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†ragick

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I aint got a fuckin problem. I just love to say fuck. and I dont care who's around me. I dont really give a fuck. and I dont care if you're my mother. or my motherfuckin father. I could really give a fuck now. That aint my motherfuckin problem. I love to say FUCK when I'm drivin in my car. Fuck when I'm walkin in the fuckin bar. FUCK YOU if you don't like what I say, I love to say fuck every fuckin day!
So anyway, I'm Amber. Hi =) umm, I currently live in a shitty little town known as "Branson". It pretty much sucks here, but hey, I aint plannin on livin here my whole life. I'm a different girl.. sometimes it takes a while to really get to know me. I suppose it's a guard I put up cause of people who have screwed me over in the past so it takes a while for me to trust you... Unless I know you'll be a cool person. I have an amazing boyfriend, whom I love very much and I wouldn't trade him for anything in the world... He's the inspiration in my life right now, and I'd be Lost as fuck without him... I guess sometimes I can be complicated and there's different cores to me, just depending on how you treat me will depend on which side of my personality you'll see... Not like I have multiple personalities or anything.. at least not that I know of.. haha.
Sometimes people really do need to shut their fucking mouths.
Still searching. For what? I'll tell you when I find it..
Comfortably .Lost.

My Interests



Music, My dog Jill, Animals ♥ Love (even though it hurts like Hell) Night time, Glitter, Gothic stuff, Boots, Rainbows, Piercings, Stars, Wicca, Psychology, All the good stuff in life--(Maybe you will never know what that means).

Somewhere over the rainbow.
(Wherever the fuck that is)

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who isn't an idiot will be fine =)

Music:



Can't live without it

Garbage † KoRn † Rob Zombie † Hole † Nirvana † Stone Sour † Seraphim Shock † Blutengel † Skinny Puppy † Jack Off Jill † Dorothy Does Drugs † Mushroomhead † Massive Attack † Pantera † Fear Factory † Horrorpops † Bush † Chevelle † System of a Down † Coal Chamber † A Perfect Circle † Cradle of Filth † Otep † Guns N Roses † Kittie † Staind † Silverchair † Tool † Static X † Slipknot † Disturbed † Three Doors Down † Sublime † annnnd MORE!

Movies:


Bride of Chucky, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devils Rejects, The Craft, Thirteen Ghosts, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Amityville Horror... Yeah, mostly horror movies =)

Television:

Fuck Your TV

Books:

I kinda collect books.. even though reading isn't a thing I do on a daily basis, but I want to have a library just for the hell of it. At least it's something self educating to have...

Heroes:


Well, if you've been through shit in your life, the only one that can really pull you through is yourself. So, in that case, I suppose I either don't have a heroe, or I am my heroe :)

My Blog

Fuck the haters

I have a boyfriend and YES he is 15 years older than me and I don’t give a fuck what ya’ll think about that. I love him and he loves me. Too fucking bad I’m not another teenage whore...
Posted by ragick on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 12:44:00 PST

The World’s Ending..

I'm sad =(
Posted by ragick on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 05:24:00 PST

How well do you think you know me..

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be...
Posted by ragick on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 07:03:00 PST

Crazy

Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely.I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue.I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted,and someday, you'd leave me for somebody new.Worry, why do I let myself worry?Won...
Posted by ragick on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 02:30:00 PST

Its official, Im single.

I've spent way too much time wasting my love on something that just wouldn't last. I found out that my boyfriend (well, ex) was pretty much just using me and wanted other girls on the side. I know thi...
Posted by ragick on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 04:40:00 PST

Im just a hopeless romantic...

That will never get her way. I want love. I want compassion. I want someone who will truly care about me. I want someone who can laugh with me. I want someone who will make me feel all warm and&n...
Posted by ragick on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 11:49:00 PST

Lyrics.

Save Yourself   I know your life is emptyAnd you hate to face this world aloneSo youre searching for an angelSomeone who can make you wholeI can not save youI cant even save myselfSo just save yo...
Posted by ragick on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 09:35:00 PST

Heart ache

I loved you but you didn't understand. You used me and now you've made it clear. Hard to move on, but it's someting I have to do. My heart won't be in jeopardy anymore. This hurts, hurts so bad. How c...
Posted by ragick on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:08:00 PST

Bad Boyfriend.

Hating you every second passing by. Bad boyfriend, why do you do this to me? Too much emotional, mental and physical abuse. We put eachother down more, don't you see? Push me to the floor after y...
Posted by ragick on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 11:20:00 PST

Poem.

I love you boy, but you don't understand. I'll say I love you again and again.. Whatever it takes to get it through to you. Cause my love is pure and shouldn't go unnoticed. I love you boy, but you ta...
Posted by ragick on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 04:15:00 PST