You want to know my soul,
the true me deep inside.
I don't know where to start,
there's just so much i hide.
My life is one where few will ever understand.
Knowing that if I were to die today,
i am sure no one would care.
This pain I have right now,
has become way too much for me to bear.
As I stare into the star filled sky,
i think to myself why?
There is soo much i hide by day,
and at night i cry away.
Looking into the mirror,
i see what no one sees.
I see within in my eyes,
someone who really isn't me.
The true me locked deep within,
afraid to let me show.
Knowing for so long,
she's someone few will ever know.
My heart is filled with empty gaps,
of friends and family.
Who are long gone and passed,
in my mind i have no soul.
Some Of The Boiis I Know
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.
Eyes full of Pain
Passion
Mysterious
Diamond Eyes
These pics are for all the times ive been fucked over or emotionally hurt by iinsensitive no hearted pricks...aka males...and the only people i have to thank who have helped me through these times are my wounderful gf JACQUI and my grgeous brother from another mutha SMITTY...thank yhoo soo much guys i couldnt have done it without yhoo's i love yhoo both dearly and im so glad yhoor in my life...<&&> my heat beats.
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure I would stay awake just to hear you breathing, Watch you smile while you are sleeping, While you're far away and dreaming, I could spend my life in this sweet surrender, I could stay lost in this moment forever... heheh i love u babe.. i duno wat ide do without u.. your the high light of my life.. love u forever... best friends forever.. love u xoxox mwa.... Yhoor my heart my soul my everything... <&&> my heart beats.
DECEMBER = FREAK IN BED Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside
SAGITTARIUS-The One that Waits (11/22-12/21)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
SAGITTARIUS:The Slutty one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal.Rare to find. Amazing Kisser.Great when found.Loves being in long relationships. The one.So much love to give. Not one to mess with.Very pretty. Very romantic.Nice to everyone They meet.Their Love is one of a kind.Silly, fun and sweet.Have own unique sexiness.Most caring person you will ever meet!Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed?Not the kind of person you wanna mess with you might end up crying.