✡ דְבוֹרָה Deborah ✡

אֲבָרְכָה אֶת-יְהוָה בְּכָל-עֵת; תָּמִיד, תְּהִלָּתוֹ בְּפִי...

A little about me. I am a vegan & huge animal lover. I recently have lost 102 pounds from not only being vegan but from alot of hard work. I have 20-25 to go, WOO-HOO ! YAY ME !I LOVE MUSIC. ITS MY HEART ! I am Jewish, Indian & Irish on my Mother's side. On my Dad's side I am Jewish & some of my deceased blood relatives were African American. So I am proud to have a little of a few races in my blood. I feel it makes me more unique & understanding & compassionate. More of a people person, which I am. YAH is the 1 thing inside me that is the proudest to have in my heart ! I practice & embrace my Jewish heritage the most cause it's the heritage I know a little more about but am still learning daily as much as I can about Israel & my culture. I am a huge music lover cause music is soothing & healing. I love Jodeci, Dru Hill, Take 6, Fred Hammond & Commissioned,& MercyMe & so many more groups & singers.I am a huge Chicago Bears fan ! I always try & look for the good in everyone & I try & Love everyone. I am very compassionate about being vegan but I will do my best to not insult a meat eater. I am the meaning of "people person" & I get that from my Mom & Dad whom I was very close to. They instilled alot of good in me that has grounded me & I am proud they were my Mom & Dad. Pimp My Profile..
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In 1998 my husband & I were in a housefire that killed 4 family members. We were the only one's to get out of the house alive. I had gotten 3 of them out but the youngest had hidden & they ran back in for her. We fought the firemen trying to get back in to them. We have had a hard time dealing with this great loss. My husband had raised the girls as his children & they thought he was their dad. We know now though that YAH does not do anything messy & they are in a better place than us. They were being abused by their mother/grandmother & she can never hurt them anymore for they are safe in Yeshua's arms. Jamie had gotten saved 1 month before the fire & Edna was a faithful servant to The Lord all her life. And she was blessed tremendously with the gift of singing & she could make you cry with her beautiful voice. They were Edna - 81 yrs. old - (Waverly's mother). Jamie - 17 yrs old - (Waverly's neice). Jamies daughter Audrey - 3 yrs. old- (Waverlys neice). T'Keyah - 1 & 1/2 yrs. old - (Waverly's neice). T'keyah's mother Charisse was murdered 11 months before the fire & she was 6 & 1/2 months pregnant with a son. Charisse & Jamie were sisters & both of them passed 3 months before their 18th birthdays. The house was delibrately burned because I chose to be with a black man. No I take that back, YAH chose my husband for me !!!!!
So when you hear the song playing on here called Thank You Lord For Being There For me by Fred Hammond, you will know why this song is so close to my heart ! I am from Chapmanville. As in the Tigers ! I was born & raised there. I was in the band for 6 years & was the high school soloist for 2 & 1/2 years in the band. My son is the trumpet soloist for Logan. Like mother like son ! He & his brother are huge tremendous blessings to me. I am also a huge Chicago Bears Fan !!! I have been serving Yashuah ever since I was 14 years old. I have been told that I am alot like Lucille Ball & Carol Burnett which is a compliment to me. I met my hubby at a time when he was going through a painful time & I was going through a very painful time. The Lord put us together & then allowed us to become as one. We have been through alot together & I am so greatful that YAH gave him to me. I love you baby ! That is Wavy-baby ! I had a very strong bond & relantionship with my Mom & Dad Wilburn & Julia Adams. Dad passed in 1996 & mom passed in 2000 & they left such large testimonies to The great EL SHADDAI ! Dad was a preacher & a master car mechanic & mom was a chef & beautician & she was a professional housekeeper. They taught me so much & I often think about how they served the Lord their whole lives. They grew up together & lived next door to each other as children. They were married for 50 years & had 7 kids -Denny,Johnny,Patricia,Douglas,Denise,Me & Joseph. They were true soul mates ! I probably would not know The Lord as I do had it not have been for their dedication & Love to The Lord ! Where I was raised was an all white town with all white schools. When I met my husband he said"You are from Chapmanville & you are speaking to me?". He knew that there were alot of racists where I am from. I said "My Dad was a preacher & he & my mom raised me right". They taught me to love everyone regardless of their race,age, size, religion, & to just accept them for who they are. To look at their hearts & not their outer apperances. When I met my husbands mother I very shockingly found out that her & my mother & Rev. Rocine Jackson walked to church together in the 1940's.I thought of the saying "What a small world" when I found out they knew each other. My mother in law said she also knew my mothers mother Eliza & that she loved hearing my grandmother sing. I thought to myself "A black person that likes to hear a white person sing?Thats gotta be good" !!! That must be where me & my son get our musical abilities from. Thank you dear L-rd !!! I miss them very much but I know one day I will meet them over yonder ! What a family reunion that will be ! Praise YAH !!! Thank You Our great EL SHADDAI for all that you are & all that you have done ! Thank you for what you endured for all of us ! You didnt have to do it. Thats what I call TRUE LOVE !!!!!!! You are my one true shining bright light that has lit up all the bad & sad & hard places !!! You are my knight in shining armour !!! All good things come from above because of you & what you believe in & simply because of who you are ! FATHER I SEND YOU ALL THE PRAISE & GLORY & HONOR YOU SO DESERVE !!!!! FOR YOU ARE THE ONE & ONLY TRUE FRIEND, KING, & SAVIOR !!! IN THE BLOOD OF OUR PRECIOUS LAMB & IN YOUR POWERFUL & ON FIRE HOLY NAME, OUR GREAT YAHSHUA
AMEN
MY TESTIMONY TO OUR GREAT YAHSHUAI JUST WANT TO GIVE GLORY TO OUR GREAT YAHSHUA FOR HE IS MORE THAN WORTHY. HE HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR ME & HE HAS STUCK RIGHT BY MY SIDE SINCE THE SECOND I WAS CONCEIVED. HE & I HAVE CLUNG TO EACH OTHER SINCE I WAS CONCEIVED. HE HAS SAVED MY LIFE MANY MANY TIMES. HE GAVE ME VERY HOLY, YAH FEARING PARENTS THAT TAUGHT ME WHO HE IS & THAT HE HOLDS THE KEY TO TRUE HAPPINESS, PEACE, JOY & SALVATION ! G-D HAS TAUGHT ME TO ALLOW HIM TO LEAD. HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO STEP BACK & ALLOW HIS POWER TO BE REVEALED. NO FORCE ON EARTH IS STONGER OR GREATER THAN OUR GREAT YAHSHUA. I WANT TO THANK HIM RIGHT NOW. HEAVENLY FATHER, I COME HUMBLY BEFORE YOU & I PRAISE YOUR PRECIOUS NAME. NO OTHER NAME HAS POWER IN IT. NO OTHER PERSON CAN EVER LOVE ME & COMFORT ME LIKE YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE. YOU & I TOGETHER MAKE A COMPLETE TEAM & WITHOUT YOU FATHER I AM A NOTHING. YOU TOOK SOMETHING LIKE ME & HAVE MADE BEAUTY OUT OF NOTHING. YOU TOOK ALL THE TURMOIL THAT SURROUNDED ME & CALMED ALL THE STORMS THAT RAGED. YOU GAVE US THE BIBLE SO THAT WE COULD FIND SOMETHING FOR EVERY SITUATION THAT EXISTS THAT WILL HELP US THROUGH. YOU GIVE US PEACE & CONTENTMENT IN YOUR WORD. YOU MADE SO MANY BEAUTIFUL THINGS FOR US & I JUST HAVE TO STOP EACH DAY & THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU ARE & ALL YOU STAND FOR. I GIVE YOU ALL THE HONOR, GLORY & PRAISE THAT YOU SO DESERVE. I THANK YOU FATHER FOR ALL & I THANK YOU FOR ALL THE GIFTS. BLESS & TEACH ME TO USE THESE GIFTS FOR YOUR GLORY. ALL HONOR BE TO YOUR HOLY NAME. IN THE BLOOD OF OUR PRECIOUS LAMB & IN YOUR PERFECT NAME I PRAY, OUR GREAT EL SHADDAI, AMEN AND AMEN
I HAVE TO SHARE SOME OF MY TESTIMONY FOR ALL THAT YAH HAS DONE FOR ME TO ANYONE WILLING TO HEAR IT !
MY DAD'S TESTIMONY TO OUR GREAT YAHSHUA I WANT TO SHARE A LITTLE BIT OF THE HUGE TESTIMONY MY DAD, WILBURN ADAMS LEFT ON THIS EARTH. DAD HAD SUCH A BIG HEART FOR EVERYONE. IT DIDN'T MATTER IF THEY WERE WHITE, BLACK, GAY OR STRAIGHT. DAD WOULD ENCOURAGE EVERYONE THAT CAME TO HIM FOR COUNSELING. HE WAS A PREACHER THAT OFTEN PREACHED IN AN ALL BLACK CHURCH & THEY SAID HE WAS "THE WHITE MAN THAT BROUGHT THE FIRE WITH HIM" WHEN HE PREACHED. DAD MADE G-D'S WORD SO EASY TO UNDERSTAND FOR EVERYONE CAUSE HE ALLOWED YAH TO BE IN CHARGE AT ALL TIMES. DAD SUFFERED A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK IN 1993 & THE DOCTORS & NURSES SAID HE WOULD NOT UTTER A COMPLAINT. WHEN I FINALLY GOT TO GO IN & SEE DAD HE WAS SMILING & I ASKED HIM TO ASK G-D TO BRING HIM THROUGH IT & DAD SMILED BIG & SAID "I AM READY FOR WHATEVER G-D WANTS TO DO. I WILL GLADLY WALK THROUGH THE FIRE FOR G-D CAUSE WHEN YOU DO THAT & YOU TURN & LOOK BACK, THERE G-D IS HOLDING YOUR HAND THROUGH IT ALL". DAD KNEW THAT G-D WAS USING HIM & DAD ALLOWED G-D TO HAVE THE GLORY. HE WOULD NOT TAKE CREDIT FOR ANYTHING. THEY SENT DAD TO A BIGGER HOSPITAL TO DO SURGERY & WHEN THE DOCTORS TOOK DAD'S HEART OUT DURING THE SURGERY THEY SAID THEY KNEW HE WAS A MAN OF G-D. IT MADE BELEVERS OUT OF SOME OF THE DOCTORS & NURSES CAUSE SO MANY PEOPLE HAD DIED FROM HAVING MASSIVE HEART ATTACKS THAT WASN'T AS BAD AS DAD'S WAS. DAD SAID THAT BEFORE HE HAD THE ATTACK HE HAD A VISION. HE SAID IN THE VISION HE WAS LAYING IN A FOREST COVERED WITH LEAVES & THAT AN ANGEL APPEARED TO HIM & TOLD HIM HE HAD TO RETURN FOR SOMEONE. RIGHT BEFORE THEY DID THE SURGERY DAD ASKED FOR G-D'S SPIRIT & FOR 2 OTHER SPIRITS OF PREACHERS HE KNEW & LOVED TO VISIT HIM. DAD SAID THAT HE LOOKED THEN & SAW 3 WHITE IMAGES CIRCLING HIS BED. THE DOCTORS DID NOT EXPECT DAD TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT. THEY DID THE SURGERY & TOLD US HE MIGHT HAVE 2 MORE YEARS OF LIFE. IN DECEMBER 1995 MY EX HUSBAND WENT INTO SO MANY GRANDMAL SEIZURES THAT THEY HAD TO PUT HIM IN A COMA. THEY DID NOT HAVE MUCH HOPE FOR HIM. OUR 2 SON'S WERE 10 & 6 YEARS OLD AT THE TIME. DAD WENT INTO THE ICU WHERE THEY HAD MY EX & DAD ASKED G-D TO TAKE HIM INSTEAD THAT HE WAS READY TO GO HOME. 30 DAYS TO THAT NIGHT DAD PEACEFULLY PASSED AWAY. HE SAID 3 DAYS BEFORE HE PASSED THAT HE KNEW THAT HE SURVIVED THAT HEART ATTACK SO HE COULD DO G-D'S JOB FOR SOMEONE & THAT G-D REVEALED TO HIM THAT HIS FINAL WORK ON EARTH WAS FOR ME. THEY ARE 7 OF US KIDS BUT DAD SAID G-D ALLOWED HIM TO LIVE 2 & 1/2 MORE YEARS FOR ME. DAD LEFT THE EARTH WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE. HE SAW G-D COMING TO TAKE HIM HOME & DAD REACHED UP & JUST PASSED PEACEFULLY AWAY & HIS ARMS DROPPED BY HIS SIDE. HE LOVED G-D SO MUCH & STRANGERS OFTEN CAME UP TO HIM ON THE STREET & SAID THEY KNEW HE LOVED G-D & HAD THE HOLY SPIRIT INSIDE HIM. DAD WOULD TALK TO SINNERS & MAKE THEM FEEL SO COMFORTABLE LIKE THEY WERE SOMEBODY. HE WOULD SAY "IT'S MY PLACE TO LIFT PEOPLE & NOT CONDEMN THEM. THAT'S G-D'S PLACE TO CONDEMN". DAD MADE EVERYONE FEEL LOVED. HE SAID IN THE HOSPITAL WHEN MY EX WAS IN THE COMA THAT "WOMEN WERE G-D'S GREATEST WORK OF ART & HAD I HAVE KNOWN THAT WHEN I WAS YOUNG I WOULD HAVE TREATED JULIE BETTER HE SAID". HE ALSO LOOKED AT ME IN THE HOSPITAL & SAID "LITTLE GIRL, I WILL BE WITH YOU FOREVER & MY SPIRIT WILL GUIDE YOU". AND BELIEVE ME, IT HAS ! I LOVE YOU DAD ALWAYS & FOREVER !!!!!!!
MY MOTHER'S TESTIMONY TO OUR GREAT YAHSHUA THIS IS A LITTLE OF MY MOTHER JULIA ANN ADAM'S TESTIMONY TO OUR GREAT EL SHADDAI THAT SHE LEFT ON THIS EARTH AS A HUGE EXAMPLE. MOM WAS A TINY PETITE LITTLE LADY BUT PRAISED G-D BIG & WITH NO SHAME. SE WOULD BE IN PUBLIC & THAT LITTLE HAND OF HERS WOULD GO UP IN TE AIR & SHE WOULD BLOW KISSES AT G-D & SHE WROTE LOVE LETTERS TO HIM ALMOST DAILY. DAD OFTEN SAID HE WISHED HE HAD THE FAITH MOM HAD. SHE WAS DIAGNOSED 1 WEEK IN JUNE 2000 WITH LUNG CANCER & PEACEFULLY PASSED THE NEXT WEEK. SHE WENT OUT SHOUTING. SHE SAW G-D COMING TO TAKE HER HOME JUST LIKE DAD DID. RIGHT BEFORE SHE PASSED SHE HAD A VISION OF GOLD, SILVER & PEARL. AS A CHILD I OFTEN WATCHED MOM WALKING THE FLOOR PRAYING FOR US KIDS & THE FAMILY & FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDED PRAYER. SHE WAS DEFINITELY THE DEFINITION OF A HOLY SPIRIT GIRL ! SHE TRUSTED & BELIEVED SO STRONGLY & PEOPLE OFTEN MADE FUN OF HER CAUSE SHE SHOWED NO SHAME IN PRAISING G-D. SHE WAS JUST SMILE AT THE PERSON MAKING FUN & SHE WOULD PRAY FOR THEM. SHE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH & IT GROUNDED ME TO WHERE I KOW WO G-D IS ! I KNOW WHEN MOM CROSSED OVER JORDAN THAT SHE KNEALT DOWN & KISSED G-D'S NAIL SCARED FEET CAUSE SHE OFTEN SAID THAT WAS THE FIRST THING SHE WANTED TO DO. SHE COULD SING TO WHERE YOU WOULD CRY WHEN YOU HEARD HER CAUSE SHE ALLOWED G-D TO SHINE THROUGH HER. SHE LOVED IM SO MUCH. SHE HAD SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SMILE THAT WAS GENUINE & HER HUGS WERE REAL CAUSE G-D LIVED IN HER. SHE WOULD GIVE YOU HER LAST & TELL YOU THAT G-D WANTED HER TO GIVE IT & SHE WAS SO BLESSED CAUSE OF HER GENOROUSITY. SHE LOVED EVERYONE & ALTHOUGH SHE WAS TINY IN SIZE SHE HAD A LARGE HEARTY CONTAGIOUS LAUGH. SHE WAS SO HUMOROUS. SE WOULD STAND IN THE WINDOW EVERY SINGLE DAY NO MATTER WHAT JUST STAND & THANK G-D FOR ALL. SHE REALLY APPRECIATED HIS NATURE & THATS WHY I APPRECIATE G-D'S NATURE. SHE WAS AN ANIMAL LOVER & TREATED HER PETS LIKE THEY WERE CHILDREN. I MISS HER GREATLY BUT G-D KNOWS ALL. MOM OFTEN WOULD QUOTE "The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit." I MISS HER SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS SO BADLY BUT I KNOW SHE IS HAPPIER THAN THIS EARTH COULD HAVE EVER MADE HER. FOR SHE IS IN OUR GREAT YAHSHUA'S LOVING ARMS !!! I LOVE YOU MOM ALWAYS & FOREVER !!!!
Tzvi the Turkey says:
No matter what you are going through & no matter how you feel always dance for & give praises to the almighty EL SHADDAI !!!!!
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