social smoker


70%

blah


60%

You are the biggest stoner I know!!!


50%

OK with it


35%

Pressured


25%

High HIGH


15%

Hater


0%
Are you inlove with reefer
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You scored as Democrat.

Democrat


92%

Socialist


75%

Green


75%

Anarchism


67%

Communism


50%

Fascism


25%

Republican


8%

Nazi


0%
What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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My Interests

minds, humor, music, blood, giving

I'd like to meet:

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ppl not about drama! the late jim morrison, jack nicholson, drew barrymore 4 the sense of humour amongst other attributes, dave chappelle who only smokes with white ppl now lmao, angelina jolie and mr pitt 4 the political intelligence as well as john mccain 4 the same. ya this is a strange variety but i am a strange mind!

Music:

OnceOver, downtown brown, still life, regiment, the seperatoin tree, muse, tool, apc, audioslave, anything else chris cornell does, mushroomhead 40 below summer, sikth, seattle(im a 90s kid what can i say), fear factory, old slipknot, old kmfdm, mostly old nin, everything manson has ever done except for a few songs, lollipop lust kill n 2 many more 2 mention

Movies:

the crow, monty python and the meaning of life, 13 ghosts, saw, v for vendetta, strangeland(its a porn without sex...all that blood...drool), and a whole slew of funny shit i dont want to list right now

Television:

24, house, family guy, futurama, comedy central presents, simpsons, south park, some other stuff

Books:

eyes

Heroes:

all musical n 2 many 2 name them all other than a few political ones Your results:
You are Spider-Man Spider-Man 90% Superman 80% Green Lantern 70% Batman 60% Hulk 60% The Flash 60% Catwoman 60% Iron Man 50% Robin 47% Wonder Woman 45% Supergirl 40% You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.
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My Blog

Psalm Of Hope...revised version...should i make this song happen?

Psalm of Hope (Completion)   i can see deep within that your past is filled with sin,  dont worry, its fine, u will be born again, maybe to god,  maybe to love,  maybe to the ocea...
Posted by Gizms on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:45:00 PST

inclomplete work

lifelike stills of ash meshed with smell of death a fire tamed with blood, drenched with tortured breath around the conflagration eyes of evil glow dozens stand and stare faceless in the smoke more f...
Posted by Gizms on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 08:13:00 PST

psalm of hope (completion)

Psalm of Hope (Completion)   i can see deep within that your past is filled with sin,  dont worry, its fine, u will be born again, maybe to god,  maybe to love,  maybe to the ocea...
Posted by Gizms on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 10:31:00 PST

the seventh sense: if u want to know who i am, this is a good way to find out

The Seventh Sense   The seventh sense is held by prophets people who offer their knowledge and soul to all of those who have hope or have faith not in a few but the whole human race   God cr...
Posted by Gizms on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 02:36:00 PST

more lyrics

Farther Away Looking into the morbid reality waiting for the rules to change when life relies on technicalites its no wonder the world is so strange   Chorus: try to get close (farther away) ever...
Posted by Gizms on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 01:19:00 PST

lyrics up: the dreams and nightmares section

Enough To Overcome Ive felt so alone hanging on a rotting rope empty of all hope, empty of all hope abrasions cover me Scraped, infected by every need blood of sin i bleed, blood of sin i bleed (choru...
Posted by Gizms on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 05:04:00 PST

healing

just like you ivebeen bruised and battered my mind tormented and my heart shattered the past, it stings like nothing else theres times where it feels i cant be helped then one thing always jumps in my...
Posted by Gizms on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 02:01:00 PST

this will be my lyric section

the seventh sense farther away void collage the blackest of holes
Posted by Gizms on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 12:47:00 PST