This is the story of a woman who's done more than she remembers and is stronger than she realizes.
Between fits of rage and sobering silence you might find bits and bobbles of babble that will entertain you, bore you, or remind you that your life is rather normal and you are rather happy of that fact. For yes she is rather normal in her strangeness. She is the black sheep of the freaks, the book hidden behind a torn cover, the one that has just enough fiery existence to be real, but enough will to stay a shadow.
Her journey goes in two different directions, the Past and the Now.
The Past is tattered. Images float like half burned paper in the wind and if she's lucky enough to catch a fragment she holds on to it tightly. So expect many deja vu like posts.
The Now is quick. It slips past her while she focuses on the smallest leaf. As she steps back her words spill in a strange flow of consciousness. So expect many deja vu like posts.
"What about the Future?" you ask. Well...
For her the future is a friend that calls early in the morning to tell interesting stories of epic grandeur and drunken revelry. However, still wrapped up in sleep, she never answers the phone in time and it never cares to leave a message. So this is where the dreams and ideas manifest.
Self-doubt pays its rent on time in her world just like the other occupants of her psyche; Fear, Misconception, Frustration and such so it's not easy for her to evict them, as she would like. Yet when the radio blares past 3 A.M on that Sunday morning and she has an important meeting at 7, you best bet hell comes in the form of Repressed Knowledge of Self-Worth and Confidence.
Her dreams are important to her though they do change on a regular basis. It comes from her having to change on a whim, either hers or someone else's. So a declaration of something is one piece of a rather large puzzle.
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Pre Alpha is still under construction, but if you would like commission info please read on.
~*COMMISSION INFORMATION*~
This is offering list for art commissions.
$4 each for icons
$10 clean pencil sketch
$15 for character headshots. 6 expressions, your choice. Pencil and ink.
$15 for half body- ink
$20 for half body- ink and color [basic background]
$20 for full body ink
$25 for full body- ink and color [basic background]
Art Samples can be found in my blog.
I take paypal and MO's [email me for address to send it]. If you have any questions please email me with 'commission work' in the heading.
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