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[mahapralaya]

Hoping to be saved from oblivion by oblivion...

About Me

Let’s see… where to start? The last 7 years of so of my life have been a pretty interesting roller coaster ride. After high school, I started attending college not knowing exactly what I was going to do with my life. That problem was quickly solved for me by the necessity to find a well paying job I could support my family on. I went through an accelerated EMT program and started working for a (fairly) new, private ambulance company in L.A. just after my 18th birthday. After doing that for about 2 years (and subsequently burning myself out on all the over time) I met a girl (don’t most stories start like that?) and moved to Vermont where I’ve lived for the past 4 years. In that time I managed to get married, divorced, meet a bunch of really good people I call friends and a few not so good ones I assumed were friends. If there’s anything I’ve learned, it’s that life is too short to dwell on the things that we perceive to be bad, so all we can do is learn from them and move on. I've recently moved back to Cali to be closer to family as well as to go back to school for nursing. There’s just something about the fast paced emergency room environment that keeps calling me back. I’m a big fan of anything horror related (especially zombies!), music, tattoos, video games, and any sort of creative outlets I can find. If I had the patience for math (it comes fairly easily when I actually try, but the concrete nature of numbers frustrates me to no ends), I'd become a theoretical/ quantum physicist(the subject fascinates me like nothing else). Let’s face it, I’m a dork... but at least I’m comfortable with it.

My Interests

Music, Art, Movies (anything off the beaten path), Video Games, YouTube.Com (I'm sure you've figured that out by now), tattoos, copious amounts of rum (I was a pirate in a past life...), M. Jane, debating/ intellectual discussion (can be really fun with the right person), World Domination (Plan is in the works...), Theoretical Physics (click me) , oh... and this thing...

Joe Rogan explains DMT and Life...

Joe Rogan confronts Carlos Mencia about stealing jokes...

I'd like to meet:


Music:


Red Sparowes - Like The Howling Of The Glorious Dark Wind

Dillinger Escape Plan - The Mullet Burden

The Haunted (w/ Peter) - All Against All

The Haunted (w/ Marco) - D.O.A.

Walls Of Jericho - A Trigger Full Of Promisses

At The Gates - Blinded By Fear

Shadows Fall - Crushing Belial

In This Moment - Prayers

Blinded By Rage - Severence (haha... I'm the bald dude up front thrashing around like a moron!)

Isis - The Beginning and The End

Since The Flood - Valor and Vengence

Nevermore - Believe In Nothing

Movies:

Children Of Men is my new favorite... Zombie movies (Zombies are the coolest movie monsters EVER), Grindhouse! Up In Smoke, Office Space, Snatch,Requiem For A Dream, Momento, Reservoir Dogs, Pi, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Shawshank Redemption, Event Horizon, Alien, Anything Hitchcock, Audition, The Eye, Nightmare On Elm Street, House of 1,000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, wow...this is going to take forever isn't it? There's a whole laundry list of other movies that I really don't feel like typing out...

Television:

Heros, SciFi, G4, Southpark, Simpsons (even though it's not as funny anymore), Family Guy, CSI, The History Channel, Discovery Science, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, Chappel's Show, Carlos Mencia's stolen jokes.

Books:

Satanic Verses: A Novel, Shame, The Moore's Last Sigh, Grimus (All by Rushdie), Illusions by Richard Bach, Lords Of Chaos, Lamb, The Giver (favorite growing up), Zombie Survival Guide, Hitchhiker's Series

My Blog

Got the bug...

So, lately I've had a weird itch to just up and move. I don't get that way too often. I usually find a place I'm comfortable and try to make it work. It's not like things have been bad or anything....
Posted by N I H I L on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 08:37:00 PST

Dreams

I don't generally remember my dreams (the last one being a zombie movie type dream with me as the protagonist), but for the past two nights, they've been doozies! Not sure if it's due to my cold or n...
Posted by N I H I L on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 08:28:00 PST

T. Hip - Highway Girl

We were dumping the body and we'd laugh. We found a place that was dark and rotten, a place where the police helicopters would never spot us. I destroyed the map that we'd so carefully dotted. Ever...
Posted by N I H I L on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:17:00 PST

I'm the kiss of death...

Sam:  i love it that they have people shadowing *****!!!! funny...Me:    they have people shadowing *** as well.  i never get asked anymore..Sam:   i know, right? da...
Posted by N I H I L on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:15:00 PST

Sideshow Freak...

So, I can now add glass chewing/ swallowing to my laundry list of sideshow freak talents... There was a X-Mas tree ornament in the jar of chocolates (you may find yourself wondering "why?" at about th...
Posted by N I H I L on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 12:20:00 PST

Nihilist Job Resume...

David, Candice, [email protected] Abject World(555) 555-5555ObjectiveI have no objective. What's the point when cold death is the final destination for us all? Can you explain that to...
Posted by N I H I L on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 05:50:00 PST

Whore...

    No more speaking in metaphors... I know you're reading this... You disgusting, sorry excuse for human waste.  Not enough words exist in the English language, nay, the World Lan...
Posted by N I H I L on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:05:00 PST

A Parable...

Once there lived a village of creatures along the bottom of a great crystal river. The current of the river swept silently over them all- young and old, rich and poor, good and evi, the current going ...
Posted by N I H I L on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 10:54:00 PST

ANGRY!

The one thing that was supposed to be redeeming about this otherwise dismal day (I'm referring, of course, to the release of Black Hawk Down 2:  Team Sabre) has fallen through.  AHHH... How ...
Posted by N I H I L on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 12:33:00 PST

Infuriated by 7:30... great start!

So, I woke up at 7:25 (had it not been for the wake up call to call me a "crack head" I probably would have slept 'til 9).  Was out of the house @ 7:30 and stuck in traffic at 7:35.  Whoever...
Posted by N I H I L on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 06:21:00 PST