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Xak

Gonna do the things that I wanna do, I ain't got a thing to prove to you. Not gonna wear the clothes

About Me


My life is meaningless without the people in it. Even if I'm meaningless to them. I love who I love, whether they acknowledge me or not. I'm probably not who you think I am. Sure, I'm dark, depressed, cold and an obnoxious know-it-all. I've spent a lot of time alone, even when surrounded by people. That's the result. But I'm also the person who will always be standing here, holding out my hand in the rain to help you whenever you need it. All you have to do is take the hand...
I'm a mother. I write fanfic, poetry/lyrics and dark fantasy primarily. I'm tattooed, pierced, owned by a few animals. I do animal rescue (birds and cats, really, but I have had a rescued hedgehog and I rescue any bettas that look like they really need a home--although they don't really count since I'm still putting money into a pet store or wal-mart when I get them). Anything else, I guess ya gotta ask me.
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You are very observant and tend to be the wallflower at parties. You are intuitive and know just how to communicate everything that you are feeling to those around you.
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Your wise quote is:
"Be kind to unkind people, they probably need it the most" by Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond appearance, try to give people second chances and are probably very kind. Understanding is your biggest personality trait. You detest narrow minded people, because they can't see what's really there. Facades is not your thing and you strive to always be who you really are.
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My Interests

I enjoy anime and manga, singing, music, playing guitar, playing piano, body modification, photography, drawing, drawing on the computer, animals, flowers, collecting dragons, wolves, drama masks, unicorns, fairies, vampires, InuYasha, Star Trek (all but "Enterprise"), Buffy: TVS, games and friends. I also have a huge stuffed penguin collection and a few other penguin themed things. I also believe avidly in attachment parenting.

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Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?


Which Heroes character are you? Your Result: Peter Petrelli

You are Peter Petrelli. You have the awesome ability to use other people's powers. Most people wouldn't pay any particular attention to you, but you have always known that you were meant for things greater than what you currently have.


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Which Heroes character are you?
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You Are Wolverine
Small but fierce, you're a great fighter.
Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy.

Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You?
Star Wars Horoscope for Gemini
Like most Geminis, you are a playful little creature.
You tend to be extremely curious, craving knowledge but sometimes having a short attention span.
For the most part, you are charming and loveable.
But at times, you can seem scattered and high-strung.

Star wars character you are most like: Ewoks What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

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You are the Buffy the Musical song "Something
To Sing About"!
"Life's a song, you don't get to rehearse
and every single verse
can make it that much worse
still my friends don't know why I ignore
the million things or more
I should be dancing for"
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And since I'm a yaoi freak, I had to take this:

"Your 1.. yaoi cutie couple are Sesshoumaru & Miroku. You are draw by their devilishly good looks and their uncanny ability to be sexy without even trying. Well, maybe Sesshoumaru's the only one not trying...
MirokuxSessoumaru

Which Inuyasha Yaoi pairing's best for you?
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although I also am coming to love:
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Edward Elric

Which Fullmetal Alchemist Character are you?
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What Chobits Character Are You?
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Freya (Black Chii)

Ah, B'Elanna Torres. Half-Human, half-Klingon,
where do your alliances lie? You despise your
Klingon side because it made you different, yet
you despise your human half because your father
left you alone with your mother. Let's just
say, you have your own style which falls
somewhere in the middle.

Which Star Trek: Voyager character are you?
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how jedi are you? :: by lawrie malen

You are a protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

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You Are The Ancient Vampiress. Your history surpasses them all. You've seen it all and you've done it all. Nothing seems to rattle you.You're the best kind of Vampiress to have around. Kudos for Being so Old!

Which Type Of Vampiress Are You?
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Your the Bed Babe, your very lazy and don't like to
do any work. Your always tire even though you
sleep longer then any of your friends. At least
your caring and easy-going, But still if I had
a camera I'd probably catch you in bed. If you
were a goddess you'd be the night goddess.

What type of anime babe are you?
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What Fruits Basket Character Are You?
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You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type
that can start a fight and win.You are very
strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't
^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but
alot of people admire your strength and want to
be just like you well the people that want to
fight.You can defend yourself very easily and
can probably handle some kind of weapon.You
have a short temper(like me)and get angry
easily but you can be really nice at times
^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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The power of imagination lies behind your
glistening and clouded over eyes! Youre
constantly dreaming; having various thoughts
plaguing your mind night and daily. Sometimes
you can be either seen as irresponsible or
loony due to your excessive amounts of
pondering over essentially anything and
everything! However, youre also very creative
and add a nice, crisp spark to the lives of
many though you may not know it! Your
salvation, you love because its often that
little place that you dream about-its your
escape and comfort from the bustling society.
You often feel restricted due to peoples
opinions and likings, but screw all that! You
live by your own rules; youre unique and
cherish every moment you can express yourself
freely! Dance as though no one is watching Love
as though youve never been heart-broken before.
Sing as though no one can hear you Live as
though heaven is on earth! ROCK ON YOU DREAMER!
^-^ Your imagination can take you absolutely
anywhere you want to go Dont let go of your
spirit Its the most precious thing in the
world, so guard it well!

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (Surprise!)
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You are very gothic/dark....you are mostly labelled
as a goth/emo...you love darkness and often
think about death and hate...in your darkness
lies a beautiful, lonely soul...Your song is
A Gothic Romance by Cradle Of Filth

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Which Naruto Character Are You?
You are SHIKAMARU!

Some people call you lazy, but that's simply not true. What you are is pessimistic. Regardless of the situation, you never fail to look on the dark side of things. You complain, bitch and sigh a lot. But, you are strong and dependable. A true friend... at least, when it counts.

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You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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I'd like to meet:

Marilyn Manson (have you ever read an interview with the guy? He's fucking fascinating and seems like a nice guy!), Johnny Depp (he's just cool), Bruce Willis (he seems like he'd be a nice guy), Tim Burton (okay, he's a little scary looking, but I'd LOVE to be in one of his movies), Angelina Jolie... or really, anyone interesting.

Music:

STABBING WESTWARD (I miss you guys!!), Seether (my current fave band), Three Day's Grace, Shinedown, Bush, Evanescence (Amy Lee, you are so freaking lucky: you got the band I always dreamed of being in), Chevelle, Garbage, The Dreaming, Deftones, Korn (off and on), Smashing Pumpkins, Madonna (immaculate collection and before only), Guns N' Roses (AFD-UYI2), Aerosmith (who doesn't like at least ONE Aerosmith song?), Queen, Rolling Stones, Beatles, Tool, 30 Seconds to Mars... some other bands I'm sure I'm forgetting... my ideal music is somewhere between industrial and orchestral goth or darkwave... problem is, so many of the bands are wonderful bands with horrible singers that I haven't found one that I particularly like. Then again, sometimes it's just hard rock that I like the best.

Movies:

Labyrinth, Willow, Jurassic Park, Legend, The Fifth Element, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Interview with the Vampire, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Evolution, X-Men and X2 (ignore the comic plotline to enjoy), Harry Potter movies (as long as I don't compare them to the books), a bunch of Will Smith movies, a bunch of Tim Burton movies, Terminator 1&2, The Whole Nine Yards, The Sixth Sense, Spiderman 1&2, Paulie, Overboard, Now and Then, the Star Trek movies (and TNG movies), Kindergarten Cop, Foxfire, Tomb Raider 1&2 (the first one wasn't enough like the games for me, but I still like it--awesome casting for Lara).. okay, I have to stop, I like too many movies...


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Television:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (one of the only series I can watch over and over and over...), Heroes, Mai HiME, InuYasha, Naruto, Negima, Full Metal Alchemist, Eureka Seven, Ai Yori Aoshi, Bleach, sCRYed, Fruits Basket, Futurama, Law and Order: SVU, Star Trek, ST: TNG, ST: Voyager, ST: DS9, the 4400, Roseanne (the other series I can watch repeatedly), Drawn Together (one of the funniest shows I've ever seen, despite the potty humor), South Park, King of Queens... ironic because I barely watch tv...

Books:

Harry Potter (and I tried to avoid reading them because they were a fad--or so I thought, they really are awesome), Anita Blake: Vampire Hunter, Dresden Files, most anything that's not pure sci-fi by Anne McCaffrey, Elvenbane, Elvenblood, The Deathgate Cycle, Ramona series by Beverly Cleary, bunch of Star Trek: TNG books, and a bunch of V.C. Andrews. I'll read most anything, but prefer sci-fi (not the stuff with words that don't have vowels or that are overtechnical), horror, fantasy and dark fantasy.

Heroes:

I didn't used to believe in heroes.. heroes end up dead. But then I got to thinking and I realized that a hero doesn't have to die to inspire, nonetheless, most of mine are dead.
I suppose though... Rosa Parks, who wouldn't give up her seat, amongst other things, less known.
Mahatma Gandhi because he never wavered in his unshakable belief in nonviolent protest and religious tolerance.
Hellen Keller, who was born 100 years before me, only 10 days off, who fought for the rights of the blind and for her own life despite being blind and deaf, and of course, the woman who didn't give up on her: Anne Sullivan, who overcame severe adversity herself.
Jesus. That's right. The people who know I'm not christian may be shocked, but the fact is, the man (who most christians don't even bother to follow a single word he said, preferring the words of hatemongers) stood up for and died for what he believed. Even if you don't believe he really existed, he's still a personal hero for what he stood for, because real or myth, he was a good man who didn't preach hatred but rather tolerance and love--something lost over the years.
Martin Luther King, Jr. I shouldn't have to explain that, if you're a decent, educated person, you know why.
His Holiness the 14th the Dalai Lama Tenzin Gyatso, for so many reasons. I think he's the only one still alive on this list...
I'm not great at remembering individual names, really. Those were a few that stuck with me, but really, any person who fought, particularly at peril of their life, for human rights, non-violently are my biggest heroes. Also, every person who has the guts to be themselves, particularly in places where it could be dangerous to do so--whether for their beliefs, because they're gay, for their freedom, for an education or anything that could better not only their own lives, but the lives of others.

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Posted by Xak on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 08:23:00 PST

Well, well... megavillain am I...

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Our Futures Are Schrodingers Cat

I'm in a mood... .. Our futures are Schrodinger's CatSo when someone opens the box, how do you want to be found? How do you want your children to remember their time in the box?And a little b...
Posted by Xak on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:39:00 PST

Things Ive learned as a Mom

Things I've learned as a mom:Newborns can love loud rock music more than all the lullabies in the world.Despite eating nothing but breastmilk, a healthy new baby's poop will appear as though she has e...
Posted by Xak on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 01:20:00 PST

Full Term Nursing benefits

Full Term Nursing Fact Sheet Breastfeeding benefits toddlers and young children... nutritionally, immunilogically and psychologicall...
Posted by Xak on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 12:52:00 PST

Kalash: Last known Pagan tribe of Pakistan

his was found on one of my groups and I wanted to share, becuase it's so cool. They found it on Yahoo.Picture It: The Polytheistic Kalash Tribe of PakistanTue, 05/20/2008 - 3:00am by CitizenSugar When...
Posted by Xak on Fri, 30 May 2008 01:13:00 PST

Breastfeeding is normal, not superior

Watch Your Language By Diane Wiessinger, MS, IBCLC "The truth is, breastfeeding is nothing more than normal. Artificial feeding, which is neither the same nor superior, is therefore deficient,...
Posted by Xak on Wed, 14 May 2008 03:23:00 PST

What Every Parent Should Know About Infant Formula

What Every Parent Should Know About Infant Formulaby Katie Allison GranjuBy now, every doctor and parent in America has heard the news: breastfeeding is best for babies. What's not-so-old news is t...
Posted by Xak on Wed, 14 May 2008 02:41:00 PST

California Sloppy Joe

Is what I've named my latest masterpiece. I was craving a chili sandwich (which I was jokingly calling a Mexian Sloppy Joe in my head--although there IS a recipe for it online) but also wanted an avoc...
Posted by Xak on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 03:59:00 PST

OMG, in a Pizza box?!

I totally just found my leopard gecko who has been missing since January--hiding in a pizza box! WTH? I was gathering the trash (I keep thinking Tuesday is trash day) and as I picked it up, I saw h...
Posted by Xak on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:08:00 PST