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Hi.ILoveYou

at the edge of reason

About Me


I have an imaginary life I want to spend on a porch, in the woods, near a lake, off a dirt road, reading and writing and playing music with a boy who is in love ..

My Interests

chuck taylors. taylor guitars. mid-century modern furniture. haircuts. gelato. tofu. jeans. taschen books. pomegranates. shag rugs. macs. mixtapes. itunes. tall people. long legs. giraffes. brontosaurus'. fingers. eyelashes. trader joes. sparklettes water machines. stainless steel appliances. dresses. adobe. movie theaters. eating. red hair. pizza. mashed potatoes. jonah bayer. rainbows. music venues. heartbeats. love.

I'd like to meet:


My head is like some ridiculous barn packed full of stuff.. Images, scenes, snatches of words ... in my mind they're all glowing, all alive..

Music:

Bright Eyes . Blonde Redhead . Built To Spill . Cocorosie . Cat Stevens . Devendra Banhart . Death Cab . Drive-by Truckers . Elliott Smith . Fela Kuti . Gang of Four . Grandaddy . Gentle Giant . Go!Team . Gogogo Airheart . Hayden . Hellacopters . Hot Snakes . Interpol . Imarobot . James Taylor . Jeff Buckley . Jem . Jonathan Richman . Johnny Cash . Kings of convenience . Kings of Leon . The Kinks . The Knife . Led Zeppelin . Magnetic Fields. Mazzy Star . Mirah . Modern Lovers . Moving Units . Mogwai . My Bloody Valentine . the National . Neil Young . NIN . the Old 97's . Postal Service . Radiohead . Ratatat . Rilo Kiley . Ryan Adams . Sebadoh . The Submarines . Sufjan Stevens . Sunset Rubdown . Silversun Pickups . The Smiths . Tanner . Valient Thorr . Willie Nelson . The Who . Wilco . Wolf Parade . Yardbirds

Movies:

Blue Velvet, Detroit Rock City, Cinema Paradiso, Shop Girl, Eternal Sunshine, City of God, Igby Goes Down, Old School, The Big Lebowski, Amelie, Closer, Chung King Express, The Following, La Femme Nikita, Love me if you dare, Dirty Pretty Things, Lemony Snickets, Usual Suspects, Baraka, XX/XY, The Squid and the Whale, Serpico, Eat Drink Man Woman

Television:

Don't watch much of this. Listen to RECORDS!

Books:

Murakami, OSHO, Herman Hesse, Tom Robbins, Kinky Freidman, Palahniuk, JD Sallinger, Brett Easton Ellis, Nick Hornby, CS Lewis, Poe, F. Scott, Noam Chomsky, Klosterman

Heroes:

Everyone who has ever broken my heart, disappointed me, made me laugh, and made me smile. I admire your ability to show someone such great emotion.

My Blog

kind of blue

"I'm fine, Thanks.. " I said with a smile. "Just feeling kind of blue."Just between us, that's my way of comprehending the world. In a nutshell.In the world we live in, what we know and what we don't...
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:56:00 PST

time & space

I think the hour got longer or maybe the day or the month. Something made everything seem so slow but still as if I am running out of time. Day 1 becomes day 2 and as it all flashes by, I get older ye...
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:40:00 PST

i felll in love with a bad bad man..

there's things I said that weren't so nice when we stood in the wind tunnel searching for the sun... I felt bad for my loose tongue, until I woke up today... remember I said I didn't want to look and...
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 09:39:00 PST

confusing..

why does everyone have claws?and why do they hide them inside their gloves?you wear a smile.. that's got me scared..cause i know that someday your teeth will bear.it's all deceiving.. I know that now....
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 01:17:00 PST

words

Everything passes. Nobody gets anything for keeps. And that's how we've got to live.
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 04:30:00 PST

disappointed...

sometimes you think that years gives you leverage. That a friend bond that was sealed in your teens means more than a kiss goodnight. You take for granted the fact that you've never had to ask... and...
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 02:22:00 PST

11:11 am

Sunday- 11:11 amI sit here.. hearing the whir and low hum of the printers and the sleeping computers around me. I play a few tunes in the background. It's quiet, just me and the pile of work I've got...
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 11:41:00 PST

sleep

lets go to sleep for a day. In the woods, on top of a cloud. somewhere that no one knows us by name, or face and the sound is quiet and sweet.
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 11:37:00 PST

i don't like missing things..

i hope you know how much I miss you. just before I fall asleep. it always passes eventually, as eyelids close and I start to breathe. sometimes it follows me into my dreams, but mostly it's at that mo...
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 10:40:00 PST

giraffes

I don't want mediocre, I want grand and understood.
Posted by Hi.ILoveYou on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:31:00 PST