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About Me

i seem to think too much... read into things, i want everything to have meaning. that isn't how it works. i am learning to relax, to enjoy what has been given.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"and no one out there will be just what you want all of the time. the beauty is in the rare way you keep each other guessing" -jackie

My Blog

tis true...

if it weren't for one organized band marino,one quitting band marino,one being asked to fill in for one band marino,one tour across the u.s.,one fateful early morn of march 19th,i would not have moved...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 16:47:00 GMT

everything is ok

i started taking notes, forcing myself to see the prettier thingsyou say i always think the worst of every situation, my weaknessi see you now, can you tell?i know what i have, grow more aware of it e...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 13:45:00 GMT

the knowledge of not enough

i have wasted time i have wasted energy it feels so good to know my time has to go towards something now... but i shouldn't leave it at that i can't be content with responsibility i want involvement i...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 18:38:00 GMT

eventually

some things are true...when i need prayer i want to hear it. and i want to hear it from a select few. from those i know are truly in love with God, from those i know are so secure in their conversatio...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 22:34:00 GMT

not yet anyway

i'm not scared of you or this weight that makes my breathing thick and heavyi touched on the surface of something intangiblethen dove in because i didn't know how not tothis isn't my choosingi don't w...
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 23:47:00 GMT

sleep tight

still not sure what's gonna happen when i close my eyesseems i dream the most when awakei'm haunted, your weight seems heavytoo far to tell(there are) reasons for thisi'm not just a silly girli've mor...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 23:30:00 GMT

simply

someone i used to know.it's funny how quickly you can grow...after you learn to let go.
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 23:13:00 GMT

going home...

cuz it’s about that time...maybe ground will help me see to where i should fly...ready for pretty, ready for more...just living here right now...don’t know where to go...don’t know h...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 08:42:00 GMT

rise to the occasion

YOU1. Name:2. Date of birth:3. Where you live:4. What makes you happy:5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:6. Do you read my blogs?:7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:8....
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 01:24:00 GMT

nonstop

where there are hands held grace no space between those who love selflessly in spite of pain overwhelming freedom from within came through just as promised we shine with unnatural force we love with s...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 10:09:00 GMT