..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm not that great to be humble... I'm not that naive to crumble... I'm just no one to every one... Nothing special... nothing anything... I do have my anger... I do have my temper...Not that tall, cuddly like teady bear but kinda wild... Not so pretty but kinda cute wif honey coated smile... May judge yourself... Cant tell u much what i actually have... Fuchsia is my fav color... Makes me feel like im a men-killer... I dress as i like, depends on my mood... Have so much egoes but never been rude...Have you ever felt this? Think nothing else but perish... The interference in mind keeps bothering me... Would I give my own answer to my own inquiry?Life is like a never-ending dream to me... The faster I run to it the quicker it will leave me... I am no one else but me... I merely symbolize a malice through the looking glass................. ..........MY BIRTHDAY ANALYSIS - June 17thYou are highly ambitious, and blessed with excellent business and financial instincts. Your approach to business is original, creative, and daring. You are highly independent. You have very sound judgment. You are an excellent manager and organizer will the ability to see the larger picture. Your challenge is to avoid becoming obsessed with your own judgment and power to the point that you refuse to delegate authority or responsibility to others. You can easily slip into the role of dictator -- benevolent or otherwise -- feeling that you and only you has sufficiently sound judgment to guide the ship. You are self-confident and have high expectations of yourself. You tend to be dramatic, especially with money. You have a need for status and may show off the fruits of your labor with an impressive car or house. Whether it is business or socially oriented, you have a big dream. Your ambitions spread out far and wide and you will not rest until you have placed your mark on the world. You love your home and family and like to be complemented. Avoid becoming domineering or possessive of your enterprise. Share the fruits of your labors with others, which will multiply your pleasure manifold. HAH!! THAT"s MY BIRTHDAY ANALYSIS...heheh.....

My Interests

I love the way you you grin... i love the way you kiss... I love the way you scream... I love the way you look at me and smile... I love the way you walk... I love the way you talk... I love the way you seduce me and I wanna fly... High...high...high...You're my only interest baby....

I'd like to meet:

A creature who could steal my heart Who could barely prickling droplets of blood out Who could put a straw to the artery of my throat And suck out my delicate juice like strawberry float A creature with a grating voice who would rip me up with battling intent Wont give me mercy till the enderrr....Lestat?! Is it possible?

Music:

Movies:

| my own movie... *wink wink* |

Television:

| i dont really watch tv --- its trueeee!!! believe me! |

Heroes:

GALLANT WARRIOR OF FIRE Thru the colours of my wild imagination affair... Thru the scent of love hanging in the air... In the chilly hours and minutes of uncertainty... I wanna be in the warm hold of your loving sanity... When the sun down pales the sky... I wanna hide behind your smile... Standing in your heart where I exactly wanna be... Staying there till the ever end of eternity...Life can never be exactly like we want it to be... I can be satisfied,knowing you love me... Thatâ€™s the only thing I need to know ... And satisfy enough to see our romance glow... Every night without you is more than I can bear... It's a torture when your shine of love isnâ€™t there... Thinking of how magnificent are you... How you'd frame the sparks of love into my view... I can see you in the shadow... I can hear u when the wind blow ...Listen to the volume of your expression... I can find the glorious love melody is written... Enjoy the melody of your temptation... I can imagine a great virtue is craved with passion... Examine every line of your lust that is growing... I realize the shadow of love is rosing ... And I wish itâ€™s rosing deeply just for me... Rosing deeper and deeper illustriously...I never knew love until I crossed the line of grace... I never felt alive until you show me the feeling of craze... I never appreciated my desire until u burn me with your fire... I never had a spirit to win until u ask me to aim higher... I never knew you hold the power of my mind... until you show me our infinite never-ending love line...If I could stop the clock, every minute will last forever... And there will be nothing for me to bother ... I should not hide behind the way I feel... So here I am showing you the love for real ...For itâ€™s true, youâ€™re my destiny... Youâ€™re my dream comes reality... Please tell me that you'll be my HERO... Plant the love seed and watch how it will grow...Just promise me darling, your love in return... Let this fire in my soul forever burn... And swear to me despite the terror... Youâ€™ll be my never-ending GALLANT WARRIOR... Who fight for the virtue of our true love... Let this sacred war of our trust never break off...

My Blog

A sincere poetry from miosky to petra....

Once again i'm awake... THe brightness of Wellington afternoon sunshine woke me up... I need to mend this broken part of me that keeps on breaking.... ...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 08:00:00 PST

Extreme Hatred -- It's a Beautiful Morning...

when Nad told me that he was heartbroken...i couldn't put myself into his shoes... i just couldn't understand how he felt... it's not like I'm different or powerful or whatsoever....I'm just like ...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Walking Through The Wind

I've never expected that the night would be the last night for us.... And I've always wished our night could never last... But I have made wrong predictions... Love and affection.. come and go ...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

12Days After New Year

I'm just tired... Tired of feeling what I'm not supposed to feel... It's over...then it's over... I just can't bear the pain anymore.... the consequences of being afar... the consequences of being h...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sebelum Terlewat...

Telah ku cuba untuk lari dari terus jatuh cinta lagi... Namun seringkalinya aku tewas memerangi... Terusan kugentar untuk aku terluka kecewa lagi... Usahlah kau cuba menyakiti... Bicara tentang ...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bawalah Daku Pergi

Rindu.. Rindu daku saat iniIngin jumpa bertegur sapaTiada.. Tiada rasa lebih indahBila engkau tersenyum manjaBawalah daku pergiDari gelisah iniBawalah daku pergiDari sepi hati iniBawalah daku pergiSet...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My bad baby!

Baby's bad char: IGNORANCE!!! INCONSIDERATE!!! HEARTLESS!!! --->those above suit u well....huh... My bad char: EGO.. KERAS KEPALA.... --->ala baby... i ada 2 jek...u ada 3....
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Jer shouted,. "Trust me!!!!"

Baby...There's nothing fishy as u claimed....And there's no one to be blamed...Once I've ® to be your lover....He's not the king of my heart any longer...He is just a stranger from my past...Please ba...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

If You Let Me Go

You stole my heart away.... You tricked me to fall in love with you... And made me promise you one thing.... That i will never ever let you go.... I'll be you tears and your laughter.... I'll b...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Pergi Lagi....

Kelamnya di malam ini... Hanya kabus menyelubungi... Sepinya kamar hati ini... Bila tiada cinta bersemi.... Alunan rindu kuulangi... Arca hatiku berderai kini.... Mengapa kau pergi lagi.... T...
Posted by ..:: twiSted illuSion ::.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST