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Eva

About Me



As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me

You're so crazy
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me
It's like a fucking drug deal
I'm sitting here waiting
I'm calling you back
and you won't call me back
and it's fucked up
but at the same time it just made me want you even worse.

For awhile I was cleaner than now
Then I started to destroy myself
With things that I love now the things that I hate
Until it finally broke me

Fuck waiting.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Music:


Bad memories and good times.
Keep me from believing that I can still jump off.
No longer, no longer the same.
You grow accustomed to seeing the sun in a different location.
Standing still becomes a chore.
Anxious to get the pavement moving.
Happiness is not having to lie on the floor dead alone.

Heroes:



It's relentless
Invisible
Indefatigable
Indisputable
Undeniable
So how come it looks so beautiful?
How come the moon falls from the sky?

I can see you
But I can never reach you

My Blog

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i just cant understand other people. i dont understand their hopes and wishes and feelings. i acknowledge them. i know why they are what they are. but i dont understand them. i dont understand them be...
Posted by Eva [Apathetic At Best] on Mon, 21 May 2007 01:36:00 PST