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as far as the eye can see...to reach one's heart

About Me

i'm looking for a way out. not looking for anyone found someone something that keeps me going. too busy looking back that i often trip on what lies ahead of me. not too complicated to figure out anymore...quite simple indeed. don't ask for much just for today. i change it up every now and then. learning to be the "new" me even though i miss the old one...too late for that now. [writer's block - 'About Me' under construction]

it takes a lot to really know someone give it a chance!

My Interests

search for meaning...just like everyone else!

Music:

old school church songs. alternative. punk. & rock. i think?! oh..&hiphop.

Movies:

the ones that make you cry.

Heroes:

the trinity [father-son-holyspirit]

My Blog

can’t explain this one..

winded, blownencouraged to be overthrowntoo many choicesalthough the obvious one is clearagain fighting the oddsbut it feels so rightnever sure of the outcomebut inevitable dooma step againi hesistate...
Posted by bam bam on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 10:40:00 PST

...in a heart

something in a heartto hold love is oneto feel is anotherlove with feelingsboth good and badof happiness and joyof heartbreak and painfor what can a heart dobut love and feelwithout either only emptin...
Posted by bam bam on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:14:00 PST

To Sleep

i almost cry everytime i put my pillow to my headfor the thought of you resounds so stronglyforcing me to lie awake and think of you more deeplythen one tear will roll down my facei close my eyes tigh...
Posted by bam bam on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:15:00 PST

V.A.

a step away i should have taken but towards you i chose now filled with mangled feelings unable to express myself of meaning that i have to you i certainly do not know your simple words can save me bu...
Posted by bam bam on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 04:30:00 PST

Brooklyn

my god damn heart is located on my shoulderand i cry like a fucken bitchyea all that LITTLE shit gets to mebut you have no fucken idea aboutthe bigger shit i'm up againstgo ahead, define me, ...
Posted by bam bam on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:06:00 PST

I DON'T MISS...

i don't miss the moment we meti don't miss the looks you gavei don't miss the words you said i don't miss our first kiss or the kisses afteri don't miss all the hugs at the doori don't miss cuddling o...
Posted by bam bam on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 03:23:00 PST

someday..it will be over.

some words i need to saysome things i need to knowbut i've hit a wallthere are emotions i'm feelingand there are emotions i'm missingi just can't seem to get througheverything seems to be whateverand ...
Posted by bam bam on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:58:00 PST

she called out for me...

to my aunt whom i love so much.through anthing she was and always will be my aunt.in this world and the next.may the angels in heaven greet her with open arms,and guide her to our heavenly father...
Posted by bam bam on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 02:15:00 PST

f-kin frustrated.

so fuckin frustrated.. i just got so much on my mind and i wish some of the shit would just stop. i need a god damn moment of piece...gotta reconnect with myself and see what the fuck is wrong with me...
Posted by bam bam on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 05:45:00 PST

i'm running away...

trying to hard to run awayi just can't escapethese tears just won't fademy heart continues to achewhat can i do with all thisi'm faced with many choicesbut in the midst i still choose youhow can that ...
Posted by bam bam on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 04:12:00 PST