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About Me

Who am I? I am a real crazy mix of things. But no doubts...fun. I am a sensitive, sharp-tongued, friendly, loyal person who loves being funny, intelligent, goofy, loving, sensual, and nerdy. I am here representing the Bay, with my close friends who are real decent and cool folks. With my very good sense of character, I scout the world around me for decent hearts, polite souls, and friendly faces.

I enjoy hanging out with friends, eating and playing video games. I also enjoy an occaisional drink or two. Hugs and kisses are welcome, and hell maybe even a slap.
For the longest time I felt alone. I felt like I have no one to talk to. But I turned my attention from my own self pitty to those who are worthy. And it has made a world of difference. Sure I have my own theories and philosophies on life and all of that which is within...but I'm not perfect. Let's talk about it, and we can both learn from each other, for we all have something to learn from each other.

Pops and Moms:

My father is a long lost memory. I have only the impression his life has on mine. It has made me more sensitive, stronger, and appreciative. Pops, I miss you.

My mother, is dying, and at times want to die. It sucks to hear her say that. She is the most intelligent manic depressive I could hope to know, and has taught me a lot about surviving in this world...

Duku

My Interests

The Hippo Is BACK!.... ..
I like art. I like to talk. I like listening. I like horror movies. I like to dream. I like making people laugh. I like God. I like pizza. I like nice girls. I like books.

I'd like to meet:

I don't like games. Video games are cool, drama isn't. I don't like anyone who thinks clues mean something. I'm a real person and I like upfront people who have respect for others. You don't like what I say, SAY IT, no problem I'm sorry. We all make mistakes, but if you do, than apologize...if you didn't know you made a mistake, then wait, it will come...and dump those who use you, who drag you along, you can feel when friends are true, when they call you and you call them, when they want you to come over, and never are embarrassed by you, when they respect you and care for your being. I don't like people who judge, because thats why no one wants to say whats in their minds. If you don't do this, and have a sense of humor...shit I am down to talk to you!

I'd like to meet anyone who wants someone to talk to...

Music:

All Kinds, eclectic... Dave Matthews Band, Pearl Jam, Cee-lo, Japanese songs, whatever.

Movies:

Exorcist, The Ring, Ringu, Ju-On, The Grudge, Audishon, The Eye, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (original), Signs, The Thing, Batman, Suicide Club, The Incredibles, Instinct, The Italian Job, Ocean's 11, 13th Warrior, Conspiracy Theory, Children of Men, Night Watch, and mostly horror...

Television:

Usually the Adult Swim stuff... Family Guy, Futurama, Full Metal Alchemist, Inuyasha, and usually the stuff on Discovery Channel. Found a love for Nip/Tuck, Firefly, and Lost.

Books:

The Exorcist, The Myst Series, Angels & Demons, Silence of the Lambs, Count of Monte Cristo, Night Watch, Word Play.

Heroes:

Robin Williams, Leonardo Di Vinci (even though he molested little boys), Albert Einstein, Martin Luther King, and My Parents: Librado Perez (R.I.P 1995) and Elsie Perez

My Blog

The forgotten brother.

Windy lines of brim and blueIcy hues are prime and trueThat which resides in the heart and mindMake a soul fall far behindBleed the heart, forth writ passedScribed down now so it will ever lastBut his...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 02:03:00 PST

Don't read this.

My blog is here. If you can figure out how to read this, you're awesome... My post begins:Fuck why can't I just be happy and stuff... I hate being lonely... I really do! Why the fuck does the whol...
Posted by Brian on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:47:00 PST

pWn'd

I've wondered many things in my life. I think to myself and I try to better myself. So many people in life are just being selfish, not caring to listen, not trying try to understand. It's all of ou...
Posted by Brian on Thu, 03 May 2007 12:37:00 PST

What ist is.

I don't feel so great today, enough, though a lot, but I can hold it in; it's just that i'm in the dark with her, and she leaves me in that darkness. I can only guess she's like that because she know...
Posted by Brian on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:06:00 PST

Well u know...

You know what sucks? Knowing someone will never love you as much as you do them... It sucks...its such a vulgar display of difference that leaves a person feel a yearning that is horribly unbearable...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 02:40:00 PST

Yo Erica

My friend Ren dared me to grow out my hair for a year...for 100 bucks. I figure the 100 bucks isn't bad, for all i gotta do is grow out.So December 17, 2007, I expect a 100 bucks ren!HA!...
Posted by Brian on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 12:49:00 PST

The love of my life.

Ok, now check this out, this is crazy to think about this, but its true!Somewhere, out there... is a girl, a girl probably close to my age or younger, who is living life right now, perhaps to the full...
Posted by Brian on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:02:00 PST

What I've felt

In my life, my short short life...I have felt true love for another, I have felt a false love ( a love for love )...I have felt the pain of having someone I love die, and the pain of watching him die ...
Posted by Brian on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:01:00 PST

Confirmed: Slimsas 4 attained!!! I repeat Slimsas 4 attained!!!

As I lie in bed, with bottles of ginger ale, sprite, water, nyquil, pepto bismol, and a box of baking soda at my side, I can tell you I went through hell. I'm still hurting, still diarrhetic, but I c...
Posted by Brian on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 02:13:00 PST

Balgame La Vinjen

You wouldn't know what the title means...if you do...shit ill be impressed. Seen Nick today...fucking good feeling.... part of the old crew. I am not trying to get some and go out and try to be pim...
Posted by Brian on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 02:27:00 PST