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so many, too many for me to calculate. how can you pick up what you dealt?-just close your eyes and

About Me

once, a couple weeks ago, i prayed for it to get worse... now all i have is a prayer that my faith is strong enough to take me out of this maddness that i begged for. but more about me:
i like red lights (bulbed and bright lighting my bed and room). and night lights.
love my bed. love cuddling. love life. yes. that's right LOVELIFE. . . and ...

hmm... i don't know what's next, but i know it will be hard, and i'm ok with that because to get to the top, sometimes four steps forward require two, three, or one backward- but never more than three. promise. *weird, i know* whatever.

Always,~bhellA!monée~.. .. ..

My Interests

..Talent... It's a Joy of Mine.
My ultimate goal is to live for me and love what I live for by living to love.
Obviously, I'm closing this section with my favorite most favie fav ever!::: LOVELIFE! -and keep it rockin.

I'd like to meet:

Love and Life... Love for Life... In that order, but not particularly... I just like Life and Love... whatever. That's what I want.

Music:

chloe lattanzi is my fav up and coming artist. -seriously. she rocks, son! :D 30 seconds to mars and mariah carey. yes. :) superfly

Movies:

cleopatra jones
eternal sunshine...
the notebook
cinderella
juice and Menace II Society
scarface
and stuff i can laugh at

Television:



Bhella's Peoples
I have 110 friends.

BLk Ink dot kOm

bLk iNk brand clothing (mYspAcE)

Le Grande V

White Gurl On

James Walker- Infini Photography

Kristi Klemens- KLK Photography

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Books:

Many

Heroes:



My Blog

one step

toward ending it all. 34k views for mainpage and over 7k for blogs... hmm...should one be nostalgic over a MYSPACE page???-not when there's bigger and better around the bend...
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Sun, 25 May 2008 06:30:00 PST

my god-grandmother

has the same birthday that i do. this woman is one of the most beautiful women that i've ever seen in my life. she's got about 2-3 inches of height on me, which means she's HELLA tall bkuz i'm like 5...
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Sat, 24 May 2008 02:21:00 PST

fridays are good for this...

..tr>inebriatenoun1. a chronic drinker [syn: drunkard] verb1. fill with sublime emotion; "The children were thrilled at the prospect of going to the movies"; "He was inebriated by ...
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Sun, 11 May 2008 06:47:00 PST

As My Sceptor seems to turn...

I wonder if I should dull the blades on my sword. I begin to wish, too.On stars, face-flipped-up pennies and volkswagonsFor a bugFor coffee To give me the energy to pursue this dreamSeekingIs likeBeli...
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Wed, 07 May 2008 05:05:00 PST

LOL. Birthday...

Have you ever like not wanted anything, and then when you got something it was like, so poignantly perfect? Yeah. That's how I felt about Denny's eggs last night/this morning. Thanks J! :)
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 11:54:00 PST

red light special...

i live in a red lighted roomit is lit by redand everything is readbetween the linesintimacyis definedin the timethat light shinesand i liveinthat red light by my beduntil i awaketo a spacelighted by ...
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 02:50:00 PST

I’M GONNA BE POP-U-LAR!

Had a recent conversation with someone and they were talking about how we were reaching toward stardome... I don't really reach. It's just kind of coming to me after a bit of effort. I'd love to be th...
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 10:36:00 PST

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Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 12:08:00 PST

just a quote:::

but a really great one!!!"Once you stop looking with your eyes, you'll see a side of the world you never knew"-Blown Away-
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 06:43:00 PST

New Film

So I shot and wrapped a film about a week ago. I star in it as the interviewer... but not really. LOL. -The final cut is always a surprise! It's a student film and I'd just like to say that it's soooo...
Posted by ♥ß'm'߬ on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 06:37:00 PST