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Pam

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About Me



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As the corner of her mouth turned up in a slight reluctant curl, she batted her eyes to conceal her naked soul and her cheeks filled with color. I respectfully backed away and gave her room to recover...

I'll take what I want and throw the rest away until it kills me...

Its all slightly inspired.

Baby steps.

Slow and steady wins the race.

Is being ridiculous a purpose?

Speak Up...your judgment falls on deaf ears.

Beauty is not the enemy, its just an illusion.

My Interests

Underground Theatre (let's make some), Independent Film (let's see some), Music (The Traditional Escapes), Photography, Good Theatre, Werewolves, The French Aesthetic, Nonverbal Communication, Tabbed Browsing, American Mcgee's Alice, Shakin' It, Hugs, Blurbing, The smell of a struck match and the candle it lights, Strawberry Laffy Taffy (the lil 10 cent ones), The wisdom brought to us by the makers of Splenda like "It is sweet to be important but it is important to be sweet", Singing obscenely loud in the car (I probably need tinted windows), Roasting Smores...mmmmm, Looking at stars-far from the city limits, My Days Off, Surprises but not The Pop-In, The word "snug," Letter Openers, Pineapple Dole Whip from Disney, Target Blows my Mind, Quality over Quantity, Fantasy, Subtle Brilliance, Le Passion, Innocence, Beauty...

I'd like to meet:

Flip-Top Heads... .. "

Music:

Ryan Adams Jolie Holland Indigo Girls Damien Rice Ray LaMontagne; Mia Doi Todd; Gimmee Some Nina Simone! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUcXI2BIUOQ); Edith Piaf; Aimee Mann; David Gray; Sarah McLachlan; Pete Yorn; Frou Frou; Imogen Heap; She Wants Revenge; Goldfrapp; Cheesy 80's Ballads; Frank Sinatra; Julie Delpy; Susie Suh; Rob Zombie; Grant-Lee Phillips; Classic Rock; Mad Marge and the Stonecutters; I like me some Good Psychobilly; Swingerhead; The Bangkok Five; The Strays; Gregory and the Hawk; Johnathan Appleseed; Jenny Owen Youngs; Ben Prestage...and anything else that gets the blood and neurotransmitters going;)

Movies:

Angel-A Splendor in the Grass, Baby Doll, And All Elia Kazan Classics, Factory Girl, Lives of Others, Gone with the Wind, The Dreamers, The Good Thief, Paris, Je T'Aime, Secretary, Fur, Love Me If You Dare, Cinema Paradiso, Ballad of Jack and Rose, LOTR Trilogy, The Devil's Rejects, SFW, The Science of Sleep, Once, Wonder Boys, Woody Allen Flicks, Anything with Christian Bale or Stephen Dorff, Pan's Labyrinth, Magnolia, Girl with a Pearl Earring, Gilda, The Bad Seed, Swimming Pool, Rear Window, Dangerous Liasons, Cruel Intentions, Four Weddings and a Funeral, or anything with Colin Firth or Hugh Grant (Love those 2 Pretentious Brits), A Very Long Engagement and of course gotta mention Amelie, Before Sunrise/Sunset, I Capture the Castle, The Last Picture Show, The Professional, Lost in Translation, Sin City, Natural Born Killers, Requiem for a Dream, Tim Burton Films, Less than Zero, Rules of Attraction, Great Expectations, 12 Monkeys, Girl Interrupted, Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Finding Forrester (I forgot how much I liked this movie, especially the scene with the socks), Thank you Catherine Breillat for the female perspective in film granted "ugly", Horror Classics for I am a sucker for Blood and Gore:), Nightmare on Elm Street, May, Session 9, The Hole, The Dead Girl Hmmm, you want feel good? As Good as it Gets, All Dogs Go to Heaven:)

Television:

I was obsessed with the first season (Jay), but haven't watched much tv in a while...

Books:

Salinger, Brett Easton Ellis, Anne Rice, Asylum, Great Expectations, Shakespeare's Sonnets, Jane Eyre, Equus, the plays of Tennessee Williams, The Complete Works of Corkus Pinorkus...James Baldwin's exploration of the human capacity to love and the different ways his characters deal with the complications that result. And still enjoying my pretty new bookmark;)

My Blog

So I was thinking...

I can't feel my toes growing numb in the snow.  I'm standing frozen in the park looking for something but I can't see clearly.  My vision is blurred and I'm shifting my sight left and right ...
Posted by Pam on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 05:22:00 PST

Ode to Carnivalia

Candy apple crisp. Sugar-sweet gooey acid kiss. Feeds. A silent death. Victim pressed against a fence. A wiry slash, a phantom glide. Cuts deep, hidden deep inside. Beside the burn beneath the pride. ...
Posted by Pam on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:13:00 PST

Dang Varmints

From the corner of my sight I see your indigo flame, surface cool and inviting, but it stings all the same. Drank you down and the burn devoured me whole. You sent someone to answer when I knock...
Posted by Pam on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:33:00 PST

Twiddling my thumbs, just another bum...

By happenstance a smile fools an eager heart. Glimmering glance, captured right from the start. Forlorn upward stare under a furrowed brow. Weighs me down. And I go on my way, off to trudge through m...
Posted by Pam on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 07:58:00 PST

Good Morning My Little Cumquats

Droplets of water haven't yet been vanished from his hands by the dutiful air.  Fresh and clean and waiting before they reach out for a home in my heart, vacant and wandering without a home of it...
Posted by Pam on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 07:59:00 PST

Mmm Chocolate...

Red roof, private firework show. In a place up high where nobody goes, nobody goes. And I count my blessings that you hadn't slipped and fell. Cause way down there below us lurks our daily hell. Cross...
Posted by Pam on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 04:04:00 PST

Goodnight...

Lonely night called me out, called my name within the crowd. Loud denial, distracted choice, couldn't hear your saving voice. Darkness shuts my senses out. Jaded eyes, haunted dreams, fight the day...
Posted by Pam on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 07:37:00 PST

Dinner for 5

Just wait darling, stand back and watch. The vultures gather, close in, ready to rip me apart. My flesh exposed, bleeding and sore. The stench grows strong as they go for more. Hold back little swee...
Posted by Pam on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 08:32:00 PST

Flash

The Strangers in my life that I call "Family," have become in an instant of watching my mom prepare dinner and my nephew dial his mother, my older sister, on the phone to bring his "pillow", and my fa...
Posted by Pam on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 08:26:00 PST

Just a Blurb

Warm thoughts kindle my night.   Your baby fine hair thru my fingers,   Ivory skin next to mine.   Kissed the lids of your eyes.   Mmmm, nothing softer more gentle, could ever c...
Posted by Pam on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 04:47:00 PST