i AM A VERY HAPPY AND EASY PERSON TO GET ALONG WiTH...i LOVE MY LiFE AND EVERYONE iN iT...i LOVE MY GiRLS, MY FAMiLY, MY HORSE, CAPiTAL UNiVERSiTY, AND GYMNASTiCS...BUT MOST OF ALL i love being MYSELF!!!
i BELONG TO THE CASH GiRLS...FOREVER..LOVE u GiRLS
im normally really easy to get along with.. if i were in a room of 100 people i didnt no, an hour later i could walk out with 99 friends...its just well ..me..but if i could ever change one thing.. it would be others outlook on me...im sorry if im always with matt, and im sorry that i dont drink or party anymore...that was then, this is me now.. i realized i made a lot of mistakes back then . and im in a way proud of them, because i am def. one to learn from mistakes... they were and what continue to mold me as a person.. and i am not afraid to admit..im proud of myself.. for everything.. i know im not perfect and will never be perfect in everyones eyes.. but wake up ..this is me.. im not your typical teenager anymore.. everyone changes.. some for the good and some for the bad... the only thing thats changed is that im more mature then i was before.. i dont find any fun out of drinking or listening to people talk about it.. or to even be around it..and i cannot stand when people expect sympathy for hangovers..shut the hell up and get over it.. its your own damn fault.. i had a close call with a club, so unless its promised that im protected every second.. i WILL NOT go.. it tramatized me.. adn im sorry to not want to go.. i am very careful with my life..so dont expect me to do anything stupid.. im smarter thenthat.. i dont trust ANYONE (except matt--hes the only one i could EVER trust completely)..but until you've been in my shoes my whole life.. you have no idea what ive been through..so dont just move on and leave me in the dust because i dont go clubbin and party and drink no more.. its sad and lonely being all by yourself..im not askin for sympathy hear.. jsut a little more respect ...dont dis me and talk shit cuz i dont do that kinda stuff and i never hang out anymore.. next time ask me to hang out when your not making stupid choices.. i no your just having fun, but i am not the sympathy store, so dont come crying to me when somethign happens...i care about my friends alot.. but just as much as they care for me..dis me . ill dis you. stab me in the back, and im right back at you.. im done trying to fit in now.. this is the real world.. im sick of being forgotten because i dont roll and do the same shit as everyone else.. and i see that happening more and more each day.. im just growing up and have more respect for myself... thats all..im not a different person.. i just make better choices then any of my other friends..i hang out with matt all the time.. adn this is alot to do witht he fact that everyone else changed. for the worse.. and matt doesnt drink eather.. so by hanging out with him, i know well be sure to have a good time, and i dont have to worry about him rolling his eyes or cracking jokes about me the second i walk away.. so dont move on and forget about being bestfriends.. just accept me for who i am.. adn remmeber what we've all been through together and everything i have ever done for you all...im not tryin to cause a scene here eather.. this is to everyone.. im sorry were not as close as we probably once were.. i just want everyone to hear the real me.. and just accept me for the way i now am..i just wanna go out and enjoy my life.. not forget half of it..
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also, MATT is an amazing guitarist! you should check him out sometime! dont miss out!!!! his myspace is myspace.com/mtnunplugged
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