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Never Say Goodbye. Because Saying Goodbye Means Going Away, and Going Away Means Forgetting.

About Me

Life Is Crazy
And So Am I.

♥ the name is Erica. ♥
♥ i love a lot of people. i’m in love with one. ♥
♥ sometimes i like to pretend i’m a badass… but imma good pretender. ♥
♥ fuck with my friends, and i’ll fuck with you. ♥
♥ drugs are windows to hell on earth. they deceive. they murder. they’re evil. ♥
♥ i look and act like a sweet little femme most of the time, but i can be a tough little dyke too. ♥
♥ i am: obsessive. thoughtful. trusting. gullible. and all about love. as my wise friend once said, “condoms are cheaper than guns, so make love not war.” ♥
♥ my life isn’t perfect. i don’t care how lucky you think i am. ♥
♥ i love my family. even when i dislike them. ♥
♥ i’m not always happy. i’m not always smiling. but i do always care. ♥
♥ sometimes i give up. who doesn’t?? ♥
♥ politics are cool. especially when it comes to getting rid of the moron called president bush. ♥
♥ i discriminate. against ignorance. ♥
♥ xoxoxo ♥
♥ I love my Bestie, Steena. She's amaaazinnnggg! ♥
♥ My Ashley (Who is the only person that's ever made my heart beat like this) ♥
♥ I care deeply for these perfect imperfections:♥
♥ Kyle(I'm his Faghag and future roomie) ♥
♥ Shannon (My incredible bestest fwend) ♥
♥ Jeff (My Manly Man who I can actually talk to...) ♥
♥ Daniel (My overly outspoken Queen) ♥
♥ Cera (My Race Track, Redneck, HILARIOUS, oldest friend) ♥
♥ Micheal (My big ol' faggg... hehe.)♥
♥♥♥

My Interests

My Gurlie, Lover, Baby, Ashley!
Music is also my life. There IS a song for everyone/everything.
Writing. I write a lot of poetry and shit.
I’m a choir kid. I love to sing. And of course, I’m a huge band nerd. Go Bass Clarinets!
I like to shop… with my nonexistent money. :D
I like to pretend I can dance. :D
Umm.. I like taking pictures of people.. especially when they're making out..
And uh... I love watching softball...
And I love bowling.
Even though I suck at it. :D
And I love cooking. :D
Yeah.

I'd like to meet:

-I wanna meet real people, not the kind that fake being real...-

-I've already got a Bestie who I love and my Baby, Ashley, who I love more and more every day. I don't need much more. But talk to me anyways. Lol.-

-Also, the character I was named after would be a cool person to meet...-

::Erica Kane From All My Children::

Will you?
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Music:

Rent
Fall Out Boy
Carolyn Dawn Johnson
Tatu
Avril Lavigne
Faith Hill
Gretchen Wilson
Good Charlotte
Simple Plan
Led Zeplin
Aqua
Norah Jones
Lonestar
Styx
Muse
Alison Krauss
Melissa Etheridge
Mariah Carey (the old stuff)
Tim McGraw
The Dixie Chicks
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!
Blink 182
Rob Zombie
The Used
Sugarland
Fefe Dobson
Pink
Taking Back Sunday
Billy Fucking Idol
Jimmy Eat World
The Format

Ahh... can't think of names!
Those aren't in any order by the way.. heh.
I also love pretty much any musical theatre music
I love female country, though not alot of male country..
though there is Keith Urban..
Hm. Um.. I love the old stuff... any golden oldies...
Yeah.
I really just love any music.
I like just about anything I listen to tho.
Except like, that hardcore,
"Fuck your mom in the ass" rap.
Or the metal that I can't understand.
Hah..

Movies:

I love horror flicks.
The Ring 1 and 2
The Grudge
Dawn of the Dead
28 Days
Dracula
The Amityville Horror....
All scary stuff!
I like Resident Evil too. Both of them.
That chick is hot!
Also, I am Sam
Save the last Dance
Dirty Dancing
Prey for Rock and Roll!
Annnd, Taking Lives has to be one of the best movies ever, due to ANGELINA JOLIE!! WOOP WOOP!
The Breakfast Club is the best movie ever created tho... :D
Except for the Greatest of all time, RENT!!
I LOVE RENT!!!
YAY FOR RENTHEADS!
Lol.

Television:

THE L WORD!
Medium
ER....
Will and Grace...(tear.)
Project Runway is a good one!
I'm also now in love with Grey's Anatomy,
Desperate Housewives
HEROES!!! Omg. That show is amazing.
Justice is cool.
Uhhh.. there's a couple others...
and any music channels!!!

Books:

Harry Potter man... I love that dude....Warlord Metal is awsome, Rice and Beans, um.. Keeping you a secret, Cut, Go Ask Alice, and I guess.. um... O! White Oleander!

Heroes:

Steena Marie.. I love you so much babe. You have turned my world around the last few years and I wouldn't have made it through alot of the shit without you. You're my Bestie forever and always. K? K.

I would totally be lost without my bestest fwend Shannon, cuz that girl made me feel comfortable in my skin and she totally changed my life. I love her sooo very much, and I know we've taught each other more than thought possible.

Kyle is the one boy that I know I can always count on. He's incredibly honest and I love that about him.

Also, My Mom is my hero for putting so much work out and not ever getting all she deserves in return.. She's a great Mom...

My Dad too, even tho he's awfully overprotective. Hehe

My Blog

Bitches

Ugh.Bitches.Stop hurting my friends.Jeezus.I love you guys.Please...I need you.Don't give into the saddness.It's ok to be sad, but don't let it take over.You deserve happiness.The bitches who hurt you...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 01:49:00 PST

I'd like to see who else...

Hmmm... well.. I'm going to make this one public.. So if you comment, message me... or something, I will add you if you aren't already added...hehe... I'm doing really well actually...Mostly..heh. And...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 08:26:00 PST

Hah..

So. I am seriously looking for a new job. If you work somewhere where you start $6 or up, and it isn't a restauraunt, please let me know. I am preeettyyy desperate. CEC SUCKS... xoxoxo -Erica...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 11:52:00 PST

Good Morning Sunshine!

Well today was nice. I went and hung out with DJ at my Mom's work for a couple hours and that was really cool.. I love DJ.. we can talk about anything. Its wierd because I've never really been close t...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 08:16:00 PST

Mom says I blog too much.

Well. Today was interesting. I woke up and I was incredibly tired. I literally crawled out of bed and threw on the first things I saw. Then I went to band and pretended to wake up but seriously, drone...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 09:18:00 PST

DUDE.

Ok. So I just watched the movie "Boys Don't Cry". OMFG! That was the best/saddest movie ever. I just kept shaking and feeling sick to my stomach. I want that movie and Imma go buy it. Lol. But yeah.. ...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 07:33:00 PST

I'm Sick.

I'm sick of this. I'm sick of being in love with people I can't have. I'm just so fucking sick of it. I think that the only person who really knows what the fuck I'm feeling like right now is Kyle, cu...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 09:38:00 PST

Well FUCK

I'm tired... but today was pretty wonderful..  We had a realllllly good rehearsal for band and then me and Daniel went to the mall and checked out hott people...lol. It was fun. And I got this re...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 04:21:00 PST

Well now.

I pulled a muscle.. I think. It TOTALLY SUCKS!  Sigh. It hurts! I want to post some poems I've written recently.. Comments are nice.. Untitled That braid That lies on your cheekEndearingCapturi...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 02:33:00 PST

What's real, and what was never ever.

So the other day we had some counselor lady come into my english class and talk to us about how we have to make our futures happen and stuff.. And ya know what? I haven't even begun to imagine how har...
Posted by ♥ buttercup ♥ on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 08:50:00 PST