As time had Progresses ,It loses all relevance I sit here trapped in a recurring nightmare, I feed on my own self crying over you. I had been captivated by every thing I had missed about you ,But now all I have is all I have is all this pain of losing you like I did. My soul is inebriated ,and Isolation is all in my empty room so all I could see is the Candle in my room. that I put on for you,It's pointless to leave , each journey leads me back to you my empty heart misses you so now what must I do, I'm suffering with so much despair , I remembered your face when you left me behind my heart wont ever let you go don't you see! so please make your way back to me My heart races with every touch my soul never wants to give up on what we have but I have no choice all I have is a empty hand with nothing to offer you, I lay hear hoping there will be that moment of your time that will never end.I think so much about how thing had gone so bad, I started calling out for you ,I even got on my hands, and knees praying. That you'll never let me go,but you know how that old song go's ,But then I got this sensation so strong , But yet feel so confused on how this empty felling started making its way back in My room, I have this candle on in my room ,The loneliness I feel with out you so wretched, and compelled by betrayal , yes that candle is still shining bright all weighting on you!Bye Lilly Emery
Something happened the other day , That was so painful I could not find the words I need to say ! I know my Lord You know me oh so well, That you can read me like a book . I have so many tears that I cried but my pain that is locked so deep in side me just wont go away!You know me God when my days and nights that keeps going by. But you know that when my life get so lost , and confused , and I just don't know what I'M going to do !I think to myself , and find a place to walk where you and I could have are heart to heart talks.As I started to have are talk I just got on my hands and knees and told you about my lost!before it was all said and dune all my pains was gone, you touched my heart , and let me know this was just another pain I just had to indoor .So he wiped my eyes and told me everything was going to be alright ,so I got up and gave all my love to the lord until it will be my time to see my love one another time. Bye Lilly Emery <img
My heart is reaching out to you,But you can not know this ,Because you was lead to rest! I cry out for Justices , for peace of mind how could some one just come in are lives and taken my grandson Jesse life .I cry out for my daughter Stacy why she cry out for her baby that know one can give her back.I pray to God to help my girl For what you’re going through; I’m thinking of you frequently And praying for you, too and asking God to give you back your baby's. If there’s something I can do,Anything at all,To help you Stacy my baby my girl get through this pain that someone at one time you had loved had taken your baby Jesse life away and gave you all this pain that life can never take away. This pain is so deep that I pray to God to make way for you to get though another day.Please don’t hesitate to call and cry out to me because I will be right there to cry out with you. This is a prayer For Justices , A cry out for my child,and grandchildern. This is a cry to all the mothers and grandmothers who had lost a loved one bYE LILLY EMERY Time for me to set you free magnify I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again not now or ever again, my life just died with you all I can do now is give out my tears there are no words I can say that will bring you back. I gaze at you at you why you had been laying their given out your good bye to lay to rest, I miss you,I love you so much my grandson and I'm so sorry we have to say good bye this away. I cry so much ,I died when you had I feel there is no way for me to come back with out you in my arms where you had always be longed I cry to god every day and night to make sure you will be alright! well now god is opening my eye's and tells me his child has now gone with him in heaven to be free from what this old world has to bring. I hold your little hand and told you I will see you again when it's my time to go but for now I must let you go. god is where you are safe and free so I must let you be, but take this with you my grandson you have my heart and that no one will ever take and rip apart I love you and I miss you so much now its time for me to let you free.bye Lilly emery
Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek
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Many clouds have passed by Since we stood under the same sky,Taking in the summer sights and winters delights. Growing up the future seemed like such a sure thing Thought we knew what it would bring True love, a family, a house in the hills Work hard, play just to pay are bills. I Never guessed things would change so much Thought our friends would never loose touch. But I can see so clearly now life that told us that love will never hurt and life is full of dreams , I think they left out somethings.It's like the beauty and the beast we see things like this every day , but not the heart of what it all means. Or when a love gos so wrong and your heart feels it can not go on . what about a child that dies in the night or a lover that never said good by.What a plain this life gave . This pain had taken away dreams ,But then we need to see what we can do to change things and to change how we think .We know now life is what we make of it , and we have to see the bad and the good that comes with it. Like the beauty and the beast , The beauty had to look very deep in the heart of the beat then looking at his outer cover just to see his heart and what it will bring. so she look and lesson be for you new it she was in love with the beast because his heart was kind and fool of love so it made its outer cove beautiful. well this is the same way we must see lifeWe know life is not easy we will have lots of heart aches and pains, But it will make us stronger , and to know how to learn from are past mistakes and to change what we can change for are days and help other as we go along in life. And let the past stay behind. I'm not saying we will never look back ,because then I would be lying if I would say that , Because the past has away of taken us back to the pain that we want to leave behind us.We know we can't change the past and the past can not change us from today only if we allow it to.But that would be so said if we just gave up and not live for the day , and to let the past just sweep us away , So its up to us to move on and to think healthy even when it seams so hard to do each and every day. But start your day with a prayer and let out your cry and say good by to your past pains just for those hours those days .And start living your life and make new dreams to come true, God Bless you
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