About Me
“ABOUT ME" They ask me to put myself in this little box. I don't like to put myself in a box, because I'm probably one of the most imaginative, yet conflicted people that you'll ever meet.
You'll never see that confliction. On the outside, I either always look happy, or quiet/pensive. But, I am CONFLICTED like you wouldn't believe. I seem to be both things at once and all the time! Angry/AT peace, hateful/loving happy/sad. I don't have multiple personalities though. How odd is that? People don't tend to like me too much. Life gets harder... all that jazz. I love Jesus. I'm this close *pinches fingers together* to losing everything that I hold dear...
I can do WHATEVER I want... But, what I want isn't what's always best for me.
(I can do all things, but not all things are benneficial to me)
I’ll be 24 this year and I've never been to a party. If you invite me, expect me to probably leave real soon. (Especially if everyone starts getting drunk, or y’all whip out the porn)
I like words like "convexity" "dichotomy" and "ignoramus," I hate words like "quaff" "munch" "sip" "crunch" and "guzzle"... they grate against my nerves. Don't ask why. *shrug*
I've NEVER been drunk. I don't want to be drunk. Being drunk is for people who have no lives, and nothing better to do with them. Being drunk is for making a fool of oneself.
I've never had sex. Sue me. Yes, I want to. YES I've had the opportunity to. It's one of the hardest things in the world NOT to do... But, I’d rather not separate myself from God and His grace thank you. My body is for God and for my husband. It's the only gift I have to offer. So don't ask me "WHY" or tell me to "live a little". I'm living fine. And my heart is full of so much love and respect for my boyfriend that making love for the first time will be an experience more beautiful than anything I can think of at the moment.
I'm bitter. Sue me. I'm carefree, sue me again. I don't do more than one rollercoaster in a day. I will never bungee jump or skydive. I don't need to "DO" something like that to get noticed, to impress anyone, to get looked at, for thrills, or because I want to see what it's like to come close to dying. I'm completely comfortable with who I am on the GROUND, and I'm COMPLETELY grounded.
I've had a difficult life. Pretty girls always talk about how they were never the "popular ones" ... they don't understand what it's like to be in MY shoes. Usually what THEY'RE saying is that they weren't the popular ones because SOMEWHERE there was an ULTIMATELY popular group of girls that loved EVERYONE and EVERYONE loved them in return. But, they only had a FEW friends. I had none. Or one. Depending on their mood. I was weird. That was the problem. I'm STILL weird. That’s STILL my problem. Whatever.
I don't support gay marriage. No where in history has any culture supported gay marriage. Gay marriage is not marriage. Marriage is between a man and a woman. Men and women can REPRODUCE... men and men can't. There you go, you lose. I will always love people who are gay. I will always love everyone. I will always support “people†not “gay†people.
I have a deep connection with music, it makes me feel amazing things, and it makes me cry often. I have a deep connection with WORDS, certain words bring me to tears. And I LOVE making new friends and spending time with people. I have a lot of opinions, but I don't hold your differences against you. I just like fun/talking and company.
IF anyone is curious, I'm Italian. I'm also Scottish, and Irish. I’m related to my fiancee’ (Kinky no?) I love my heritage. I just hate my genes. On that note, I hate jeans.
I have always been DEEPLY Imaginative, and I love to write. I write like mad. I do nothing BUT write. I am probably working on upwards of 20 novels. About 7 of them are super serious, the rest are kind of "waiting in the wings"
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