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I love my friends. All of them. Most i love more than most things that I know of. I love them more than music which i seem to like really quite alot. I love than more than I love dolly mixtures on breaks at work. And I love them more than I like a bottle of Kick filled with vodka on a Saturday night. Coz without them those things wouldn't be half as enjoyable as they are. The rest of my friends mean more than anything to me; There is nothing that could ever compare to them. And I think they probably know who they are.
I love you. Not the kind they taught you about and I didn't know this either but love doesn't make things nice. It breaks your heart. It makes things a mess. we aren't here to make things perfect. The snowflakes are perfect. The stars are perfect--not us. We are here to ruin ourselves and to break our hearts and love the wrong people and die.
I'm one of those really sad people that likes to make wishes at any available opportunity in the hope that maybe things might get better! It isn't that I think things are bad right now especially not for me, but maybe that things might get better for the people that I love and even for the people that I don't.
This is fact not fiction for the first time in years
I won't lie. One of the sole reasons I use myspace is to perve at people. The other is to meet new ones :] That might be nice to me. Or i can be nice to :] Or might write me a poem one day. That would be nice too :] Anyone who read this congrats :] Have a medal. It can be shiny and everything. This will probably be gone by tomorrow. Im in a weird mood :] Lush.
Maybe Its Just Better This Way
Recently I've realised that I have a tendency to let people down. And it's never people that I don't care about. It's always the people that mean the world to me. I don't know why I do it, I'm pretty sure half the time I don't even realise that it's happening, because there are people that I would never ever want to let down and yet I do and I'm sorry. I can say it as much as I like but I know that you think I'll do it again. All I can say is that maybe, just maybe, you let me down too. And maybe it's time to just let whatever this thing between us is go.
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My Interests

It's Not That I'm A Slut
Or That I Really Like To Fuck
I Just Want Every Boy I See
To Walk Away With Part Of Me
Until Theres Nothing Left To Hold
Until Theres Nothing Left To Hate

I Appreciate Your Help.. But Even You Can't Save Me From Myself

I have begun to realise that there are people in life that I could never ever compare to. No matter how much he likes me, it will never be as much as he likes her. She's his ultimate in the same way that he is mine. How lame is that?

I'd like to meet:

Ha the boy that thought that Bill and Ted were the flowepot men. As if that isn't funny :] ♥

She's amazing. Thats kinda it. Always always pretty much lush tbh. We've had some amayzing times together! And made some amazing discoveries... What people drop on the street sometimes right? And Vodka Kick tastes a lot better when shes by my side drinking with mee :> Love her.

She is one of the bestest people ever in the entire world. And I've only known her like 5 months. But she makes work fun. And she has made phone calls not make me feel sick. Which was nice of her :> She kinda makes my life tbh.

The boy who had the power to make me change my name :] ILY Matt :> Sexface boy. Ethics lessons are nothing without you :P

'Coz i have all the people i need already :] I really wouldn't mind a bit of him ^^... But meh :] He's fiiit. :>

I really really really miss Luci Hill :[

Music:

Movies:

♥ ♥ ♥ Donnie Darko A Walk to Remember Napolean Dynamite The Notebook Moulin Rouge Romeo and Juliet Cruel Intentions 28 Days Later Finding Nemo Mean Girls

Books:

Books... Catcher in the Rye The Notebook The Perks Of Being A Wallflower Pieces

Heroes:

My friends . Without them I would never have had any of the fun that I have had so far :] Every minute that I spend with you lot means the world :] And I can't wait to go to Hungary with you lot this Summer :]. Its gonna be the best time ever I have decided. And I can't think of anyone that I'd rather spend that with than my friends :] My heroes :]

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I think maybe you mean a lot more than anyone else to me. This whole "love" thing is pretty new for me. I've never had anyone say they loved me, without it being a way of getting in my pants. To ...
Posted by ♥ Josie Pain on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 11:56:00 PST