As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
If tomorrow is judgment day and I'm standin' on the front line and the big guy upstairs asks me what I did with my life, I will say: I spent it loving my family. Enjoying the best times of my life and discovering the true me. Nights that turned into mornings with the coffee breakers. Playing in the Uinta's with Tyler, Jordan and Miranda. Learning some of the best values of life from Whitney Richins. Long talks with the Rashelle! Laughing with my friends. Being with Haylee and learning about the importance’s of this life. Listening to music. Drives to unknown destinations. Singing in the car. Being a boy. Clubin’ with Kayleigh. Wendy’s number 6 late nights with Kyle. Enjoying what I have. takin' and makin' pictures. Long talks with Haylee Baylee about life and what the future may hold. Mountain Dew runs with Uncle Jeff. Tubing with Samie and Dusty. Being with Kate and feeling alive. Learned that it’s okay to cry. Starbucks runs with Jason and Haylee! My road trips. Acting a fool and makin people laugh and smile. Random acts of kindness. Going out of my way for someone and showing them I cared. Making people look. Being a kid at times and growing up. Watching my favorite cartoons. Appreciating all my great friends. Learning from the mistakes of life. Rolled down the hill side in Sugarhouse Park with Jason, Sarah and Brezy. Living in the country. Tubing behind vehicles with my best friends. Being a dork. Laughing so hard I cry. Giving up some of my time to help someone out. Saved a couple lives. Loud music at karaoke night with Kate and Josephine. Sushi and Sake bombs with Val and Adam. Blockbuster nights. Binging on food. Spending nights that turned into mornings with friends that became family. Falling asleep with the someone I love…
I'd like to meet:
I'm no flamer, and being gay does not define who I am, it just means that I like boys instead of girls :) Someone I can be totally comfortable with to enjoy: the talks, but also the silence. the sun, but also the rain. to read my thoughts, but wonder what I'm thinking. someone to laugh with, to be a kid with, and to grow up with. a best friend that's truthful, faithful, and smart. someone I can do homework with. someone to ask me how my day was. someone who will kiss me in the rain, kiss me in the snow, and kiss me in the sunshine. to enjoy all kinds of music with. to drive to my favorite spots, or to somewhere without a destination. someone to chill with my friends and I. someone to complete my blockbuster nights, and to fall asleep with. someone to bring out the best in me. someone who loves me for everything I am and accepts me for everything I'm not. someone who can look my mom in the eye and give her a real hug. anyone who has the ability to laugh in the worst possible situations. someone who takes pride in making other people smile through random acts of kindness or stupidity... I'm very much a people person, but sometimes initialy shy... I'll know I'm in love when I can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than my dreams. Feel free to message me if and when you feel the need... Codes. xx
Music:
Imogen Heap
Carrie Underwood
Dashboard Confessional
All American Rejects
Death Cab for Cutie
Something Corporate
Coheed and Cambria
The Postal Service
Kelly Clarkson
The Format
Anberlin
Keane
Mae
Fall Out Boy,
Linkin Park,
Nickelback,
Plain White T's,
Timbaland,
Nelly Furtado,
Justin Timberlake,
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,
P!nk,
Rihanna,
Fergie,
Boys Like Girls,
Lifehouse,
Sean Kingston,
Elliot Yamin,
Quietdrive,
Avril Lavigne,
Mat Kearney,
Daughtry,
Taylor Swift,
My Chemical Romance,
matchbox twenty,
Gym Class Heroes,
Carrie Underwood,
Finger Eleven,
The Last Goodnight,
Good Charlotte,
Three Days Grace,
Jupiter Rising, and more!
Movies:
My two most favorite movies are The Boondock Saints and The Departed! Some other favorites include In The Land of Women, Mean Girls, Connie and Carla, TransAmerica, Mr and Mrs Smith, First Wives Club, SLC Punk, Tristan and Isolde, Anchorman, Romy and Michele's High School Reunion, Corpse Bride (really anything tim burton), Saints and Soldiers, Blade Trinity, Broken Arrow, Radio, We Were Soldiers, Jaws I & II, The Bourne Identity, Office Space, Super Troopers, Requiem for a Dream, The Perfect Storm, Grumpier Old Men, Pay It Forward, Out Cold, Van Wilder, Swordfish, Stand By Me (all time favorite), Up In Smoke, The Butteryfly Effect, Van Wilder. If you're ever in a shitty mood watch Grumpy Old Men, holy shit thats all i gotta say!! Cheech & Chong OF COURSE!! I'm open on movies also, anything from comedy, drama, documentary, to even a chick flick. I'm very open minded.
Television:
THE OC is my all time favorite but lately since its over, I've been falling in love with The Hills! I love The L Word!! Family Guy, All In The Family, Sex and The City, House, King of The Hill, 'Til Death, Paramedics, and The Simpsons
Books:
My most favorite book would have to be Of Mice And Men or anything John Steinbeck at that. There was also this one book in High School I had to read called Night by Elise Weisel, he's an amazing author also. I'll always remember it for some reason, it was interesting .. I love all of Anne Rice's books also
Heroes:
My father was a true hero to me, rest in peace daddy...My life influence/hero award goes to my Uncle Jeff. He basically raised me threw my teen years (kudos). He taught me so much, from how to change a blown out tire, to the cooking to the many adventurous expeditions we went on and really how to deal with the every day shit that gets thrown into our faces. Without Jeff in my life, I wonder if I'd even be here. There are so many many more things of how he impacted my life, but truely he is my hero in life.My lil sis Jacoby has been a major part of my life. I may not show it alot, but I think about you and look up to you all the time sis. You've been there for me more than you know. I'm proud of you and all of your choices youre a great person! I love ya
