SPLIT PERSONALITY-MIND,BODY AND SOUL
"I should have never allowed the absence of u
to become the definition of me
and somewhere b/t us
I lost the realness of she,
me, was swallowed by u fought got many days to b
set free but she wouldn't let it b and I never uttered a word, type comfortable in the fact that
the we that was us-was
and that was just enough, but not for me
and who was she to tell me that i couldn't have all the things that I wanted and all the things that me needed yet, allowed her to be
governed the body that was me
had me doing things I couldn't explain even if I had all day
now spiritually, I was grounded
but clouded was she and her visions of reality
was lies hidden behind the pain of
this fabricated relationship that never truly existed
only in the mind because
you were never true to me
and I suffered because I knew
the whole time but she just wouldn't listen
I couldn't tell her a damn thang
So me-took the sadistic seduction
(Later known as verbal and mental abuse)
that I couldn't b shielded from and she pressed on
as if yesterday never was and today was the only day
that counted until tomorro came and today became
a forgotten memeory and somewhere
clarity had to b found
and I had to b the one to do it
but she was so much stronger than me
and often I stood idle-
she thought that I was nothing
without you
defined my importance simply by your existence
so I killed you""; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
