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Nik

Art and Music are medicine for the soul. Follow the doctor's orders and take them daily. You'll feel

About Me


You Are 56% Evil
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You?
Ignore everything above this line (lol)
Your Taste in Music:
90's Alternative: Highest Influence
Alternative Rock: Highest Influence
Classic Rock: Highest Influence
Dance: Highest Influence
Heavy Metal: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music?
A note to people who view and ask for a request to add:
Add me if you want, and if you're only adding me for a personal gain in the sense that more friends make you popular, then fuck off.
Don't spam up my profile. If you leave me comments that I deem suspicious, I will possibly [yes] delete your comments, and if it continues, I will delete you as well. Sorry, but I hate spam and junk.
If you add me and then don't talk to me, why are you here in the first place? Well, ok, maybe I'll be loose on that one. If you add me, please try and talk to me. Bands, artists, random people that view my page and request. Also, if you are adding me and then you have all these "CHECK MY N00DZ HERE!" pictures and banners, I will reject your request, no questions asked.
The hardest thing about living life is convincing yourself through the journey that everything happens for a reason. Humans experience an abundance of emotions, many of which will become a default set of feelings that we will experience time after time. The best way to live life is to take things as they come. Eventually, life will get much better and things will come as great gifts if you do what is called of you.
If you judge me, you fear who you really are and can not come to your own senses to accept what you have allowed yourself to be. Do unto others as you would want done to you.
I am Nik, and I personally believe that I am a great friend to those who wish to learn about me. All the info you need to know is on the side, and really, if you want to know more, just talk to me.
I'm a writer, illustrator, listener, brother, caring lover and a delicate soul who has feelings and emotions like any other human being. I have a wide taste in music, open mind when it comes to everything, and I completely understand that I can't always get what I want. If there's any advice I can give to anyone, it's to take things as they come and make the best with what you have, because everything you receive is a gift from mother nature that must be cherished for what it is, not what it can do.
I believe there's a chance for romance, love and hope for the future of humanity if we can all put aside our petty differences and finally agree that the whole world is going to Hell if we're not careful.
I know what I want, and honestly, no one will change that. I am my own boss, and I wish not to be controlled by a other to please. If you can not take me for who I am at all, then you best leave me alone because I do not need time for your wasteful antics.
I also attend the California State University of Northridge. Therefore, if you randomly were visiting the CSUN space on here, welcome aboard to someone who actually is living the college life.
I also believe that humanity should explore, understand and realize there is no right nor wrong, not even left, up or down. There are an infinite number of ways we can go about life, and we choose how we want to live. Life is not a bitch, and there is no such thing as good and evil. It's all a state of mind. We, the people, can control just about everything if we only try.
You want to talk more? Look below on how to keep in touch.
AIM - DacaTheAlpaca
MSN - [email protected]
YIM - [email protected]
Give a Hug
Smile to a Stranger
Greet someone you normally don't greet
Tell your parents you really love them [even if they don't show it]
Help somoene you normally wouldn't help
Respect everyone, including yourself and others.
Brighten someone's day by talking to them
You can really make a difference. You just don't realize how much of an impact you have until you see the results in the long run

My Interests

Moonlight
Crazy Shit
Dark
Cold Days and Nights
Overcast skies
Nights with my "Special Someone" [don't have one but if I did, that's what I'd be doing]
Adventures
Guitar
Writing
Music
Reading
Talking to People
Art
Movies (that actually make sense)
Driving
Drawing
[Sometimes] Video Games
TV (when all else fails)

I'd like to meet:

Several people,I would like to meet: Scarlett Johannson, Alyson Hannigan, Cobie Smulders, Isla Fisher, Johanna Stahley, Terra Naomi, Jewel Staite, Summer Glau, Sophia Bush and well, a lot of other people.
Like my fellow Matadors and then more people...

Make your own Banner here!

Music:

My iTunes Library consists of at least 31 different genres ranging from Alternative to World, 309 artists ranging from 3 Doors Down to The Zombies, and well, to be honest, there are a million bands I can name at the moment.

Currently I'm listening to these fine artists [in no particular order]:

Santo and Johnny
Joe Satriani
Tool
Combichrist
Collide
Deadsy
Niyaz
A Perfect Circle
Avenged Sevenfold
Ozzy Osbourne
Deftones
Cold War Kids
Ministry
Alice in Chains
Belladonna
The Birthday Massacre
Boston
Children of Bodom
Chuck Berry
Ritchie Valens

Just look at the library I have for iTunes. It's enourmous.

Movies:

The Mummy
The Mummy Returns
Dracula
Young Frankenstein
Star Wars I-VI
Goldeneye
Goldfinger
Moonraker
Tommorrow Never Dies
Red Eye
Orange County
Corky Romano
Mr. Deeds
A Nightmare on Elm Street
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1970)
Windtalkers
Monty Python and The Holy Grail
The Indiana Jones Trilogy
Serenity
Who's Harry Crumb
Spaceballs
Life is Beautiful
King Kong (1933 and 2005)
Stealth
Date Movie
V For Vendetta
Scary Movie 2-4 (the only ones I've really seen)
Independence Day
I, Robot
Wedding Crashers
Lord of War
Black Hawk Down
So I Married An Axe Murderer
Starship Troopers
Austin Powers
Saving Silverman
Stand and Deliver
MASK
Harry Potter(1-4)
La Bamba
Zoot Suit
A Scanner Darkly
A Lot Like Love
SiN
Ghost Rider

Television:

Scrubs
That 70's Show!
The Sarah Silverman Program
Reno 911!
Ed Edd n' Eddy
South Park
DangerMouse
Firefly
How I Met Your Mother
MADtv
Monty Python's Flying Circus
Little Britian
The Benny Hill Show
Red vs. Blue

Books:

The Culture of Terrorism
Failed States
The Sorrows of Empire
9-11
Media Control
Call of the Wild
Catcher in the Rye
White Fang
The Martian Chronicles
The King of the Sun
Star Wars:Shadows of the Empire
The War of the Worlds
The Oedipus Cycle
The Great Gatsby
A Tribe Apart
Frankenstein
1984
Starship Troopers
Into the Wild
Halo (The Fall of Reach, The Flood and First Strike)
The Sin City library
V For Vendetta
Thou Art That
Death of the Mythic God
A Scanner Darkly

Heroes:

My Mom and Dad
My grandmother and grandfather
My sister and brothers
Marcel
Lizeth
Victoria
Cindy
Vanessa a.k.a BobNessa
Cameron and Kelly
Bryan and Paul
Micah and Anna
Julia
Jazmine a.k.a. "Bob"
Collin
Stefanie
Julie
Cindy a.k.a. "Cin" [as she calls herself XD]
Katie
Lindsey
Ashy Bugg
Ally
Ashley
Tool
Deadsy
Zakk Wylde
Ritchie Valens
Robin a.k.a. Bean
There are a ton of people I consider heroes, heroines, and great influences. I just can't put them all down, but if I could, I will.
A friend once asked me to take this seriously:
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. and if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' 'til you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, but more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.
I always will remember those who love me

My Blog

I'm a speak, act and do as I feel, so I must be an asshole.

Well, despite my actions and what I appear as to people, I sadly feel like an asshole after today. I think I unwillingly sucessfully managed to hurt someone.  I'm not a jerk at all, as anyone who...
Posted by Nik on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:53:00 PST

I think I have a stalker o.o

Yeah, you know who you are.If you're reading, stop it already.I know I'm completely against talking shit via the internet, but this has to be blogged. I'm sick and tired of the shit. I want peace, ser...
Posted by Nik on Tue, 01 May 2007 07:54:00 PST

Ever get that weird feeling?

I don't know what happened.I just feel so isolated from the outside world.I just feel like no one cares.I feel like I don't even care.I feel sad.I feel upset.I feel distrought. After hearing what happ...
Posted by Nik on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:20:00 PST

What The World Needs Know [It's true, whether you like it or not.]

While randomly browsing the iTunes music library today, I found myself looking up "Earth Angel" by The Penguins.If you have any knowledge of music whatsoever, you will know this song, no matter what.I...
Posted by Nik on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 10:23:00 PST

Lovers' End

This is something that felt inspired about how I feel right now, and what's going on. Lots of...hmm...relation and symbology here. Read it if you like, comment it if you think it's worth commenting. T...
Posted by Nik on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:25:00 PST

To Goth or Not To Goth.

Lately I've been thinking about this.I've had a few shitty moments this year, and I'm just tired of people trying to say shit and stuff. Well, I've finally had it...I've felt more compelled to underst...
Posted by Nik on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 10:47:00 PST

Things About Men That Women Want to Know

1.) We are really not assholes. We're like the hulk. When we get mad, we smash. 2.) We aren't really that much smarter. We try to compensate to look better.3.) Horseplay is not neccessary but since we...
Posted by Nik on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 10:00:00 PST

Emotions and Shit...

:|How should I start this off?That the fact that I'm a total fuckhead?I don't listen. That's my problem. A huge one at times. I don't listen to things that I should listen to and understand, yet I alw...
Posted by Nik on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 09:54:00 PST

So I've came to the conclusion about my life.

I should get a summer job if I can.I don't have a girlfriend [I highly doubt I'll be with anyone by the end of the school year but hey, more free time for me and my friends =D]Plus, the money will hel...
Posted by Nik on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:40:00 PST

err wtf?

It's the start of daylight savings time and I feel like complete shit after a small lay down.Either all that food at Geronimo's really fucked me up or the universal sync between my life and it's compo...
Posted by Nik on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:28:00 PST