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Hay whats up well as a lot of you know i'm 19 from fresno i live with my mom and step dad right now i do nothing but sit at home and suf the web but i might be geting this job i really want it pays good money and is perfect for me cause it is working with kids and that is what i truly love doing i can't wait to get it and start what else do i have to say i don't know if i could have got though this past year with out my best friend kacie she has really been there for me no matter what i have done wrong or right u know how some of us have that voice telling us right from wrong maby i don't have it or i choose not to listen to it but she is that voice for me i truly couldn't ask for a better friend it's funny cause we are both 19 we have the same birth day but i look up to her and i don't think she knows that but i do cause she has been in the same place i am right now and she came out of it ok so she gives me faith some times i think she gets tired of me but in the end i know we will be friends for a long time no matter what directions we go in life that is one person i can alwase count on and there are not alot of people like that in my life and thats why i try so hard to keep in touch with her i don't know i guess you would have to really know us for this to make since but she know what i mean she never gives up on me even when i do she's the on who picks me back up when i fall and if u know me u know i fall a lot so i guess thats all for now

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how do i not be jealous?

ok ? for every one out there how do you go about not being jealous i need to know cause if i countion like this it will reack my relation ship with the man i love and want to be with for the rest of m...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 10:01:00 PST

i'm finally happy

hay whats up guys aas a lot of you know i have been deprested and felt like i was geting kicked when i was down well on the 4 i finally got up and have a felling i'm going to stay up this time for goo...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 04:32:00 PST

how do you let go of the one who wont let go of you

How do u let go of the one guy who wont let go of u I need to know I am totally in love with this guy but he told me he doesn't have time for me like I want and I was ok with that but than he told me...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:25:00 PST

I FINALY GIVE UP

i 'm finaly giving up after alwase telling myself i would never let any one or any thing defet me it final happened i give up i'm done i try my hardest to pretend i don't care or  i'm ok well i'm...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 07:36:00 PST

FIRST GAME OF THE SESSON

SO HAY WHATS UP GUYS TONIGHT WAS THE FIRST HOCKEY GAME OF THE SESSON IT WAS FERSNO VS LOS VAGES IN THE FIRST PERIOD VAGES SCORED TWO GOALS AND FRESNO DID NOTHING THEN IN THE SECOND PERIOD FRESNO ...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 11:38:00 PST

IN NEED OF ADVICE

so hay what's up do any of u guys ever get the felling that you always get kicked when you're down well I'm kinda felling that way right no I mean my life was going ok for about a week then it got bad...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:24:00 PST

JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO PLZ SOME ONE JUST TELL ME

Hay what's up guys I need some advice so there is this guy who I used to date and this guy is not very nice actually not at all.  I'v seen him every once in a while around town but I saw him thi...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:36:00 PST

LIFE IS FUNNY

So hay what's up I find life to be funny right now for the past three or four months I have wanted to be with some one so much I would do any thing and I didn't care what it cost I was lying to my b...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 05:35:00 PST

OK DAY

So today was a good day it was the first time I have been really happy in a long time it was the first day where I haven't felt like I was just hear I actually felt some  what alive I'm ...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 10:55:00 PST

BAD NEWS

hay what guys so today i want to cry not only dose my life suck right now but one of my really good guy friends left town cause he found out this girl he used to date was prgenet so he went to bw wi...
Posted by Finding my own way thought life on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 08:04:00 PST