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Selena

"Blow, blow, thou winter wind, Thou art not so unkind as man's ingratitude." --As You Like It

About Me

ODE ON MELANCHOLY--John Keats:No, no, go not to Lethe, neither twist Wolfs-bane, tight-rooted, for its poisonous wine; Nor suffer thy pale forehead to be kiss'd By nightshade, ruby grape of Proserpine; Make not your rosary of yew-berries, Nor let the beetle, nor the death-moth be Your mournful Psyche, nor the downy owl A partner in your sorrow's mysteries; For shade to shade will come too drowsily, And drown the wakeful anguish of the soul.But when the melancholy fit shall fall Sudden from heaven like a weeping cloud, That fosters the droop-headed flowers all, And hides the green hill in an April shroud; Then glut thy sorrow on a morning rose, Or on the rainbow of the salt sand-wave, Or on the wealth of globed peonies; Or if thy mistress some rich anger shows, Emprison her soft hand, and let her rave, And feed deep, deep upon her peerless eyes.She dwells with Beauty -- Beauty that must die; And Joy, whose hand is ever at his lips Bidding adieu; and aching Pleasure nigh, Turning to poison while the bee-mouth sips: Ay, in the very temple of Delight Veil'd Melancholy has her sovran shrine, Though seen of none save him whose strenuous tongue Can burst Joy's grape against his palate fine; His soul shall taste the sadness of her might, And be among her cloudy trophies hung.
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My Interests

I listen to black metal, anti-folk,underground punk/chrust, industrial, and chamber music. . I'm also interested in hermeticism, Albertus Magnus, Hermes Trimesigestus, rennaissance fairs, fetish, nature at night, alchemy, tarot, absinthe, piercings, tattoos, photography, electric glowing sea creatures, tea, hedge mazes, castles, gardens,medieval gothic art, illuminated manuscripts, le grande danse macabre, the legend of the three living and the three dead, haunted graveyards

I'd like to meet:

Petty and shallow people should really just leave me alone. You all are transparent and if I tolerate your presence, it is purely for diplomatic reasons. I want to meet people who can laugh at life and at themselves--a refreshing trait if nothing else--medievalists, occultists, underground music fans, people who know when to leave well enough alone, perfumists, fashion voyuers,vegetarians and vegans, gin drinkers, anarchist gardners,beer brewers who love giving poor students free beer, people with imagination, people who lock their TV's in cabinets and wear the key around their necks suspended on black ribbon, ..

Music:

I have always listened to many types of underground music. Right now I have been listening to Rudimentary Peni, Funker Vogt,avant garde black metal, cello concertos and chambre music, velvet underground, dulcimer music.

Movies:

I like movies with Occult themes and attention to detail. I love French films and historical occult documentaries. My favorite movies include Prosepero's Books, a British release of an adaptation of The Tempest.

Television:

The Simpsons,Family Guy, Nova, and late night documentaries.

Books:

medieval and rennaissance canon material stuff, but other than that Right now I am reading:Trouilus and Chryseda Alchemy by Holmyard Crowley's Blue Equinox Raymond Feist's Krondor seriesLater I will be reading:The Nag Hammadi, The Gilded bat by Edward Gorey, The Curious Sofa, a Pornographic Work by Ogdred Weary, Grimorium Virum, the Deluxe Transative Vampire--A Handbook of Grammar for the Innocent, the Eager, and the Doomed, The Hunting of the Snark, The Hermetic Museum by Arthur Edward Waite, The Magical Ritual of the Sanctum Regnum,

Heroes:

Lady Godiva,Leonardo Da Vinci, Geoffrey Chaucer, and Heinrich Cornelius Agrippa!!

My Blog

Repo! The Genetic Opera (2008) movie trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40SvLgDpIQs watch this trailer: Ogre from skinny puppy is part of this project.Repo the movie: in a future where organs are abundant in supply but can be reposs...
Posted by Selena on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 03:25:00 PST

I still dont understand

I've had plenty of fake friends who faded away or left after great chaos. When I was younger I didn't always pick the greatest of friends, but as I got older, picking friends became very important. Bu...
Posted by Selena on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 05:09:00 PST

How he found the key

  Clouds Without Water--Aleister Crowley "VIII The Thaumaturge" "Why did you play with such ungracious folly?/Because our passion is too bittersweet?/Because the acute and maddening melancholy/Is...
Posted by Selena on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 10:50:00 PST

what the fuck?

I just can't believe it. Maybe it's because I'm naive somewhere inside? I just can't believe it, but really I should. As time passes and we all march on toward some "definitive" experience, role, or l...
Posted by Selena on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 10:36:00 PST

ooohhh! This is a good one: Rime of the Ancient Mariner

Rime of the Ancient Mariner--Coleridge   PART IAn ancient Mariner meeteth three Gallants bidden to a wedding-feast, and detaineth one. It is an ancient Mariner,And he stoppeth one of three.`By t...
Posted by Selena on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 12:33:00 PST

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

..> ..> Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening .. --> --> by Robert Frost (1923) .. --> -->--> Whose woods these are I think I know.His house is in the village though;He will not see me stopping...
Posted by Selena on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 03:25:00 PST

Friendly Medical Tips on Some Nasty Disorders

The Tyler Durden virus infects many people. It is often induced by consuming some of the waters of Lethe, the river of forgetfullness. Unlike love, which is also an infection, the Tyler Durden syndrom...
Posted by Selena on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 08:04:00 PST

"Forget Not Yet"

Forget Not Yet Thomas Wyatt Forget not yet the tried intentOf such a truth as I have meant;My great travail so gladly spent,Forget not yet. Forget not yet when first beganThe weary life ye know, sinc...
Posted by Selena on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 12:06:00 PST

The secret life of S.M

Sometimes the world does not do us justice, and sometimes we wish not to give justice back to the world. Either way, here I stand--alone amongst oceans of time, space, and mind. Sometimes we all wish ...
Posted by Selena on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:31:00 PST

Leviathan-- my tattoo

Many of you have asked me what my tattoo means. It means several different things, and I will explain only a few of them. Firstly, this tattoo is an etching of Leviathan from the bible whom God slays ...
Posted by Selena on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:51:00 PST