{ daisy }

I'd like to meet:

+ WHEN I LOVE something,or somebody it is almost like getting a tattoo. Just like a needle,it penetrates my skin,and the ink seeps deep into my blood stream. I am never the same again. The mark may fade with time, yet in perminance it always remains there. A beautiful scar for the time we shared ++WHEN I AM IN EMOTIONAL PAIN it spreads like wildfire through my body. Inhaling only results in deep clouds of sorrow making their home,occupying my lungs. Taking oxygen hostage util I give in and cry a river of mud. I smoke sad and beautiful memories like a pack of cigarettes. Blowing my hurt in and out into rings of smoke. Representing me. Full in appearance to the human eye, yet empty, hollow on the inside++ WHEN I AM PASSIONATE about something it is because that thing simply creates a fire underneath my skin++ WHEN I FEEL WHOLE and full of PURPOSE I shine like Amathyst. The most beautiful and blissful moments of my life have been spent holding my son Jaden. My whole life I have searched for purity in this world. I have found that in motherhood. Jaden is love.

Music:

BEATS MADE BY BA BARRACUS*MUSIC WITH A PURPOSE* MUSIC WITH HEART*MUSIC THAT MAKES ME CRY,PUMP MY FISTS,GIVES ME TINGLES* GIVES ME NO CHOICE BUT TO GET UP OFF MY ASS* BEATS WITH SO MUCH FUNK AND SOUL THAT I SHAKE MY HEAD IN DISBELIEF *

Movies:

Casino, Edward Scissorhands,Honey. The Little Mermaid, Rudy, Shawshank Redemption, Breakin 2 Electric Boogaloo, Flashdance, Private Parts,Coming to America, Dirty Dancing, In Love and Basketball, American Beauty, The Wizard of Oz, Memoirs of A Geisha, The Departed, Urban Cowboy, Beaches, Forrest Gump, The Piano Man-you gotta check that out. If I wanna laugh my ASS off I'll dig out Martin Lawrence You So Crazy

Television:

Books:

Book shelf is full of books on: BUDDHISM* GEISHAS* HOLISTIC HEALING* VEGITARIAN COOKBOOKS* MEMOIRS* AUTOBIOGRAPHIES* NON FICTION* THE MIND AND MENTAL ILLNESSES* WORLD WAR II* REAL ESTATE* TRAVEL* FITNESS* MOTHERHOOD* PHOTOGRAPHY*a

Heroes:

STRONG WOMEN WHO DON'T GIVE INTO CONFORMITY AND THROW THEIR MIDDLE FINGERS UP TO THE WORLD!! I LOVE U BITCHES X0X0X0