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Paolina

Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising everytime we fall

About Me

Layout made byWhat can I say about myself? First of all I can say that i'm a person of contradictions. No one knows the real me, it's kinda hard to discribe myself cause I can be a million different things... Was born in Russia and live in Israel since the age of 6. I really love this country, don't even know why. I detest my past, what I was & how i acted, I lost SO MUCH things because of my fucked up life but the only thing I can blame is my destiny *yes i belive in it*, but i'm not regreting anything, what didn't killed me only made me way stronger & better than before. I hate being asked about the past cause no one will never understand even a half & I will never even try to explain anything... Sometimes I'm a rude bitch that will enjoy kick everyones ass *especially when i get angry* and sometimes I'm a nice and kind person. I can get along with almost every kind of person, as long as he doesn't have a problem with me, but in a new place i act quietly and don't talk too much. I can be friendly, but I'm a naturaly cold hearted apathetic person, I'n not emotional at all and if I do, these emotions tend to depression and sometimes I even find myself misanthropic... My appearance maybe prominent but I never try to impress anyone. Detest attention whores that will do anything to attract looks on them. Don't like liers, can't tolerate people who invent things that never happend, I will hate u anyway if I'll find out *and I will* so why... I belive in being real and honest. Sometimes I love to argue but I do respect others opinion and choices. I think...sorry, sure, that most of the humans just can't be trusted, sometimes i hate people cause they r really getting on my nerves with the bullshit they talk, for example I hate when people talk shit about me without even speaking one word to me, I never judge a person from "stories" i heared about him until I'll meet him personally and get to know him better cause peolle talk a lot of crap and I dpn't tent to belive everything I hear so quickly... There's some more shit I want to add. When I give compliments to people I mean it. I don't need nothing from no one and don't want anyone to like me because of how "nice" I am...I just say what I think and don't really have a problen to say my opinion even if it's not positive. I don't like attention, don't want it, don't need it and don't really respect people who trying to get it anyhow.Well...more things i hate? ^^ *Sluts, cheap & brainless ones, those who u can get into bed with a split second... *Russian bimbos. *Cheap metal sluts. *Over weight bitches wearing minimalistic clothes. *Jelaous females, i think it's the main thing Ihate...& I thank whoever the fuck it is I'm not a jealous person. *Females which obsessed with their looks, especially those who weight 50 kg and complaining about how "fat" they are, worship all these ugly anorectic models and starve themselves to death. And no, I'm saying that because I'm not skinny. I don't wanna be...belive me. *Females trying to look like anyone else by copying their styles. *I guess females in general...I find myself hate the way they act more and more frequently. *Hypocrites, who talk shit behind people back and then acting like they're friends... *16 year old "goths" who cut themselves. Please grow up & do it as fast as u can, also all these emo kids and rest of the redicilous temporary fashions. *Goth men...nothing personal i just...don't really like it ^^ *Blond blue eyed Brad Pitt looking men. Yuck. *Grown up immature idiots who act & think like stupid kids. *People who get too emotional. Get over it. *People who staring at me. I hate it. *People who see me for the first time & think they can get something from me when they offer me drinks or asking my phone number...no u won't, & I hate that shit. *ARABS. Say no more. *People who listen to some kind of music just for the stupid image and the attention they will get. *People without any self confidence who easily controled by others and don't really have an opinion of their own...kinda sad. *People who ask questions I really don't wanna answer. *Stalkers ^^. *Being broke. *Television. Don't remember when i turned it on for the last time. *Hot weather, sweat, summer clothing. *The sun!!! I'm always getting burned by it, & it destroys my tattoos. *Couples which making out near me, no matter who it is, I wanna shoot them...it's annoying.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

My Interests

Music! Black/Death/Funeral Doom Metal, Dark/Atmospheric/Depressive Music, Live Shows, Clubs, Parties, Bars, Alcohol, Whiskey, Food, Going Out, Criminology, Serial Killers, Weapon, Biology, Pathology, Life After Death, Psychiatry, Mental Disorders, Mystics, Photography, Fetish Models, Clothing *Gothic/Fetish*, Jewellery, Make Up, Stupidly High Heels, Nature, Wild Nature, Forests, Night Time, The Beach At Night, Full Moon, Travels, Ancient Architecture, Castles, Abandoned Locations, Flights, Winter *Rain/Snow/Fog/Thunder Storms/Wind/Cold/Frost*, Freedom, Wisdom, Languages, Weird Experiences, Unexplained Phenomenons, Bizzare Stories, Animals, Tattoos, Piercing, Art *Dark/Gothic/Morbid/Horror/Fantasy/Surrealistic*, Shopping, Tennis, Books, Internet, Some History *World Wars/The Holocaust/Hitler/Stalin/Lenin etc.*

I'd like to meet:

I love people with their own unique/interesting/weird style. Open minded people. People interested in tattoos,u r always welcome :) People interested in the same music I do. Interesting people, who will talk to me and have something to say, not just add me for nothing or to fill their list. Arabs/muslim people,please don't...I have enough of u where I live *which is Yafo for fucks sake* To the rest on the idiots,don't send me messages such as "fuck Israel" or something like that,I think it's pretty obvious I'll totally ignore it and consider u as a total asshole... Don't try to get MSN without even talking to me. ***I've just deleted about 200 friends fron the list and I'll keep on doing that. Don't add me just to collect people to your list,I used to add almost everyone,but I'm sick of it. In case u r not interested in talking to me...it's simple -don't fuckin add me,sooner or later u'll be deleted anyway. BTW - bands requests are disabled now,I'm not interested in all of these shitty unknown & forgotten by god bands to post their shit here.

Music:

Some bands i listen to: 1349, Abazagorath, Aborted, Ad Hominem, Ahab, Ajattara, Akercocke, Alghazanth, Amon Amarth, Anaal Nathrakh, Andras, Antaeus, Arch Enemy, Arkhon Infaustus, Armagedda, Asgaroth, Ashen Light, Autopsy, Azaghal, Beherit, Behexen, Bishop Of Hexen, Black Dawn, Black Heaven, Black Witchery, Cannibal Corpse, Calvarium, Carcass, Carpathian Forest, Circle Of Dead Children, Cirith Gorgor, Clan Of Xymox, Craft, Dark Funeral, Deathspell Omega, Degrade, Deicide, Dolorian, Emperor, Enthroning Silence, Eroticide, Evoken, Exhumed, Forgotten Tomb, Haemorrhage, Hecate Enthroned, Inborn Suffering, Glorior Belli, Gorgoroth, Gothica, Impaled Nazarene, Judas Iscariot, Keep Of Kalessin, Krohm, Krux, Kult Ov Azazel, Lacuna Coil, Leviathan (US), Leviathan (SWE), Limbonic Art, Lividity, Mactatus, Mayhem, Menhir, Mortician, Mournful Congregation, Mutiilation, Myrkskog, Mystic Circle, Necrophagist, Nokturnal Mortum, Nortt, Prostitute Disfigurement, Ragnarok, Satanic Warmaster, Sargeist, Shining, Setherial, Shape Of Despair, Six Feet Under, Swallow The Sun, The Funeral Orchestra, Throne Of Ahaz, Torture Wheel, Tsjuder, Type O Negative, Twilight, Vesania, Vital Remains, Voice Of Hate, Whore, Winterhorde, Wormphlegm, Wraith Of The Ropes, Xasthur, Zarathustra, Zyklon...Think u r getting my point... I'm very open minded about music and can enjoy almost any kind of it...but my main interest is metal.

Television:

Don't remember the last time i wathced it. seriously. I love AXN channel & Fear Factor is brilliant, best show ever.

Books:

Love reading...almost every book that can interest me.