Divining into the vast resources of the cosmos, losing myself, finding myself, never finding my self again.
Aliens, Christ, any incarnation of the Buddha, crazy inspired musicians and artists, members of the lineage of Rumi who've spilled so much wine like blood in the streets.
Techno, IDM, Hip Hop, abstrakt brain f*ck grooves, anything that slams or blows your mind, noize, white, pink, grey, sandpaper, all of the above.
Naked Lunch, Altered States, Movern Callar, Rockers, Crumb, American Splendor, Permanent Midnight, Mullholland Dr., Lost Highway, Stalker, The Sacrifice, Communion, The Mothman Prophecies, ...
Bla, I don't know whether to watch it, or unplug it and push it out my back door. The winter had me watching TOO much as I almost hibernated, until some cybernetik shock therapy got me out of the SAD madness.
Rumi, Rajneesh, Bohdidharma, Ken Wilber, Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, Stephen LaBerge, Andrew Cohen, Manuals, Manuals, Manuals, RTFM! Too many more. I'll list later..
All of them, though I don't own em all. Hard azz tracks though! Nuff said :P