MUSiC,CONCERTS,HELLO KiTTY, PiN UP/ViNTAGE, AUDREY KAWASAKI, FAFi, MiSS VAN, TATTOOS, CUDDLiNG,PLAYiNG POOL,MAKE UP, RENTiNG A BUTTLOAD OF MOViES & PiGGiNG OUT AND WHO DOESN’T LOVE WATCHiNG MOViE AFTER MOViE AT THE DRiVE iN? i LOVE DANCiNG IN MY ROOM OR WiT MY PRETTY DOLLS..MUSiC MOVES THE SOUL..i LOVE HANGiNG OUT WiTH MY CUPCAKES: FAMiLY, FRiENDS. MAKEiNG MOMORiES i WiLL DiE HAPPY WiTH. BEiNG YOUNG HAPPY AND DANGEROUS...YOUR iNTRiGUED HUH?..YEA i KNOW..
Here Cynthia for you own sick pleasure, heck old shit
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..for you andrea..
I'd like to meet:
♦ MY OWN REAL BATMAN.
He’s tall, dark, mysterious, intelligent, lean as fuck, handsome and kicks so much ass.He's the perfect man.What else would a girl need, plus he’s rich
♦ Orlando Bloom, Gael Bernal Garcia, Bam Margera, Jake Gyllenhaal,Slug from Atmosphere, Milo Ventimiglia, Paul Rudd, Shia Labeouf, HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN, Dane Cook, Travis from Gym class, Joe Jonas, JAMES MCAVOY
Music:
MY FAVORITE SONGS OF ALL TIME:
"SAY HEY THERE"-ATMOSPHERE
"THIS PICTURE"-PLACEBO
"PLUG IN BABY"-MUSE
"TORN"-NATALIE IMBRUGLIA
Hip hop, R&B, Rap, alternative, indie,Rock, Ambient, disco, spanish rock, Spanish pop, 80's, New Wave, Disco i love me those british musicians...
anyone with a good voice and something to say..and that i can DANCE to..ill listen to anything atleast once
PLACEBO
Gym Class Heroes
the raconteurs
Foo Fighters
Weezer
Fiona Apple
Akon
wyclef john
Death from above 1979
wolfmother
The Fugees
DIDO
Lovage
Native Guns
Lily Allen
The Used
Three Days Grace
Temposhark
The Brazilian Girls
Kanye West
Oasis
We are Scientists
Nora Jones
Posima
Robbers on High Street
Dashboard confessionals
Eastern Conference Champions
Anna Nalick
Beck
The Love Makers
drmanhattan
persephone’s bees
jem
old school no doubt
the wreckers
nine black alps
Kasabian
Sublime
rock kills kid
jimmy eat world
THE SPICE GIRLS
Goldfrapp
the hives
Maroon5
Bebe
kaiser chiefs
Flyleaf
MUSE
Rage against the Machine
George Micheal/ WHAM
Pharrell
Fort Minor
the get up kids
shakira
boyjazz
Mazzy Star
PJ Harvey
Selena
The Future Heads
the cloud room
The Devil Himself
bush
Mana
justin timberlake
interpol
T Pain
bloc party
Alanis Morissette
Los Abandoned
the sounds
cake
garbage
John Legend
Buch 65
COLD PLAY
Team Sleep
Buena vista social club
the cure
TV on radio
eyedea
celebration
Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
distillers
Lisa Lisa
ATMOSPHERE/FELT/SLUG
Immortal Technique
She wants Revenge
queens of the stone age
queen
Shiny Toy Guns
XO Skeletons
cut off your hands
the cardigans
bee gees
snow patrol
the raveonettes
30 seconds to mar,
Petter Bjorn & John
Every Move a Picture
hole
tina turner
My Chemical romance
Deftones
The Kooks
cher
Johnny Cash
311
EL-P
Lauren Hill
portishead
Incubus
Tony Braxton
Radiohead
Chevelle
the smiths
Seether
Sage Francis
the pussycat dolls
NERD
common
ima robot
rooney
Keane
Julieta Venegas
aesop rock
chignon
beck
the yeah yeah yeahs
artic monkeys
plastiko
Les Savy Fav
Scissor Sisters
modest mouse
mos def
a trible called quest
jedi mind tricks
horror pops
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Tech n9ne
KT Tunstall
the roots
audioslave
CAGE
sneaker pimps
Howie Day
Sigur Ros
Beastie Boys
Zayra Alvarez
death of party
Pull Tiger Tail
Cold war kids
Silver Sun Pickups
The Shins
Cat power
Amy Winehouse
The Doors
Led Zeppelin
Momas and the Papas
The Ramones
Rihanna
Timbaland
old U2
White stripes
Kimya Dawson
Cranberries
Breaking Benjamins
Pixies
Augustana
regina spektor
old 90's Jewel
Juanes
Alicia Keys
Keysha Cole
A Fine Frenzy
Incubus
Postal Service
..and so on..
NOV 6 THOMAS, MARI AND I WENT AND SAW MAROON5. I SWEAR I LOCKED EYES WITH ADAM!! PHANTOM PLANET AND THE HIVES OPENDD UP. ALL SICK ASS SHOWS. THE HIVES ARE REALLY TALKATIVE AND CLEVER. BUT THEY KNOW HOW TO PUT ON AN SHOW. THE LEAD SINGER OF PHANTOM PLANET IS WAY HOTT! AND MAROON DAMN THEY ARE SO GOOD. ME AND MARI WERE DANCIN ALL NIGHT..GOOD SHIT
SEPT 28 I SAW MANA WITH MY FRIEND PATTY. IT WAS SO SICK. IT WAS JUST THEM NO OPENING ACT OR ANYTHING. THE CROWD WAS CRAZY, ESP SINCE IT WAS FULL OF LIKE 85% MEXICANS AND THE REST WERE STILL LATIN BUT FROM OTHER COUNTRIES. THE DRUMMER HAD, I KID YOU NOT, A 10 MIN SOLO. HE PLAYED FOR 5 MINS THEN TOOK A BREATHER AND A BOW THEN FOR ANOTHER 5. THIS TIME HIS STAGE LIFTED FROM THE GROUND AND SPUN IN CIRCLES. THEN IN ONE POINT THEY HAD WATER COME DOWN SO IT LOOKED LiKE THe LEAD SINGER WAS SINGN IN THE RAIN. THEN THE GUITARIST HAD LIKE A 5 MIN SOLO. THEN AT THE END THEY GOT ALL MEXICAN AND WE ALL CHEERING FOR MEXICO AND RANDOM MEXICAN FLAGS WERE WAVIN AROUND..FUNNY SHIT MAN..SO YEA THE CROWD WAS FULL OF DRUNK MEXICANS MAKIN ASSES OF THEM SELVES. BUT DAMN MY PEOPLE GO CRAZY AND HAVE ALOT OF PRIDE SO IT WAS CRAZY TO SEE HOW EXCITED AND PUMPED THEY WERE. WE ARE SOME LOAD ASS PEOPLE FOR SURE..SO IN CONCLUSION SICK ASS SHOW..
MAY 3,07 I WENT TO THE BOMB CONCERT WITH ANDREA, ME DREA CAKES ANDREEZY. IT WAS FUN. WE DANCED THE WHOLE TIME, YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN OUR SEXY ASSES. IT WAS FUN, HE HAD TO WALK IN THE RAIN, GOT HIT ON BY RANDOM GUYS, SAW A FIGHT..PURE FUN. BONES THUG AND HARMONY, CIARA, LLOYD, BOW WOW(EW), OMARION, TPAIN AND A BUNCH MORE PEOPLE PLAYED..THE CROWD WAS CRAZY MAN..TPAIN & BONES WERE THE BEST..
ON THE COLD ASS DAY OF APRIL 9TH IN LOVELY SAN FRANCISCO I SAW NONE OTHER THAN MUSE..I CANT EVEN BEGAIN TO EXPLAIN HOW AWSOME IT WAS..ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IS WAS HELLA..I WAS ROCKEN OUT THE WHOLE TIME ALSO SOME LOCAL BAND IMMIGRANT OPEND THEY ROCKED IT OUT TOO..I WAS SUPPOSE TO GO WITH MY BF BUT HIS DUMB ASS GOT IN TROUBLE SO I TOOK MY HOMIE 4 LIFE GABE MONSTER!
ON THE LOVELY DAY OF MARCH 15 07 IN OAKLAND I SAW MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, AND YOU KNOW WHAT..IT WAS NOT FULL OF LITTLE 15 YR OLD EMO KIDS LIKE I THOUGHT..THIER WERE ALOT OF KIDS MY AGE GETTING DRUNK AND WHAT NOT. THE SHOW WAS PURE SICKNESS FOLKS I KID U NOT..DONT ASK ME THIER NAMES, CAUSE I DONT KNOW THEM BUT THE LEAD SINGER HAD THESE FUNNY ASS DANCES HE WOULD DO AND THE GUITARIST WITH THE SCORPIAN TATTOO LIKE MANUELA EXCEPT HE HAS IT ON HIS NECK IS HOT! BEAUTIFUL EVEN. YEA THEN THIS OTHER BAND RISE AGAINST OPEND UP. I ONLY RECOGNIZED ONE OF THIER SONGS..UM...THEY WERE OK..
I JUST SAW PLACEBO 10/24/06. I CAN NOW DIE HAPPY, ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT I WANT/NEED BRIAN. SHE WANTS REVENGE WAS ALSO THERE, THESE DUDES ARE SAVAGE AS FUCK MAN THEIR BEATS ARE SICK!
I JUST SAW THIS REALLY GOOD ARGENTINEAN SPANISH ROCK BAND ENANIOS VERDES AT SOME CLUB WITH MY CHICA BOMBITA PATTY ON OCT '06, I HAD SO MUCH FUN I HAD TO BODY CHECK ONE GUY THAT TRIED TO FEEL ME UP. ONE GUY GOT FUCKIN PICKED UP FROM THE MOSHPIT & THEY THREW HIS ASS AT THE GUYS BEHIND ME, ONE GOT HIT IN THE HEAD, & THEY HELLA LET THE FUCKER HIT THE GROUND HARD! HE WAS FLYING FOR A SECOND LOL!
I JUST SAW POSIMA THIS SPANISH ROCK BAND FROM SAN JOSE ON AUG '06 & THEY WERE ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD..IVE NEVER SEEN SO MANY MEXICANS IN ONE FAT MOSHPIT..LOL
I SAW AUDIOSLAVE IN CONCERT SEP '05 AND IT WAS FUCKIN SICK, SEETHER OPENED UP FOR THEM AND THEY WERE AWSOME TOO..
Movies:
i LOVE MY SCARY MOViES BLOODY AND MY FUNNY MOViES iMMATURE
i ♥ BLOOD and ZOMBiES!
GREASE iS THE BEST MOViE OF ALL TiME!!!!!
run fat boy run
the namesake
Iron Man
Antonment
Penelope
the other boleyn girl
Juno
Across the Universe
I now pronounce you chuck and larry
The Boondock Saints
The Shop girl
crank
Starter for 10
28weeks later/28 days later
Spiderman 1,2,3,
Hot Fuzz
Be Kind Rewind
300
Blades of Glory
Sarah Silverman: Jesus is Magic
Pans Labyrinth
The Holiday
Garden State
Lets go to prison
the Good Girl
Donnie Darko
Resident Evil
The Chronicles of Narnia
Girl Interrupted
Nacho Libre
Last Kiss
Walk the Line
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
The Hills Have Eyes 1,2
Talladega Nights
Kill Bill
American Beauty
Ultraviolet
Last kiss
i love Molly Ringwald:
16 candles
pretty in pink
breakfast club
say something
Thumbsucker
Cruel Intentions
Anchorman
pirates of the caribbean1 2 3
Dawn of the dead
Land of the dead
The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou
fight club
Meet Joe Black
sin city
batman begins
Dazed&Confused
V For Vendetta
edwards scissor hands
Jackass 1,2
nightmare befor xmas
the lil mermaid
Everything Is Illuminated
CRASH
Shaun of the Dead
lord of the rings
life as a house
old school Freddy Kruger(better)&Jason
Old School
motorcycle diaries
love actually
walk to remember
Speed
Never been kissed
pretty women
kumar and harold 1 & 2
napolean dynamite
bend it like beckham
anything adam sandler: waterboy
8crazy nights
billy madison
..AND SO ON...
Television:
SCRUBS,ROCK OF LOVE/FREE RADiO/i ♥ VH1, CHEATERS [HAHA THAT SHiT iS CRAZY GOOD], THAT 70'S SHOW, HANNA MONTANA, HOUSE, PROJECT RUNWAY, HEROES, iNTERVENTiON, NiP TUCK,AMERiCAS BEST DANCE CREW [jabbawockies!], WATCHiNG THE WiZARDS OF WAVERLY PLACE WiT LiLY, i like the DiSCOVERY/HiSTORY CHANNEL,FRiENDS!!!my all time fav..
Books:
THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER
QUOTES FROM MY FAVORITE BOOK
“I wonder if anyone is really happy. I hope they are. I really hope they are.â€
“we accept the love we think we deserveâ€
“And I think everyone is special in their own way. I really do.â€
And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn't.
Everyone else is either asleep or having sex. I've been watching cable television and eating jello.
“I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands…â€
“First, I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other.â€
“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.â€
“I just think its bad when a boy looks at a girl and thinks that the way he sees the girls is better than the girl actually is.â€
“Maybe these are my glory days, and I’m not even realizing it because they don’t involve a ball.â€
“I just hope I remember to tell my kids that they are as happy as I look in my old photographs. And I hope that they believe me.â€
"Then I turned around and walked to my room and closed my door and put my head under my pillow and let the quiet put things where they are supposed to be."
“I wasn’t raised religiously because my parents went to a Catholic school, but I do believe in God very much. I just never gave God a name, If you know what I mean. I hope I haven’t let Him down regardless.â€
"Not everyone has a sob story...and even if they do, it's no excuse."
"It's like when you are excited about a girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. And all you want is to feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means that you're happy too."
“You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand.â€
“I feel infiniteâ€
So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.
Bridget who is crazy said that sometimes she thought about suicide when commercials come on during TV. She was sincere and this puzzled the guidance counselors.
Some kids look at me strange in the hallways because I don't decorate my locker, and I'm the one who beat up Sean and couldn't stop crying after he did it. I guess I'm pretty emotional.
"Do you always think this much, Charlie?" "Is that bad?" "Not necessarily. It's just that sometimes people use thought to not participate in life." "Is that bad?" "Yes."
Do you know what 'masturbation' is? But just in case, I will tell you. Masturbation is when you rub your genitals until you have an orgasm. Wow!
"I hate you." "I love you." "You're a freak, you know that? Everyone says so.
They always have." "I'm trying not to be."
Bob started passing around food. "Would you like a brownie?" "Yes. Thank you." -- I ate the brownie, and it tasted a little weird, but it was still a brownie, so I still liked it. But this was not an ordinary brownie. Since you are older, I think you know what kind of brownie it was.
"He's a wallflower."
Patrick actually used to be popular before Sam bought him some good music.
I hope it's the kind of second side that he can listen to whenever he drives alone and feel like he belongs to something whenever he's sad. I hope it can be that for him.
I really think that everyone should have watercolors, magnetic poetry, and a harmonica.
Sam and Patrick looked at me. And I looked at them. And I think they knew. Not anything specific really. They just knew. And I think that's all you can ever ask from a friend.
It's kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.
I felt so sad. I didn't know what was going on.
"But there's another difference between you and her. You see... Kelly believes in women's rights so much that she would never let a guy hit her. I guess I can't say that about you." I swear to God, we almost died.
I have to stop writing now because I am too sad.
I even made her a mix tape and left it at the grave. I hope you do not think that makes me weird.
I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again.
I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think.
But the thing is that I can hear Sam and Craig having sex, and for the first time in my life, I understand the end of that poem. And I never wanted to. You have to believe me.
Girls are weird, and I don't mean that offensively. I just can't put it any other way.
Everything can't be self-esteem, can it?
What the fuck is wrong with you?"
It's too bad you're not gay. Then again, if you were gay, I would never date you. You're a mess."
"You know, Patrick? If I were gay, I'd want to date you."
"Of course."
Something really is wrong with me. And I don't know what it is.
I know that I brought this all on myself. I know that I deserve this. I'd do anything not to be this way. I'd do anything to make it up to everyone. And to not have to see a psychiatrist, who explains to me about being "passive agressive." And to not have to take the medicine he gives me, which is too expensive for my dad. And to not have to talk about bad memories with him. Or be nostalgic about bad things.
I just wish that God or my parents or Sam or my sister or someone would just tell me what's wrong with me. Just tell me how to be different in a way that makes sense. To make this all go away. And disappear. I know that's wrong because it's my responsibility, and I know that things get worse before they get better because that's what my psychiatrist says, but this is a worse that feels too big.
Heroes:
Bridget Jones because we all feel like her every once in a while.
[some more than others]
BATMAN, MARILYN MONROE &
ALICE bc she's rough and tough!
Becuase they always get the job done..
becuase they always make it out alive
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