Mea Culpa |
When the whole world ceases to exist, what is there to throw away? A self-destructive nature with no self to destroy. This will never get better - don't you believe it will for another second. Nothing... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:02:00 PST |
Yesterday's dreams lay torn and broken... |
into what nightmare of things am i fallen? scattered across this battlefield, the conflict of this mind tormented. i'm taken prisoner, in my own thoughts, i'm held captive and i've spared no... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 10:30:00 PST |
A lifetime lost in a thousand days... |
Each echoing footstep drives another nail into the banner of anticipation as I slowly trailbehind my escort down this indistinct hall.Through mechanized doors, cold winter's airis swept inside ra... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 04:12:00 PST |
The inevitable decathexis... |
it's amazingthe feelingjust as i knew it would bethe moment my heart broke too late nowi realizeshe never loved meshe loved that i loved hershe never loved meshe only loved that i loved herthat i... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 01:29:00 PST |
So much has changed in 3 years... |
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Freedom. It came. They said it would, and now it has. It's been since July 23, 2004 that most of you heard from me, save those who kept in touch. A million thanks to those of you w... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:49:00 PST |
We were born for battle, without vision we will die... |
I'm going away tomorrow. 30 months federal prison. Thanks to my friends who have supported me, this is kind of tough. Now that the rumors are being cleared up, I'd like to say thanks to those that did... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Raise your voice...Start the revolution....This is our time - to rise... |
Yeah, nobody reads anybody's journals so i could say whatever the fuck i wanted to and you'd never know...or would you?.... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
A world full of ears become deaf - as they scratch at the scars, but blood still drips from their eyes... |
I'm going to start a new project soon, and I'm looking for new faces to play with. I want something very intense. That's why Astasia just didn't work out, it was too soft for me. I want a project ... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
But I will still...relflect on what we had... |
Last night Astasia came to the decision that it would be best if I left the band. It was a mutual agreement, but it still hurts. Musical differences kept us constantly agrivated and it's not worth t... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i will touch the sun or i will die trying... |
yeah, so kickass show at my place back on friday. thanks so much for everyone who came, and round of applause to Maraloka and As The End. Living room mosh pits are fucking intense. There will be an... Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |