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Shaderbox

One day you will ask me, Who's life is more important. Your life or mine.. And I will say Mine. And

About Me

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I am 31 as it says on my profile.. I was in a relationship for over 2 years and ended up married. We had a falling out due to her past marrage where her husband treated her like garbage..And her parents making her choices for her.. That and she cheated on me.. Which ended up us in divorce. And it isn't final yet But will be, I moved to virginia, Mn. Started a new job there and live on my own in a 2 bedroom apartment, I want to start my life off with a new start. I am loveing and careing and I love cuddleing up to my love and watch a movie. I love spending time with that special person.. I like to tell the one I am with my feelings. About her and the relationship.. I also like going out and have fun. I like the bar scene at times. I do have insecurities. And when I am in a relationship. I do worrie about loseing that person if I have strong enough feelings for that person.. That is part of my insecurities. But I would never cheat. Am if I have feelings for that person and I have inspiration. I love writing poems for them.. Sometimes alot and sometime everyonce in while.. I HAVE BEEN TAUGHT BY MY FATHER, THAT IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE WITH A PERSON, IN HEART AND SOUL, DON'T BE AFRAID TO TELL THEM OR SHOW THEM HOW YOU FEEL. YOU MAY LOSE OUT ON THE BEST THING IN YOUR LIFE. I guess that is why I share how I feel so much and what these feeling are. That is the deep inside of me. I also have an 8 yr old daughter also.. And she is my life.. And she does come first, And she will always be first. I am flirty towords woman that are friends. And I do have a real sexual naughty side to me. I like sex, And some things that Alot of woman find wrong. And most woman don't want to be apart of it. Or isn't open to it. I want to find a woman that likes sex just as much as I do, And likes to love like I do.. If your that woman email me..

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My Interests

Camping, Poems, Cars, Computers, Knives, Camping, Rollar Blading, Photography, Music, Ect.

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I'd like to meet:



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Sandra bullock, She is hot. And there really hasn't been a movie that I didn't like with her in it. Hulk Hogan, I grew up watching him. Vin Deisel, He makes some great movies.

Music:

All kinds of music.

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Movies:

Brave Heart.

Television:

I love cartoons, Well adault swim. I like horror movies, And I like comedies, Well I like alot of tv movies and shows, My favorite movie is Brave heart, The hero actually dies, Which makes it more reallity than a movie..

Books:



My Girls sending me kisses from florida.. What sweethearts.Love ya's

Heroes:

My father. He helps pick me up when I am down.

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My Blog

Dance Of Terror

Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of o...
Posted by Shaderbox on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:42:00 PST

Feelings forgot.

As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever att...
Posted by Shaderbox on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 02:26:00 PST

Once was here..

Once was here now is gone I will always love forever the laughs the tears the smiles without her my life has no direction no ups nor downs no smiles or frowns I miss her I cry I see her I lie what eve...
Posted by Shaderbox on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:10:00 PST

My Best Friend

On my own, but mostly the savannah, Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die, Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals, The glistering waters of the high seas Of which was so far a place as of ...
Posted by Shaderbox on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:05:00 PST

Somewhere In The Night

Somewhere In The NightSomewhere in the night a child cries,A woman weeps and someone dies.Somewhere in the night, humanity hides.Somewhere in the night , a soul screams,As people fade and die, lost in...
Posted by Shaderbox on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 02:52:00 PST

Ok everyone.. I am on the war path and I am letting as much as I can out..

So you have to understand this.. You live a life all by yourself.. And then you meet someone who is nothing like they say they are and then you end up back living life by yourself.. You see.. I am ang...
Posted by Shaderbox on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 12:36:00 PST

Seek Not My Heart

Seek Not My HeartOh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?Below the branches, here about,Do not you sense my fear and doubt?Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,Do ...
Posted by Shaderbox on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:55:00 PST

Dance of terror..

Dance Of TerrorWindow panes come crashing downAmidst the tears and painVanishing hopes are gone and flew awayUp above through twilightShadows cast across the floorReflections of the pastTrembling thou...
Posted by Shaderbox on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:56:00 PST

Life Is A Prison

Life Is A PrisonLife is a prison,Oh God let me out.No one to listen,To hear when you shout.Climb the walls of insanity,Ride the waves of despair.If you fall it don't matter,There's no one to care.Used...
Posted by Shaderbox on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 11:55:00 PST

Too much time on my Hands

   Are these things what some would call epiphanies, revalations, or just downright insane thoughts?  My mind was more numb than usual today. Still sort of is. I'm just typing down ...
Posted by Shaderbox on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:08:00 PST