...what a fool am I... |
I Left 4 life just the other day. I was surrounded by howling thoughts begging 4 even the tiniest morsel of my remaining sanity. Of course, I being born of the giving nature, assured my... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 01:20:00 PST |
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So my thoughts R mad scattered lately, so I think I should vent them out 4 a minute, because I have not written any new music in quite sumtime (3 weeks or so) So I shall spit out random half thoughts ... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:49:00 PST |
Fuck an Apology |
Fuck an apology,
When said apology was never meant!!!
Fuck an apology,
When apologetic party still refuses 2 repent!!!
Fuck an apology,
Especially one coming from the tongue of U!!!
Fuck an apology,
A... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 06:48:00 PST |
...desire... |
the bright side
of feeling no desire
is
u
no longer hurt
no longer cry
no longer scream
no longer try
u
no longer worry
no longer strain
no longer wonder
why there... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 06:56:00 PST |
...Picture of Love... |
A Picture of Love
Drinking away her memory,
A time when I thought that I could C,
A picture of love,
Stari... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 05:41:00 PST |
Life Non-Existant |
Life Non-Existant...
In2 the shadows I beckon her name...
4 she comforts me in my hour of shame...
Death come B4 me my shadowed lover...
U nuture my pain like no other...
Nestle me in ur womb..... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 01:06:00 PST |
...Feeble... |
A feeble tongue am I...
Nearly shaken, once sublime...
Give me death and I won't cry...
A dismal youth
Brought me 2 the forsaken proof,
This world is bitter, cold, and quite uncouth..... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 08:02:00 PST |
More Thoughts on... |
...Her Silhouette...
I trace a silhouette of her subtle body
and I place it in the empty...
The chair that lies in front of me...
She is not here...
Cuz she longs 4another...
She just might B ... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 03:27:00 PST |
4 U... |
4 U...
Her Beauty seeps in,
With a blink of THE eye...
I catch a glimmer of hope,
Clawing thru dark sky...
She tells me she wants 2 know,
The many times my hand has written her n... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 02:36:00 PST |
I Hope She Knows!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
U know it is all well and good when she speaks of potential happy beginings especialy when it comes to the ballad of her and I, but u know when she keeps on speaking of it, but cont... Posted by ...Advocate 4 Thought... on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 04:55:00 PST |