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About Me

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"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop"

"Be yourself because the people who matter don't mind and the people who mind don't matter"

"Do you know that everytime your near, everybody else seems far away"


Love Is Giving Someone The Ability To Destroy You, But Trusting Them Enough Not To...

"The Bed That You Lay In, Remember You Made It..."


I have been very blessed with the oppurtunities and people I have met and befriended myself with throughout my life so far. I got the best loyal friends a guy could ever ask for. They would take the shirt off the back for me and I know I would for them. Girlfriends will come and go, but the people in your life who will always be by your side are the ones who matter the most.The gym is a huge part of my life. Bodybuilding has taught me more than just getting in shape and developing ur body. It has given me something to strive for, work towards, and it's so amazing to see the constant change in ur body day after day, week after week.Dating and females have taken a toll on me over the last few years, having some ups and downs, and realizing that no girl is ever who you think they are. I've grown up and matured so much in the last few years and look back and realize any relationship I had back in my teenage years were a stepping stone. I have been walked on, stepped on, and lied to but I dont regret any of that. It has just made me realize that maybe I just havent found the person I'm supposed to spend my life with. I'm at a point in my life where I'd rather figure out all this stuff now and adapt to it and learn from it, rather than get deep into something and THEN figure this out. I'm hoping one of these days I'm gonna find my angel who will offer to put my needs ahead of hers. Not that I would accept the offer, but the gesture would symbolize she's willing to sacrifice for someone she cares about. That means a lot to me. I guess for now...I'll keep on waiting for Miss Right to come along and prove to me she either has changed her ways, or show me I'm the only man in her life and is willing to compromise to better a relationship with me. I'm not looking to change anyone, just wanting them not to act like they're living the single life when I'm not around. Does she exist? Hopefully so...

Worrying is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do, but it doesn't get you anywhere. Write that down.

I'll never know how much to cost, to see my sin upon that cross.

"The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer" Psalms 18:2

My Interests



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Music:

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Nickelback, AFI, Linkin Park, Smile Empty Soul, Trapt, Finger 11, Staind, The Used, Seether, Puddle of Mudd, Hoobastank, Saliva, Default, Starting Line, Coheed and Cambria, Casting Crowns, Bethany Dillon, Sugarcult, Simple Plan, New Found Glory, Green Day, Velvet Revolver, Breaking Benjamin, Sum 41, The Exies, Crossfade, Lost Prophets, Good Charlotte, Papa Roach, Mars Volta, Theory of a Deadman, Fall Out Boy, Kutless, Thousand Foot Krutch, Skillet, Rascall Flatts, Keith Urban, Kenny Chesney, Brad Paisley, Joe Nichols, Jason Aldean

Movies:

..Deja Vu, I Am Legend, American History X, Four Brothers, 40 year Old Virgin, Wedding Crashers, Private Parts, Saw, Hostile, Dumb and Dumber, Saving Silverman, John Q, Old School, Road Trip, Freddy Got Fingered, Anchorman, Bad Santa, Dodge Ball, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, Saw, The Longest Yard, Wild Things, Liar Liar, Black Sheep, Tommy Boy, Van Wilder, 40 Days and 40 nights, Halloween, Cabin Fever, Scream, House of 1000 Corpses, Training Day, The Siege, Rainman, Collateral

Television:

Seinfeld, The Shield, Everybody Loves Raymond, 2 and 1/2 Men, Real World ..

Heroes:

My Parents

My Blog

"ALWAYS COME BACK TO YOU"

"I've got no time to kill Cause it's now or never Cause the way I feel It won't last forever When you're at that point in life It just has to be tonight It's a long long road But I'll always come back...
Posted by D to the RECK on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:52:00 PST

2007 - A Year To Remember

Well it's been quite some time since I wrote a blog, so I figured I'd sit down and get out some feelings and reflect on the past year since it has now steam rolled into a new year. 2007....wow. ...
Posted by D to the RECK on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:52:00 PST

Model Derek Hawkes MySpace Page

Click Here to Check out and Be Added To My New Page! Thanks guys! I created a Modeling Myspace Page separate from this one, so I can try and seperate my day to day life from my work as a model. Cl...
Posted by D to the RECK on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 05:52:00 PST

Question for the ladies...

I don't get it. Why is it so hard to have a girl just be happy with you and not say "shes not ready for a relationship" after shes been all about you for months on end and saying she wantd to be with ...
Posted by D to the RECK on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 11:36:00 PST