Myspace Layouts - Myspace Editor
Dark clouds are hangin' all around I try to pick myself back up but I keep fallin' down Some times I can't even get out of my bed Thinking about the night before and stupid shit that I said It's at the point that I'm focused on hibernation Less interactions with people less complications Alcohol and altercations Tylenols and conversations i'll be fallin' off the face of the earth if I don't change What's the fuckin' point in upping my worth if it's all pain and Ben's going insane while basically in my prime Can I rediscover my mind are we wasting each others time I don't cry I don't look up at the sky and ask why But sometimes I feel like I'm patiently waiting to die Go thru the motion s try to put the pen to paper with love But I'm still holding back afraid of what I'm capable of...I've been with girls that had suicidal silhouettes Me I choose a nice slow death from smoking cigarettes