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jess. //don't dream it... be it.//

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

my name's jey
and i'm pretty much a big deal.

+ i love my friends more than life itself.
+ i enjoy smoking. deal with it.
+ tattoos and i go together like bread and butter.
+ if i were stuck on a desert island, all i would need are some smokes, a lighter, and johnny depp.
+ i've been singing, dancing, and acting since i was born, and i plan on continuing to do so.
+ i don't make plans. things just kind of happen.
+ i wouldn't trade my experiences for anything.
+ i'm a hippie and i do enjoy hugging trees.
+ if i could be anything in the world, it would be a pirate.
+ i watch movies in order to escape my real life.
+ i'm kind of crazy.
+ boys like me as a friend. i like them as more.
+ i change my hair color like i change socks.
+ i have a mini-me. her name is katie.
+ i have a polar opposite. her name is alison.
+ i would love to do nothing more than just sit with you for a while.
+ my thoughts scare me.
+ i'm not what you would call a "classic beauty". i refer to it as "new-age".
+ i wish i had a mr. feeny.
+ i know my size may be daunting, but don't worry - i love you.
+ i love wolves. growl.
+ i'm a video game nerd. ask me about final fantasy only if you have a few hours to kill.
+ my career plan is to win the lottery.
+ ddr is god's gift to man.
+ i'm generally happy until i'm left alone.
+ i like things that will someday give me cancer... like diet coke.
+ i stole seven of the best people you will ever meet for my best friends. sucks to be you.
+ i am the black sheep of my family. baaah.
+ sometimes i wonder if it is all really worth it.
+ lose one friend. lose all friends. lose yourself.
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My Interests

//singing//dancing//acting//being with my friends//rain//listening to music//watching movies//tim burton//animals//smoking//soccer//traveling//wicca//beer//kissing//hugs//laughing//talking until the sun comes up//the phantom of the opera//theatre //cats//diet soda//boondock saints //the internet//the DLT//shoes//nail polish//the simpsons//the truth//the paranormal//ireland//harry potter//sleeping//nature//comfy clothes//showers//reading//being loud//being happy//driving//drinking//scratch off lottery tickets//being employed//people watching//dying hair//my family//stargazing//daydreaming//holding people//being held//going out in the morning chill to watch the sunrise//playing pool//making friends with strangers//artsy things like theatres and museums//good conversation//film noir//asking questions//getting answers//writing//holding strong when things get tough//getting married//living life.. Read my VisualDNA ™ Get your own VisualDNA™

I'd like to meet:

o. johnny depp
o. helena bonham carter
o. tim burton
o. vincent price
o. j.k.rowling
o. loreena mckennitt
o. walt disney
o. zelda rubenstein
o. nobuo uematsu
o. any rockstar
o. dog the bounty hunter
o. the chapman family
o. my next boyfriend
o. people who aren't afraid to say and do stupid shit.
o. people who think it's okay to act like a kid sometimes.
o. people who appreciate final fantasy as much as i do.
o. people who don't care about social standards.
o. other weirdos

Music:


+loreena mckennitt+dropkick murphys+flogging molly+my chemical romance+icp+simple plan+the irish rovers+fiona apple+alanis morrisette+the backstreet boys+broadway+techno+the clash+bowling for soup+bob marley+kottonmouth kings+hawthorne heights+the beatles+ozzy osborne+the killers+evanescence+frank sinatra+rufus wainwright+mama cass elliot+toy box+aqua+nightwish+sonata arctica+spice girls+pavarotti+nobuo uematsu+ayumi hamasaki+faye wong+death cab for cutie+fall out boy+within temptation+creedance clearwater revival+metallica+ac[lightening bolt]dc+michael jackson+danny elfman+akon+good charlotte+willie nelson+johnny cash+tracy byrd+reba mcintyre+benny goodman+ella fitzgerald+the soggy bottom boys

Movies:

..boondock saints..final fantasy vii: advent children..donnie darko..the phantom of the opera..white chicks..super troopers..harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban..edward scissorhands..beetlejuice..remember the titans..sleepy hollow..charlie and the chocolate factory..oliver!..disney movies..the magdalene sisters..nightmare on elm street..the fifth element..underworld..harry potter and the goblet of fire..alice in wonderland..requiem for a dream..the waterboy..orange county..bring it on..centerstage..horror..comedy..drama

Television:

;;the black donnellys;;the simpsons;;family guy;;so you think you can dance?;;american idol;;futurerama;;house of carters;;the parkers

Books:

&&all harry potter&&LOTR&&speak no evil&&interview with a vampire&&the da vinci code&&edgar allen poe&&charles dickens&&the count of monte cristo&&the crucible

My Blog

If You’re Irish, Come Into the Parlor.

Okay, so I kind of slacked off on the whole blogging thing. New habits are REALLY hard for me to keep, but I’m trying. I got this nasty cold earlier this week.  My little sister brought it ...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 09:09:00 PST

i luf my cuzins.

and i can't wait for thanksgiving. i noticed i haven't updated in a while, so i figured i'd drop a line. things suck. but they always do. i just got out of the hospital on sunday after a week of emerg...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 05:26:00 PST

i really feel like i’m losing my best friend...

hey, it's been a while since i've updated this thing, but i just wanted to drop a quick line to say thanks to all of the birthday wishes from everyone.  you'll all be getting personal responses s...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 08:52:00 PST

hey hey hey.

why can't people really say what's on their minds? why do people have to change when they are around certain people? why do people pretend they're your best friend one minute, and when you turn around...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:16:00 PST

i feel so out of the loop.

sometimes it feels like i have absolutely no idea what's going on with my friends.  it sucks.i wish i could go back to who i used to be.but i have no idea how i got to be who i am now.i wish i co...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 03:19:00 PST

if anyone wants to know what's been wrong with me lately...

I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light. I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't STAND the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't STAND...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:38:00 PST

i'm no help to anyone... not my friends, not my family... no one.

why does it always feel like i've fucked up royally?it seems like no matter what i door what i don't doit seems like people are mad at me.and it hate it.and it always happens around this time.when i'm...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 01:34:00 PST

you find out who your friends are...

i think i've finally figured out who my true friends are.which sucks, because i thought that i had more than those few select people.so to those few people, thanks for responding to that text.to the o...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 10:03:00 PST

adolf builds a bonfire, enrico plays with it.

this sucks.  i hate feeling like this.it sucks even more that it hurts so much i don't really want to move.it sucks even more than that that my friends don't understand how i feel and just think ...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 03:57:00 PST

The empty bottles spent cigarettes so pack a change of clothes

i had one of those teeth dreams again. that's never a good sign. it means that i'm letting my self esteem get low. and i know exactly why it's deflating. since writing things down sometimes helps,...
Posted by jess. //don't dream it... be it.// on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:01:00 PST