Jimmy's LIL PRINGLE

my name is amber i currently live in highspire, pa with my mother-in-law. I got married to my sexy wonderful husband on Feb 29th.....that's a leap year day for anyone who doesn't know. He tragically passed away on June 25th in Mousul, Iraq serving for our country. We had each other hook, line and sinker from the night that we met. He was the best husband that I could have ever asked for. He supported me in everything and always told me the things that I really wanted and needed to hear. I found out that I was prego 2 weeks after he left and when I told him he was so excited that I'm surpried he didn't jump through the phone to give me a kiss and a hug! Everyone keeps trying to give me their support and telling me to be strong for myself and jr., but how is someone supposed to stay strong when the their world was pulled out from under their feet! Just because no one sees your tears falling down your cheek does it mean that you are strong or that you'll ever be the same again. I waited 20 years for Jimmy and in the blink of an eye he was snatched away, like it was nothing. Jimmy Yohn Jr. is due to be here July 19th, but it could be anyday now more than likely. If it wasn't for Jr. I think that I would be going into a crazy people place or I just wouldn't be able to hold on as well as I have been. I guess I'll be in PA for a while now....but who knows how the road will run. I LOVE YOU BABY and I MISS YOU!! You'll always be my king and I'll always be your queen until the end of time! "Three letters......I DO!" -Your Lil' Pringle =DAnd for anyone who doesn't know the meaning behind Jimmy's Lil Pringle....oh well because only the 2 of us know it!