nina!!

Bartending is what im doing for a living.. for now at least. i've been pretty independent since as far as i can remember. i like simple! no fuckin complications!. i absolutely HATE drama. therefore i only keep those that are close to me. the rest i've dropped out of my life. so honestly im not really open to meeting new people for now, but dont get me wrong if someone comes my way and wants to "get to kno" me then i'd be glad to chat but im not gonna go out of my wayyy to make new friends and such. my perception/view of life has changed alot.. so i bitch and disagree about alot of things. but i do love to conversate..i talk alot.. you can always learn a thing or two from others experience. if your not on the same page as me and cant even keep up in a conversation dont even bother talkin to me i dont wanna even waste my time. im pretty blunt so dont take offense to it.school isnt for me..im more of the going out and trying-it-myself and learning from exp. type. the only studying that i do is learning japanese to become trilingual. one day i will be living in japan haha. i try not to regret my past cause it made the person i am today. my weakness is.. the ones i truely and care for. only their opinion matters to me.i have alot of respect for myself and im satisfied with who i am. so dont try to judge me cuz most peoples words are meaningless to me.its not how you start your life its how you end it. im tired of living my life trying to please other people and caring about others might think or say. im living life for me!. im definitly not selfish and i appriciate everything i have right now.. cuz i kno what it feels like to have less.i have a short temper but im usually sweet. the thing that annoys/irritates me most is having to repeat myself. dont tell me to do something cause most likely i'll do it more. i have a huge passion for art and music..my favoraite colors are as shown pink,black,teal,white,and dark grey. but i usually wear mostly black.i hardly ever dress up.. i like to be comfy wherever i go. my favoraite stores are Hollister and Abercrombie & Fitch. i dont take hours to get glamoured up and shit. i barely wear any make-up. On my spare time i jus love to fuck around with photoshop and try to get better with that. if i were living in va still i'd prolly go rock climbing/hopping at great falls everyyy chance that i get. it was the bestt experience i've had outdoors in a long time...i have a huge interest in psychology.. it was once my dream to be a psychiatrist. but like i said skool isnt for me. but who knows? couple years further down i could change my mind and go back to college. for right now.. im jus living my life one day at a time working and saving. i wanna see more than jus this i wanna see the world! the different cultures, landscapes, people, language... you get my point. i kno life has more than what it seems to offer...