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AMAZING L?VE

Im not who I was when I took my first steps. And Im clingin to the promise that You're not through w

About Me


'I'm runnin but I'm not runnin away.
I'm runnin to find a new today.
And I'm trying to be the best I can be,
So that when I finally find you
I'll deserve you...
and you'll deserve me...'

'How much better is...a woman who trusts in God. She can regard the past as part of God's plan for her life. She can enjoy her family, her home, her entire life now because she knows God will add to her everything He wants her to have.'
Model? No.
Role model? I try my best.
I am that girl. The one you can fear and love. Who can make you cry, laugh, and hope. I understand silence and insanity. I am spontaneous and shy. I can electrify your soul for your own understanding. I have wants, needs, and desires to create worlds for people in which they have the knowledge to accept Him and imagine the chests of treasures they could have if only they found the key within their heart. I can be complicated, easy, and sometimes not very understandable.
I know my faults, and I know my regrets. I may sometimes repeat my mistakes, but I do everything in my power to make sure that no one gets hurt when I do. I find grass, ladybugs and nice guys gorgeous and unknown in the world.
“Beauty, unlike Love or Friendship or even Life, brings its own sweet reward. You don't have to bring Beauty into existence. You don't have to work at it. All that is required is that you appreciate it.”
My kids. They got my heart. Slowly we're gonna make a difference. Seeds are being planted. Lord knows how they need it.
Dont let anyone look down on you b/c you are YOUNG...
Timothy 4:12
We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased.
-C.S. Lewis
'If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain. If I can ease one life the aching, or cool one pain, or help one fainting robin unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain'
-- Emily Dickinson
"We must stop confusing religion and spirituality. Religion is a set of rules, regulations and rituals created by humans, which were supposed to help people to grow spiritually. Due to human imperfection, religion has become corrupt, political, divisive and a tool for power struggle. Spirituality is not theology or ideology. It is simply a Way of life, pure and original as was given by the Most High of Creation. Spirituality is a network linking us to the Most High, the universe and each other. As the essence of our existence, it embodies our culture, true identity, nationhood and destiny."
-Ras Tafari* * * *

My Interests



"All that we call human history --money, poverty, ambition, war, prostitution, classes, empires, slavery-- is the long terrible story of man trying to find something other than God which will make him happy."

One day...

'The world is filled with willing people; some willing to work, the rest willing to let them. You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. Never doubt that a small, group of thoughtful committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has. Trust only movement. Life happens at the level of events, not of words. Trust movement.'

In my element :)

Some of my drawings/paintings :)

"Love is the most difficult and dangerous form of courage. Courage is the most desperate, admirable and noble kind of love."
-Delmore Schwartz

"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone."

I'd like to meet:



'...and she wants a family, she wants a lover. She wants a best friend closer than any other.... A man that’s true. She wants a man who can hear God’s voice and know what he is called to do. She wants a hard worker not some lazy bum, but a man who knows how to get the job done... She wants a family to be a mother and raise a child that came from her...'

I long for the day I believe-all the things You say You see in me...are true...

Romans 1:12 =]

Music:



Oh Goodness, IM ADDICTED TO MUSIC, theres not really any music I DONT LIKE. Country, HipHop, R&B, Rock, Oldies, Alternative, 80's.
Snow Patrol The Fray Howie Day Lecrae GRITS Soul P. Nickelback 3 Doors Down Billy Idol Out of Eden Billy Squire Eagles Gym Class Heroes PLUS ONE :) Third Day Finchley HOPE Beyonce Jonezetta Family Force 5 Oh gosh...loads more...

Movies:

Oh Lordy, anything funny for sure, I LOVE TO LAUGH. I love Monty Python, my all time fave. Turner and Hooch! haha Riding in Cars with Boys, Long Kiss Goodnight, BLOW, Crash, Set it Off, Fried Green Tomatoes, Lady in the Water, The Craft, Misery...I tend to like the older movies.

Television:



GREYS ANATOMY, Desperate House Wives, Big Brother, hehe watchin Flavor Flav with Jeremy...my bro and I bound over how ridiculous that crap is. hehe. Big and Rob--thats the new one Im hooked on! I want a bull dog named Meaty! hehe. The Wife Swap shows--tooo funny. :) Anything on the music channels for sure. What Not to Wear. The Cooking Channel, whatevers on when Ive got the time to kick back and watch really.

Books:



Amazing Read. Love this book.

The Sacred Romance, The Giver.

Crazy but couldn't put it down.

Every woman needs to read this book.

My Bible too ofcourse, definitely my go to each day. Keeps me grounded. :)

Heroes:

My folks. They're both doing so much better now that they've seperated. The Lord really does carry us through all things. The Hooibrink Family, they're good people, like my second home. Mother Teresa for sure. Such a loving woman, oh to have a heart like hers...

My Blog

Jezebel.

To be unbroken...Fallen to piecesI am undoneThe things you saidManipulationI trusted you like a foolWhile you made all the rulesSo you searched me outAnd you took me downTo be unbroken, what would tha...
Posted by AMAZING LeVE on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 10:25:00 PST

Be Satisfied with .ME.

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone. To have a deep soul relationship with another. To be loved thoroughly and exclusively.  But, God, to a Christian says: No, not until you are sa...
Posted by AMAZING LeVE on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 12:38:00 PST

Randomness of the heart.

1. The name's Stacy. But I love when u call me Kaylyn (middle name). Something affectionate about it, cant say what&2. My natural hair color is black. 3. I've been blonde before. Took two bleach jobs....
Posted by AMAZING LeVE on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 03:17:00 PST

That I might become a Captivating Woman...

Captivating, by John Eldredge.This book was recommened to me, and its amazing.Every woman should read this book. I just had to share what had touched my heart...  Eve was created because thi...
Posted by AMAZING LeVE on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 08:19:00 PST

Oh the beauty of hope and how far grace can go...

---December 26th 2006: I was in a dark and lonely place when I posted this original blog. My heart was completely shattered by events that I had no way of controling. I have slowly been finding my wa...
Posted by AMAZING LeVE on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 09:39:00 PST

Stacy's first SPEEDING TICKET

I know! Can you believe it! All these years of recklessly speeding along, and getting pulled over countless times, I had only gotten ONE ticket EVER. And it was for not making it through a steady red ...
Posted by AMAZING LeVE on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 02:46:00 PST