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DEMORDOKOS

Lord_Demordokos

About Me

These.Demons.Once.Plagued.Me
I've.Now.Learned.To.Embrace.Them

daytime earth
Jasmin
Music
Vegetarianism
Animal.Liberation
Singing
Screaming
Piercings
Guitar
Tattoos
Philosophy
Animal.Rights
Art
Fashion
Fetishes
Human.Rights
God.Free
Make.Up
Politics
Hair.Styling
Romance
Activism
Hope



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My Interests


Harrison's Interests

To.Thine.Own.Self
Be.True
Be.True
To.Thine.Ownself.Be.True
Music Medea
Oblige
Beyond.All.Hope
Emmure
From.A.Second.Story.Window
Job.For.A.Cowboy
Beneath.The.Sky
All.Shall.Perish
Pushing.Up.Daisies
A.Black.Rose.Burial
Through.The.Eyes.Of.The.Dead
The.Nightmare.Affair
Kill.The.Messenger
Iscariot
Journey.On.A.Sinking.Ship
August.Burns.Red
Acacia.Strain
Circle.Of.Dead.Children
The.Agony.Scene
Becoming.The.Archetype
Cephalic.Carnage
Misery.Signals
7.Angels.7.Plagues
Clearing.Autumn.Skies
We.Came.With.Broken.Teeth
The.Bled
Hopesfall
Caliban
The.Agonist
Bleeding.Through
Undying
Suicide.Silence
Saved.By.Grace
Bodies.In.The.Gears.Of.The.Apparatus
Ion.Dissonance
The.Killing.Tree
Saosin
Curl.Up.And.Die
Darkest.Hour
Dead.To.Fall
Red.Animal.War
Crowpath
Embrace.The.End
Remembering.Never
Savannah
Glass.Casket
Scars.Of.Tomorrow
A.Life.Once.Lost
Atreyu
Bloodjinn
Most.Precious.Blood
Bury.Your.Dead
End.This.Day
The.Haunted
The.End
Atreyu
It.Dies.Today
End.This.Day
Fall.Silent
Prayer.For.Cleansing
Botch
Six.A.M.
Burn.It.Down
Burnt.By.The.Sun
Day.Of.Less
Sage.Francis
Stabbing.Westward
Linkin.Park
Coma.Eternal
Give.Up.The.Ghost
Himsa
Luddite.Clone
Nora
Not.Waving.But.Drowning
Shai.Hulud
Since.By.Man
Hope.Conspiracy
The.Red.Chord
Alesana
This.Day.Forward
Walls.Of.Jericho
End.Of.All
Norma.Jean
Faith.No.More
If.Hope.Dies
The.Number.Twelve.Looks.Like.You
Red
Breaking.Benjamin
The.Human.Condition
Daughters
Killswitch.Engage
Dillinger.Escape.Plan
Beloved
End.This.Day
18.Visions
Boys.Night.Out
Framing.Henley
A.Perfect.Circle
Burnt.By.The.Sun
God.Forbid
Maraloka
Manhattan.Project
Cataract
Cave.In
Zao
Planes.Mistaken.For.Stars
Converge
Killing.Her.Name
Cherem
Between.The.Buried.And.Me
As.Cities.Burn
Underoath
Blonde.Redhead
Thrice
Parallax
Quell
Pilot.This.Plane.Down
Refused
Last.Perfection
At.The.Gates
The.Crown
Dead.In.The.Womb
This.Runs.Through
Since.By.Man
As.Hope.Dies
Shadows.Fall
Unearth
Tamerlame
Something.Must.Die
From.Here.On
Judas.Cradle
On.Broken.Wings
Sky.Came.Falling
Boy.Sets.Fire
Embraced
The.International.Noise.Conspiracy
Scarlet
Every.Time.I.Die
Nora
Her.Candane
Red.Roses.For.A.Blue.Lady
Alexis.On.Fire
The.Hope.Conspiracy
Evergreen.Terrace
Poison.The.Well
Breaking.Pangaea
Wormed
Rotting.Christ
Cradle.Of.Filth
Kataclysm
Chimaira
Hemsa
Remembering.Never
Leviathan
Blood.In.Flames
Pig.Destroyer
36.Crazy.Fists
Spineshank
Meathookseed
Ill.Nino
Prodigy
Orgy
Nine.Inch.Nails
Living.Sacrifice
Protest.The.Hero
The.Human.Abstract
December.Aeternalis
Akercockie
Agoraphobic.Nosebleed
2000.BC
The.Bezerker
Mushroomhead
Dripping
Starkweather
Ministry
Prong
Nile
Analblast
Haste.The.Day
Aftershock
Otep
Nevermore
Dream.Theater
Death
Dry.Kill.Logic
Today's.The.Day
Thine.Eyes.Bleed
Vile
Sycth
Dust.Brothers
Crystal.Method
Junkie.XL
Vampire.Mooose
Machine.Head
Dead.To.Fall
Burning.Skies
A.Taste.Of.Blood
A.Dozen.Furies
Trivium
Ghengistron
Watered.Down
Acacia.Strain
Pelican
Live.Free.Or.Die
Stapping.Young.Lad
Iron.Sloth
The.Agony.Scene
Discordance
Slipknot
American.Headcharge
Behold.The.Arctopus
Fear.Factory
Brutal.Truth
Cryptopsy
Trent.Reznor
Static.X
All.That.Remains
Drowning.Pool
Powerman.5000
Dying.Fetus
Cattle.Decapitation
Amon.Amarth
Sevendust
30.Seconds.To.Mars
Pantera
Taproot
Into.Eternity
Vehemence
Nights.Like.These
Vital.Remains
Kittie
Pirexia
He.Is.Us
Pysopus
Muse
Faith.No.More

Films Boondock.Saints
American.History.X
Blow
The.Last.Samurai
Fight.Club
Borat
The.Departed
Enemy.At.The.Gates
Smokin.Aces
Edward.Scissorhands
The.Last.Of.The.Mohicans
Gangs.Of.New.York
Vampire.Hunter.D
Gladiator
Requiem.For.A.Dream
The.Phantom.Of.The.Opera
Deuces.Wild
Pulp.Fiction
Natural.Born.Killers
Les.Miserables
Reservoir.Dogs
Crash
Running.Scared
Cowboy.Bebop
Donnie.Darko
Memento
Seven
Chocolat
Derailed
From.Hell
Anything.With.Bruce.Lee
Donnie.Brasko
Lord.Of.The.Rings
Kill.Bill
Sleepy.Hollow
Once.Upon.A.Time.In.Mexico
Underworld
Fear.And.Loathing.In.Las.Vegas
Blade
What's.Eating.Gilbert.Grape
Green.Mile
The.Libertine
The.Producers
The.Royal.Tenenbaums
Punch.Drunk.Love
The.Ninth.Gate
Ninja.Scroll
Saving.Private.Ryan
Igby.Goes.Down
Forest.Gump
Pirates.Of.The.Caribbean
Snatch
American.Beauty
Clockwork.Orange
8MM
Rushmore
Big.Fish
The.Prophecy
The.Hunted

Television Anything.On.Discovery
History
Science
National.Geographic
CNN
Hustle
Nip.Tuck
Arrested.Development
The.Office
My.Name.Is.Earl
Dave.Chappell
Cowboy.Bebop
Will.And.Grace
Queer.Eye.For.The.Straight.Guy

Books Animal.Liberation
The.Art.Of.War
The.Prince
Siddharta
Animals.Like.Us
Monkey.Business
Anne.Rice
The.Perks.Of.Being.A.Wallflower
The.Iliad
The.Odyssey
Our.Word.Is.Our.Weapon
Regime.Change.Begins.At.Home
The.Best.Democracy.Money.Can.Buy
The.Collector
Stolen.Harvest
Globalize.Liberation
Blow
Angels.And.Demons
The.Davinci.Code
Animal.Farm
1984
Brave.New.World
The.Brothers.Karamazov
Candide
Shakespeare.The.Comedies
The.Count.Of.Monte.Cristo
Crime.And.Punishment
The.Decameron
Dante's.Inferno
A.Farewell.To.Arms
Faust
Great.Expectations
Les.Miserables
Your.Child.Or.The.Dog
Slaughterhouse
Lord.Of.The.Rings
Rendezvous.With.Rama
Oedipus.The.King
Of.Mice.And.Men
Paradise.Lost
On.The.Origin.Of.Species
Aristotle.The.Politics
Pride.And.Prejudice
Pygmalion
The.Republic
A.Tale.Of.Two.Cities
Tess.Of.The.D'Ubervilles
Shakespeare's.The.Tragedies
20,000.Leagues.Under.The.Sea
Walden
War.And.Peace
Catcher.In.The.Rye
Lord.Of.The.Flies
Behold.The.Pale.Horse
Supressed.Discoveries.Of.Medicine.And.Science
Communist.Manifesto
Plato's.Dialogues
Mein.Kampf
Farenheit.451
My.Antonia
The.Diary.Of.Anne.Frank
Antigone
Across.Five.Aprils
The.Crucible
Gone.With.The.Wind
The.Grapes.Of.Wrath
The.Pearl
The.Color.Purple
Practical.Ethics
Animal.Rights.And.Human.Obligations
In.Defense.Of.Animals
Diet.For.A.Small.Planet
Disposable.People
Everything.You.Know.Is.Wrong
Dying.For.Growth
World.Hunger
Lies.My.Teacher.Told.Me
Stolen.Harvest
People's.History.Of.The.United.States
Atheism.The.Case.Against.God
The.Jungle
Eternal.Treblinka
The.Diary.Of.Jack.The.Ripper

Heroes Anybody.who.has.ever.had.to.stand.up.for.what.they.believed. in
even.when.it.meant.losing.something.important.to.them
Andy.who.is.serving.96.months.for.giving.a.voice.to.the.voic eless
Alf/Elf.prisoners
Political.prisoners.around.the.world
Anybody.who.stayed.by.my.side.while.I.was.incarcerated
Sara.who.never.forgot.me
Ever

To.Thine.Own.Self
Be.True
Be.True
To.Thine.Ownself.Be.True

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I'd like to meet:

Christopher.Gleason
Bound
Gagged
Bruised
Beaten
Broken
Fear.The.Day.We.Meet.Again
Mark.My.Words
My.Return.Spells.Your.Destruction
I'll.Give.My.Every.Breath
To.Take.Your.Last
I'll.Cut.Down.Your.Family.Tree.And.Use.The.Wood.To.Build.You r.Coffin

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Music:

MedeaObligeBeyond.All.HopeEmmureFrom.A.Second.Story.WindowJo b.For.A.CowboyAll.Shall.PerishA.Black.Rose.BurialThrough.The .Eyes.Of.The.DeadThe.Nightmare.AffairKill.The.MessengerIscar iotAugust.Burns.RedAcacia.StrainCircle.Of.Dead.ChildrenThe.A gony.SceneBecoming.The.ArchetypeCephalic.CarnageMisery.Signa ls7.Angels.7.PlaguesClearing.Autumn.SkiesWe.Came.With.Broken .TeethThe.BledHopesfallCalibanThe.AgonistBleeding.ThroughUnd yingSuicide.SilenceSaved.By.GraceBodies.In.The.Gears.Of.The. ApparatusIon.DissonanceThe.Killing.TreeSaosinCurl.Up.And.Die Darkest.HourDead.To.FallRed.Animal.WarCrowpathEmbrace.The.En dRemembering.NeverSavannahGlass.CasketScars.Of.TomorrowA.Lif e.Once.LostAtreyuBloodjinnMost.Precious.BloodBury.Your.DeadE nd.This.DayThe.HauntedThe.EndAtreyuIt.Dies.TodayEnd.This.Day Fall.SilentPrayer.For.CleansingBotchSix.A.M.Burn.It.DownBurn t.By.The.SunDay.Of.LessSage.FrancisStabbing.WestwardLinkin.P arkComa.EternalGive.Up.The.GhostHimsaLuddite.CloneNoraNot.Wa ving.But.DrowningShai.HuludSince.By.ManHope.ConspiracyThe.Re d.ChordAlesanaThis.Day.ForwardWalls.Of.JerichoEnd.Of.AllNorm a.JeanFaith.No.MoreIf.Hope.DiesThe.Number.Twelve.Looks.Like. YouRedBreaking.BenjaminThe.Human.ConditionDaughtersKillswitc h.EngageDillinger.Escape.PlanBelovedEnd.This.Day18.VisionsBo ys.Night.OutFramingHenleyA.Perfect.CircleBurnt.By.The.SunGod .ForbidMaralokaManhattan.ProjectCataractCave.InZaoPlanes.Mis taken.For.StarsPushing.Up.DaisiesConvergeKilling.Her.NameChe remBetween.The.Buried.And.MeAs.Cities.BurnUnderoathBlonde.Re dheadThriceParallaxQuellPilot.This.Plane.DownRefusedLast.Per fectionAt.The.GatesThe.CrownDead.In.The.WombThis.Runs.Throug hSince.By.ManAs.Hope.DiesShadows.FallUnearthTamerlameSomethi ng.Must.DieFrom.Here.OnJudas.CradleOn.Broken.WingsSky.Came.F allingBoy.Sets.FireEmbracedThe.International.Noise.Conspirac yScarletEvery.Time.I.DieNoraHer.CandaneRed.Roses.For.A.Blue. LadyAlexis.On.FireThe.Hope.ConspiracyEvergreen.TerracePoison .The.WellSaosinBreaking.PangaeaWormedRotting.ChristCradle.Of .FilthKataclysmChimairaHemsaRemembering.NeverLeviathanBlood. In.FlamesPig.Destroyer36.Crazy.FistsSpineshankMeathookseedIl l.NinoProdigyOrgyNine.Inch.NailsLiving.SacrificeProtest.The. HeroThe.Human.AbstractDecember.AeternalisAkercockieAgoraphob ic.Nosebleed2000.BCThe.BezerkerMushroomheadDrippingStarkweat herMinistryProngNileAnalblastHaste.The.DayAftershockOtepNeve rmoreDream.TheaterDeathDry.Kill.LogicToday's.The.DayThine.Ey es.BleedVileSycthDust.BrothersCrystal.MethodJunkie.XLVampire .MoooseMachine.HeadDead.To.FallGlass.CasketBurning.SkiesA.Ta ste.Of.BloodA.Dozen.FuriesTriviumGhengistronWatered.DownAcac ia.StrainPelicanLive.Free.Or.DieStapping.Young.LadIron.Sloth The.Agony.SceneDiscordanceSlipknotAmerican.HeadchargeBehold. The.ArctopusFear.FactoryBrutal.TruthCryptopsyTrent.ReznorSta tic.XAll.That.RemainsDrowning.PoolPowerman.5000Dying.FetusCa ttle.DecapitationAmon.AmarthSevendust30.Seconds.To.MarsPante raTaprootInto.EternityVehemenceNights.Like.TheseVital.Remain sKittiePirexiaHe.Is.UsPysopusMuseFaith.No.More

Movies:

Boondock.SaintsAmerican.History.XBlowThe.Last.SamuraiFight.C lubBoratThe.DepartedEnemy.At.The.GatesSmokin.AcesEdward.Scis sorhandsThe.Last.Of.The.MohicansVampire.Hunter.DGladiatorReq uiem.For.A.DreamThe.Phantom.Of.The.OperaDeuces.WildPulp.Fict ionNatural.Born.KillersLes.MiserablesReservoir.DogsCrashRunn ing.ScaredCowboy.BebopDonnie.DarkoMementoSevenChocolatDerail edFrom.HellAnything.With.Bruce.LeeDonnie.BraskoLord.Of.The.R ingsKill.BillSleepy.HollowOnce.Upon.A.Time.In.MexicoUnderwor ldFear.And.Loathing.In.Las.VegasBladeWhat's.Eating.Gilbert.G rapeGreen.MileThe.LibertineThe.ProducersThe.Royal.Tenenbaums Punch.Drunk.LoveThe.Ninth.GateNinja.ScrollSaving.Private.Rya nIgby.Goes.DownForest.GumpPirates.Of.The.CaribbeanSnatchCloc kwork.Orange8MMRushmoreBig.FishThe.ProphecyThe.Hunted

Television:

Anything.On.Discovery
History
Science
National.Geographic
CNNHustleNip.TuckArrested.DevelopmentThe.OfficeFamily.GuySim psonsMy.Name.Is.EarlDave.ChappellCowboy.BebopWill.And.GraceQ ueer.Eye.For.The.Straight.Guy

Books:

Animal.LiberationThe.Art.Of.WarThe.PrinceSiddhartaAnimals.Li ke.UsMonkey.BusinessAnne.RiceThe.Perks.Of.Being.A.Wallflower The.IliadThe.OdysseyOur.Word.Is.Our.WeaponRegime.Change.Begi ns.At.HomeThe.Best.Democracy.Money.Can.BuyThe.CollectorStole n.HarvestGlobalize.LiberationBlowAngels.And.DemonsThe.Davinc i.CodeAnimal.Farm1984Brave.New.WorldThe.Brothers.KaramazovCa ndideShakespeare.The.ComediesThe.Count.Of.Monte.CristoCrime. And.PunishmentThe.DecameronDante's.InfernoA.Farewell.To.Arms FaustGreat.ExpectationsLes.MiserablesYour.Child.Or.The.DogSl aughterhouseLord.Of.The.RingsRendezvous.With.RamaOedipus.The .KingOf.Mice.And.MenParadise.LostOn.The.Origin.Of.SpeciesAri stotle.The.PoliticsPride.And.PrejudicePygmalionThe.RepublicA .Tale.Of.Two.CitiesTess.Of.The.D'UbervillesShakespeare's.The .Tragedies20,000.Leagues.Under.The.SeaWaldenWar.And.PeaceCat cher.In.The.RyeLord.Of.The.FliesBehold.The.Pale.HorseSupress ed.Discoveries.Of.Medicine.And.ScienceCommunist.ManifestoPla to's.DialoguesMein.KampfFarenheit.451My.AntoniaThe.Diary.Of. Anne.FrankAntigoneAcross.Five.AprilsThe.CrucibleGone.With.Th e.WindThe.Grapes.Of.WrathThe.PearlThe.Color.PurplePractical. EthicsAnimal.Rights.And.Human.ObligationsIn.Defense.Of.Anima lsDiet.For.A.Small.PlanetDisposable.PeopleEverything.You.Kno w.Is.WrongDying.For.GrowthWorld.HungerLies.My.Teacher.Told.M eStolen.HarvestPeople's.History.Of.The.United.StatesAtheism. The.Case.Against.GodThe.JungleEternal.TreblinkaThe.Diary.Of. Jack.The.Ripper

Heroes:

Anybody.who.has.ever.had.to.stand.up.for.what.they.believed. ineven.when.it.meant.losing.something.important.to.themAlf/E lf.prisonersPolitical.prisoners.around.the.worldAnybody.who. stayed.by.my.side.while.I.was.incarceratedSara

My Blog

Mea Culpa

When the whole world ceases to exist, what is there to throw away? A self-destructive nature with no self to destroy. This will never get better - don't you believe it will for another second. Nothing...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:02:00 PST

Yesterday's dreams lay torn and broken...

into what nightmare of things am i fallen? scattered across this battlefield, the conflict of this mind tormented. i'm taken prisoner, in my own thoughts, i'm held captive and i've spared no...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 10:30:00 PST

A lifetime lost in a thousand days...

Each echoing footstep drives another nail into the banner of anticipation as I slowly trailbehind my escort down this indistinct hall.Through mechanized doors, cold winter's airis swept inside ra...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 04:12:00 PST

The inevitable decathexis...

it's amazingthe feelingjust as i knew it would bethe moment my heart broke too late nowi realizeshe never loved meshe loved that i loved hershe never loved meshe only loved that i loved herthat i...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 01:29:00 PST

So much has changed in 3 years...

..> ..> Freedom. It came. They said it would, and now it has. It's been since July 23, 2004 that most of you heard from me, save those who kept in touch. A million thanks to those of you w...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:49:00 PST

We were born for battle, without vision we will die...

I'm going away tomorrow. 30 months federal prison. Thanks to my friends who have supported me, this is kind of tough. Now that the rumors are being cleared up, I'd like to say thanks to those that did...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Raise your voice...Start the revolution....This is our time - to rise...

Yeah, nobody reads anybody's journals so i could say whatever the fuck i wanted to and you'd never know...or would you?....
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A world full of ears become deaf - as they scratch at the scars, but blood still drips from their eyes...

I'm going to start a new project soon, and I'm looking for new faces to play with. I want something very intense. That's why Astasia just didn't work out, it was too soft for me. I want a project ...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

But I will still...relflect on what we had...

Last night Astasia came to the decision that it would be best if I left the band. It was a mutual agreement, but it still hurts. Musical differences kept us constantly agrivated and it's not worth t...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i will touch the sun or i will die trying...

yeah, so kickass show at my place back on friday. thanks so much for everyone who came, and round of applause to Maraloka and As The End. Living room mosh pits are fucking intense. There will be an...
Posted by DEMORDOKOS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST