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Rikki

i've got a heavy metal mouth (it knows obscenities)

About Me

i enjoy reading, resident evil, and sudoku. i also sell underwear for a living.

My Interests

diagramming sentences

Music:

elliott smith

Movies:

lost in translation

Television:

curb your enthusiasm

Books:

extremely loud and incredibly close. thank you jonathan safran foer

My Blog

short-cut to an unhappy truth

we make promises in the nightvows that linger with our kissesthat remain true so long as there is darkness.you graze my shoulder with your lipsand i want this never to endi want this lie to lie so lon...
Posted by Rikki on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:12:00 PST

number 28

so if i love you,i get back the leaping greenly spirit of trees.right?my heart beats, lungs breathe,brain thinks, fingers move.that's the way it always worked.i'll remember the pink sunsets with the o...
Posted by Rikki on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 02:10:00 PST

perks of being a wallflower

"I wish I could report that it's getting better, but unfortunately it isn't.  It's hard, too, because we've started school again, and I can't go to the places where I used to go.  And it can...
Posted by Rikki on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 10:52:00 PST

if only drinking could make all our excuses for us

what rainer maria rilke has to say about second chances: whoever you are: in the evening step outof your room, where you know everything; yours is the last house before the far-off:whoever you are. wi...
Posted by Rikki on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 10:32:00 PST

white picket-fence dreams

i was sitting up:gazing at the endless distance of night,with memories of our hopeful future.you were the stars--how earnestly i had tried to memorize your every movement,to trace each constellationof...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:39:00 PST

if you wade out into your fish's water

You tend to put yourself first, Leo, while Pisces rarely give themselves            center stage. This fish is compassionate and gentle, and may be ba...
Posted by Rikki on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 09:13:00 PST

"if you just called to get back together

well, i'm sorry, i'm gonna let you go." both palms to both eyesrubbingrubbing.get that burning out, rub them dry. "let me ask you something,"no, don't be stupid.  don't ask.   "do you still ...
Posted by Rikki on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 09:17:00 PST

"i want whatever you're willing to give me."

1. "You made me think I was special. Fucking unbelievable." 2. "I never said you weren't. I told you I have stuff, and you didn't want to listen. I think you're great; I'm not, but I want to be. I ne...
Posted by Rikki on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 10:06:00 PST

why does everyone else get smiles

and happiness?   "it's not in the cards.""choose a career.""but you're so talented.""you deserve so much better.""it's so overrated."   you want what you can't have; and what you get, y...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 03:04:00 PST

you choose to be unhappy

yes.  i'm talking to you.
Posted by Rikki on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 03:45:00 PST