One year |
Today is one year. I don't even know what to say anymore... my stomach is in knots and I can't think straight. Posted by Lauren Rae on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:00:00 PST |
happy birthday |
happy birthday mom. you would have been 53 today.
i was plagued by horrible dreams last night and woke up crying because of it. the first time i have cried in awhile. i'm stil... Posted by Lauren Rae on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 03:46:00 PST |
Nothing Kills Sanity Slowly within Immortality |
Deception and Lies not known to be known. Think all is well but there is nothing. Life as it seems, kills. No where to hide. Just breathe in empty air and exhale a whole world ... Posted by Lauren Rae on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 06:13:00 PST |
isn't it? |
What's in a dream?
A person from the past... suddenly remembered. The image and the memory comes pouring forward harder and faster than any waterfall found on this world.
Out of no-where you com... Posted by Lauren Rae on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 11:42:00 PST |
6 Months |
Its been 6 months since my mother passed away... and I forgot.
I've been wearing a mask to hide my emotions. It's been suffocating me, blinding me, consuming me... I became the mask.
I'm angry w... Posted by Lauren Rae on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 05:08:00 PST |
Stuck |
After long consideration, I've decided that I will stay at my current place of employment. I do not want to throw away everything that I've worked so hard for because a few people don't "like me... Posted by Lauren Rae on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 03:57:00 PST |
Rights |
P.S. It is my right as a citizen of this country to post blogs during my personal time, this is my private life. This is where I can express my OPINIONS and vent any issues as needed.... Posted by Lauren Rae on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 07:11:00 PST |
Ridiculous |
Apparently two supervisors from my office went into my boss's office last week while I was out sick and told him to fire me. Why? Because another associate had come across my profile on My... Posted by Lauren Rae on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 04:32:00 PST |
Remembering Momma |
Throughout the days I have found myself pushing back the memories of my mom. I've been trying to hold back the tears, and push out the hurt... I don't know how to handle this situation.&nb... Posted by Lauren Rae on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 10:00:00 PST |
Louisianna! |
Tomorrow morning I will embark upon an adventure to Louisianna for Hurricane Relief and will not return to PA until Tuesday of next week! Posted by Lauren Rae on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 01:58:00 PST |