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Allen

Dining in Darkness

About Me

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"This age of childhood, in which the sense of shame is unknown, seems a paradise when we look back upon it later, and paradise itself is nothing but the mass-phantasy of the childhood of the individual. This is why in paradise men are naked and unashamed, until the moment arrives when shame and fear awaken; expulsion follows, and sexual life and cultural development begin. Into this paradise dreams can take us back every night; we have already ventured the conjecture that the impressions of our earliest childhood (from the prehistoric period until about the end of the third year) crave reproduction for their own sake, perhaps without further reference to their content, so that their repetition is a wish-fulfilment. Dreams of nakedness, then, are exhibition-dreams."

My Interests

I am a...musician,photographer, video artist, coctail maker, hotelier, traveler, kisser, downtowner,islander,......wannabe.

I'd like to meet:

Time Killergo away leave me alone
I feel your presence in my mind
the time seems to stop I set you free
you calm my mind you calm my mind
make my dreams come true - baby
every time it seems to me
that fiction and reality melt together for eternity
liquid words dropping down the stairs
filling the emptiness with sense
you and me on the floor floating on our sensibility

you need a timekiller and you don.."t understand
I am like quicksand lick it from my hand
I am your timekiller I let your mind expand
I am like quicksand lick it from my hand

tick tock tick tock madness comes tonight
what.."s reality compared to me
I rest on the bed and I.."m sure I slowly get mad
I.."m in a state of mind which makes me blind
for the fact that I.."m a man
I.."m here to stay forever but not today

you need a timekiller and you don.."t understand
I am like quicksand lick it from my hand
I am your timekiller I let your mind expand
I am like quicksand lick it from my hand

in my heart is no place for you
and in my mind is no space for you
the exit already melted away
and now there.."s nothing left to say

you need a timekiller and you don.."t understand
I am like quicksand lick it from my hand
I am your timekiller I let your mind expand
I am like quicksand lick it from my hand

Music:

If you look at a river at the same spot for your entire life you will never see the same water. Like water music needs to flow.

Movies:

Expanding my movie horizons.

Books:

the last knight of the temple, across the nightingale floor, virtues of war, soul assanisn, the oxford sequence